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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 26/04/2026

OMG, BLESSINGS TO THE HAPPY COUPLE 🥳🎉

IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 22/04/2026

I've seen some real gems come out of this game, but this is by far my favourite xD Live, Laugh, Loving Wu Ming in the maid dress

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 14/02/2026

If he admits he has nothing left to say...isn´t it like giving up hope that they could ever do those things together...? He cried that night, and at least he could think of one other thing to write: "I really wish San Lang would hold me"

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 14/02/2026

Pages upon pages — all written over the duration of days, weeks, months — contain that one centence countless times, almost like a mantra. But he can´t stop, Xie Lian tells himself. He can´t. Because if he does...

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 14/02/2026

Eventually, he writes: "I want to tell San Lang I love him" over and over again in place of new activities when he has truly run dry of ideas for good

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 14/02/2026

Perhaps it´s his weary mind, growing heavier with silent grief everyday; perhaps it´s the way he confines himself to the inside on some of his worse days instead of going outside to get some new inspiration; but whatever it is, he doesn´t like what´s happening. He doesn´t like it at all.

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 14/02/2026

All seems fine with this arragement at first, but as the seasons turn, Xie Lian realizes with slight panic that the number of random ideas he gets dwindle by the day

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 14/02/2026

However, the notes soon began piling up on every surface of the house with how many ideas he kept getting, so for organisation´s sake, Xie Lian had eventually settled on keeping a book: a diary, more like.

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 14/02/2026

But over time, he amassed so many ideas he had to write them down on little notes in fear he´d forgot any one of them otherwise

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 14/02/2026

It started out as stray ideas that would pop into his head throughout the day, like when seeing a vendor selling fish at the market, he´d mentally make a pin on the idea of going fishing with Hua Cheng one day

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 14/02/2026

#tgcf #xielian #huacheng #hualian hurt/little to no comfort (comfort in the sense that cannon will eventually pick up afterwards) thread --------------------------- What if, during the year Hua Cheng was gone, Xie Lian started a list of all the things he wanted to do together once Fafa returned

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 27/12/2025

Remember to eat and drink and get enough sunlight It's generic advice but I swear it genuinly helps Virtual hugs going out to you 🫂

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 27/12/2025

It's best to wait and see if you still feel the same about doing something after calming down before deciding in the moment

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 27/12/2025

Having said all that (sorry for yapping so much 😅), I want to conclude that you will always have my and your other fans' love and support, even if times get rough It's normal to feel bad; it's normal to vent, but don't forget that our most emotional moments will always pass

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 27/12/2025

into bigger/long-term reads/projects as you might have noticed from my recent none-existant up-load schedule 😅 Aspiration and the joy of doing stuff you love just hasn't been joying that much T T) I swear to pick up the reading I've missed when I get a moment of energy 🙏

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 27/12/2025

This can still be a cold comfort, of course, and perhaps you think me a hypocrit for saying all this when I haven't yet read the first chapter to your new fic Know that the latter is not in any way because of you My mental health has been rapidly declining and I've been finding it hard to get

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 27/12/2025

But, upon spiraling, I always try to remind myself that: A) It's winter. Those cold months are not good for your spsyche in general B) Think of any time a fic you loved got deleted You adored it to bits and now it's...gone There's always at least one person that's the same way about your fics

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 27/12/2025

To be honest, I've been harboring similar thoughts for very similar reasons I've been playing with the idea of deleting certain works (mostly my first few, or my newest releases upon performing poorly) and completely rewriting others Out of shame, I considered starting over under a new account

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 27/12/2025

I know this feeling of frustration and fraying self worth that bubbles up in response to a luke-warm reception -- it sucks absolute donkey ass -- and I wouldn't wish it on anyone But know that you're not alone and that it's not your fault or any sort of reflection of your skill level as a writer

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 27/12/2025

The way I exclaimed: "NOOOOOO, DON'T DELETE" when I read this post :( All your stuff is absolutely awesome! And I see so many like-minded ppl who absolutely feel the same way as I so 🫶 But from what I gathered in the comments, this spurred up specifically due to your newest fic's stats, right?

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 24/12/2025

Merry Christmas to you too! :D Thank you for this wonderful art gift to all of us hualian fans 🥳🎉

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 13/12/2025

"How fearsome," some ghosts whisper in awe, "Surely Chengzhu will raise them into mighty beast." Meanwhile, Yin Yu tries not to laugh, lest he gets fired lol

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 13/12/2025

#tgcf #huacheng Head empty, only the mental image of a bunch of ducklings imprinting on Hua Cheng and following him through Ghost City like some kind of particularly cute entourage

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 07/12/2025

#tgcf #xielian #huacheng #hualian "San Lang, Ghost City started calling me something besides granduncle! What does 'the Chengzhu rizzler' mean?"

