iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

al @idols.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

brought up moving again to my dad, who was previously ok with it, and he said if i move out i get no inheretence and im like "do you want me to stay here until you die" and he said "yes" so thats where im at ha

al @idols.bsky.social · 19/03/2025

he can also diagnose me with things bc hes both a psych and a therapist

al @idols.bsky.social · 19/03/2025

one is a state funded therapist, and they can only do so much when it comes to helping me get disability. One is a private practice therapist/psychiatrist who works with people specifically wanting disability

al @idols.bsky.social · 19/03/2025

so mentally ill i have TWO therapists

neet cave cleaning day

tip culture is stupid but this is my favorite place and i can only go when i go to the heart hospital bc its far away . the little old lady deserves it

had to be just like im really bad at math and i was up early im so sorry

got breakfast at a korean shop i love and struggled with the tip so bad i had to grab a calculator as the little old korean lady stared at me and laughed. its over chat

I DONT KNOW I HATE IT

waow waow waow i hate being up early and sitting in a doctor office for a majority of the time without even getting tests done or talking to anyone 😀

i also feel like. idk. i cant be myself authentically anywhere online it makes me wanna just abandon this account and start ove r </3 i shant but it is how it is

youd think cosplay would be fun but </3 i have to adjust things with a deadline and my sewing machine died

i have so much i need to do coms, cosplays, vtuber debuts, assets.... appointments, meds, talking to people, moving out...... i feel like i'm spread so thin these days! i have no energy to just enjoy myself

almost started off venting way too strong. i cant scare you all off that soon

3 people just followed me WHO ARE YOU PEOPLE

appts every day this week. appts every day last week. i am so tired i have no energy with anything. i feel so stupid these days :'D my friends are still being patient with me but all my energy goes into finishing coms and going to doctors i just want test

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im afraid if i vent here you all will be like BOO BOO 🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅

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am i allowed to treat this like my priv. would you all unfollow and block me and hate me. i miss circles so goddamn much

al @idols.bsky.social · 17/03/2025

oop gotta change my profile pic this character is sold

al @idols.bsky.social · 17/03/2025

IM NOT AI I PWOMISE :D

Moony ⭐️🌙🏳️‍⚧️ | ⚙️ L2D パパ @moonyboy.bsky.social · 17/03/2025

Reposted by al

STREAMS RETURNING SOON!! :D lil showcase of my PNGTuber made by AL! (capitalized because he's cool but also so people don't think it's. uh. 🤖. yknow lol) we bein' comfy. yes I cut out holes in the hood for my horns :) #VSky #MoonyFNRT 🎨 @idols.bsky.social

A showcase of three states of Moony's PNGTuber (Eyes open with mouth closed, eyes closed, and mouth open). Moony is wearing a blue star-patterned hoodie with his front hair, ears, and horns sticking out, with round glasses on. He has a blue hairclip on his bangs, and a fang sticking out of his mouth, even when closed. It is drawn in a 2000s-inspired anime art style.

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al @idols.bsky.social · 11/03/2025

also i have to transfer everything over and thats gonna take a whilleee so i may not be able to work for a day or so while it transfers to my new drive good thing i had a drive waiting to be put in (i was too lazy to and this is my reward)

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al @idols.bsky.social · 11/03/2025

good morning bad news is that my hard drive died with a lot of what i was working on good news is i backed up most my vtuber files and i sent wips to a lot of my clients so i can restart from wips but i may be delayed a bit....

Moony ⭐️🌙🏳️‍⚧️ | ⚙️ L2D パパ @moonyboy.bsky.social · 23/02/2025

Reposted by al

🐯 TIGER VTUBER ADOPT STILL UP FOR SALE ON VGEN! :D 🔗 below!! $800 USD - Fully rigged model, PNGTuber files, and extra character artwork!! art by @idols.bsky.social | rig by me For 50/50 payment, you'll receive the PNGTuber ONLY until the rest is paid in full ^^ #vgen #vtuber #vtuberadopt

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Moony ⭐️🌙🏳️‍⚧️ | ⚙️ L2D パパ @moonyboy.bsky.social · 21/02/2025

youtu.be/CxSvPebNk6M I recorded a full timelapse of rigging a model for Cheruboki!! Never recorded a speedrig before so it was fun! :D my #VGenComms are OPEN! I'm working on a few right now but I've got space for more!! B) will post 🔗 below lol #Live2D #Live2DShowcase #VGen

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VTuber Rig Timelapse! [Live2D] | Speedrig

YouTube video by Moonlit Star Ch. ムーンリットスター

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al @idols.bsky.social · 16/02/2025

oh hello new followers i dont actually draw in that style often oops <3 i should repost dome older pieces though

al @idols.bsky.social · 15/02/2025

I was sick all day yesterday but happy late valentines!! I contributed a very longing Ascended Astarion looking at a locket filled with a picture of tav/durge ♥ Really happy I could take part!!!

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al @idols.bsky.social · 15/02/2025

i have one of those newfangled strawpages vneet.straw.page

vneet.straw.page

vneet's strawpage

Made with StrawPage

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al @idols.bsky.social · 10/02/2025

talking to clients super professional like "Here's your finished art! Hope you enjoy!" when in reality i wanna be like HAAAAI !!!!!!!!! HI I DID UR ART :DDD herehere pls like it :DDDD

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al @idols.bsky.social · 08/02/2025

i feel like im doing better and then something amazingly traumatizing happens and im back where i was again

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al @idols.bsky.social · 03/02/2025

WEEE IM IN A ZINE :D

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al @idols.bsky.social · 01/02/2025

my friend: you know they recalled some lays chips right me, with a mouthful of lays chips: they what

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al @idols.bsky.social · 27/01/2025

what if I want that 🥺