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 02/12/2025

Oh no, the creature looks so sad D: Don't worry, at least once HC is back, XL can jam out to both chimes combined -- Really, they kinda make for a great band :D And should someone ask XL what his favourite music is, for the first time, he could answer without any hesitation or doubt :)

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 01/12/2025

#tgcf #hualian #xielian #huacheng Xie Lian hanging up wind chimes during the year Hua Cheng was gone, so when he does something inside/goes to sleep/ect., he can imagine the sound he's hearing is HC walking around outside

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 26/11/2025

#tgcf #wuming (implied) #wulian / #hualian This is my first proper attempt trying my hand at drawing NSFW stuff, and while somewhat intimidating at first, was actually really fun to do! :D I hope to do more and improve as I do in the future; wish me luck! (๑•̀ ᴗ•́)૭✧

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 25/11/2025

Also, with every session, XL would become gentler. but WM's hair always still ends up looking messy lol

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 25/11/2025

It gives him something to do, something to keep his thoughts from wandering. With time, this could become their little ritual of sorts: one which they someday will realize, they no longer need to do out of necessaty, but simply because they want to :)

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 25/11/2025

And if I were to think more self-indulgently, I'd also like to imagine that playing with WM's hair is strangely therapheutic to calamity!XL In a WM survives AU, WM might be able to convince XL to do that instead whenever he has self-destructive thoughts.

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 25/11/2025

Afterwards, WM stands there, frozen in confusion (and happiness), with strands of hair sticking out in every direction, making him look messy and kinda silly (That look invokes XL's cuteness aggression all over again, hehe~)

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 25/11/2025

Evertime he walks up to the ghost, he does so seemingly without warning or reason (we know the reason), and then proceeds to put his hands on either side of WM's head and just completely dishevel his hair

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 25/11/2025

#tgcf #xielian #wuming #wulian #hualian (A thread 🧵) Imagine with me for a moment: Xie Lian experiencing cuteness aggression as calamity!XL He might play with Wu Ming's hair, but like kinda roughly

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 22/11/2025

The message reads: "Omg, I'm so sorry, but your date won't be able to make it D: They suddenly came down with a nasty headache, but they're totally down to re-schedule! You down?"

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 22/11/2025

That night, while in bed (with HC cuddles up next to him, sleeping soundly) and smart-phone in hand, XL thinks to thank SQX for setting them up, only to see an unread message from SQX he didn't notice getting while too pre-occupied (read: too busy being lovey dovey) with his date

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 22/11/2025

They proceed to have a lovely date that ends in a kiss and confession <3

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 22/11/2025

He was just passing by and saw XL through the window, so he went in to say hi, but he's certainly not complaining about XL asking him to sit down, holding his hand from across the table, and blushing while rambeling about how he's glad that "it's San Lang after all"

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 22/11/2025

XL gets really excited thinking HC is his blind date (and *agreed* to be his date!), but unbeknowst to him, HC is not the person he was set up with In fact, HC has no idea XL even is on a blind date!

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 22/11/2025

Anyways, so he sits down at the restaurant SQX booked and waits there anxiously And what do we have here: After a short while Hua Cheng, Xie Lian's best friend (and long term crush), walks in and walks up to XL, cheerily greeting: "Gege! It's so nice to see you~"

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 22/11/2025

He could technically have SQX deliver the bad news for him and cancel on the other person last minute, but figures it'd be more polite if he went personally to tell them it won't work out between them He'd make up an excuse like: "Sorry, I'm not looking for anyone right now" or something, me thinks

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 22/11/2025

Thinking about a modern AU where Shi QingXuan gets too excited about setting long term single Xie Lian up with a blind date to notice he's really reluctant and only really agrees to go as to not offend his secret date

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 22/11/2025

#tgcf #xielian #huacheng #hualian Short modern AU blind date AU -------------------------------- (see thread for scenario)

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 21/11/2025

Wait, I love this -- like a lot, lot I can't look away; this is too cute 🥺

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

I´m sorry, people: the rick-roll was an inevitable must I know I cannot be forgiven

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

#tgcf #wulian #wuming #xielian #hualian Xie Lian: "You say you´ll obey, you say you´ll follow, but why should I belive a word you say?" Wu Ming: "Dianxia... This one will never gonna give you up, never gonna let you down; never gonna run around and desert you-"

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 15/11/2025

Wu Ming clinging to the stem in his sleep as if it were a teddy bear (˶˃ᆺ˂˶)

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 15/11/2025

At some point, I mistakingly read "his last little flower" instead of "his last little follower" and thought that title would be cute too 🥺

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 15/11/2025

Omg, now I can't stop imagining moth WM watching XL masturbate from within his confinement, unable to join in, but also too captivated to look away... Come on, Dianxia; get your moth hot and bothered before you play with him 🤭

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IdeasLoading @ideasloading.bsky.social · 15/11/2025

From this angle it looks like she's telling you that she has the high ground lol She learned well from Obi-Wan

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