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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 15/04/2025

More sad poetry. Completely unexpected of "Despair"

Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 04/04/2025

"PIano Rage" is just me letting out frustration and being sad. I'm Not sure if I'll release this yet. I take commissions (Link Below) #VTuberAssets #freeVTuberAssets #StreamerAssets #ENvtuber #Vtuber #Commission #VGen #VGenComm

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CAL・NITE 🫀 @calnite.com · 02/04/2025

— ❝ 𝑯𝒆 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒃𝒚 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒕 ❞ Blightborn is a visual novel for romance & horror-survival lovers ❤️‍🔥 Demo is now available for free! calnite.itch.io/blightborn-d... #NaNoRenO2025 #WomensGameFest #indieVN #indiedev #otomegame #HorrorRomance

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 02/04/2025

A 2025 version of a theme for a Vtuber. I do make songs for streamers/Vtubers Any and all likes, RTs, and follows appreciated and encouraged. VGen Linked Below! #VTuberAssets #freeVTuberAssets #StreamerAssets #ENvtuber #Vtuber #Commission #VGen #VGenComm

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 29/03/2025

A poem I said I'd never share yet... here we are.

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 18/03/2025

"Disco Hex" gets a little strange towards the end. It's very "there's an old god doing the hustle" Full song available for freebon Ko-Fi I also take commissions! Links below! #VTuberAssets #FreeVtuberAssets #StreamerAssets

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 17/03/2025

This song "Prince" came about put of nowhere. The idea was figure of royalty looking at their destroyed castle. It is a free download. I also take commissions! Links below! #VTuberAssets #freeVTuberAssets #StreamerAssets #ENvtuber #Vtuber #Commission #VGen #VGenComm #Vsky

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 14/03/2025

Free BGM #24 "Disco Hex" -As I do, using BGM Loosely -Time to dance -Or summon something Links Below! Any and all likes, RTs, and follows appreciated and encouraged. #VTuberAssets #freeVTuberAssets #StreamerAssets #ENvtuber #Vtuber #Commission #VGen #VGenComm #Vsky

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 13/03/2025

Oh look! A poem that is not sad or gory; a rarity.

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 11/03/2025

Another showcase of some of my music. I take commissions on VGen. Also, I release Free music on Ko-Fi Any and all likes, RTs, and follows appreciated and encouraged. #VTuberAssets #freeVTuberAssets #StreamerAssets #ENvtuber #Vtuber #Commission #VGen #VGenComm

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 11/03/2025

As I am on a decline, I might as well show some of my past work.

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Nuden☆Vgen Comms Open!☆ @nuden224.bsky.social · 23/02/2025

💙Raffle Time!!!💙 WINNER can ask me to draw a high quality art! how to enter❗ rt + follow winner 🏆 Draws for every 100 followers #artraffle #raffle #giveaway #art #artshare #artmoots

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 09/03/2025

This is a very intense poem. I consider it a horror poem.

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 09/03/2025

"Adam" was created from the poem of the same name. It's one of my favorite poems I have written. Links below! #VTuberAssets #freeVTuberAssets #StreamerAssets #ENvtuber #Vtuber #Commission #VGen #VGenComm

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

So, all of my songs that are free to download, or are my personal songs start from poems. Here is "Salted Earth" that inspired "Breathe" #VTuberAssets #freeVTuberAssets #StreamerAssets #ENvtuber #Vtuber #Commission #VGen #VGenComm

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 06/03/2025

"Requiescat" Had to end it with myself.

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 06/03/2025

"Noblesse" Been wanting to share this for a while in full.

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

Free BGM #23 "Golden Touch" "My hands dripping-molten Ore glinting, golden" DL links below! Any and all likes, RTs, and follows appreciated and encouraged. #VTuberAssets #freeVTuberAssets #StreamerAssets #ENvtuber #Vtuber #Commission #VGen #VGenComm

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 03/03/2025

Little showcase of my darker sounding songs; all free on Ko-fi. Also, I am now taking commissions on VGen! Links below! #VTuberAssets #freeVTuberAssets #StreamerAssets #ENvtuber #Vtuber #Commission #VGen #VGenComm

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 03/03/2025

Commissions are now open on VGen! Please consider Commissioning and/or following me there. I create custom music specifically tailored to you! Link Below! #VTuberAssets #freeVTuberAssets #StreamerAssets #ENvtuber #Vtuber #Commission #VGen #VGenComms

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 03/03/2025

A Vtuber friend is having a fundraiser for surgery for their dog. -They are doing a 24h stream (Link Below) -Any donation is encouraged and appreciated! -Their Bluesky: bsky.app/profile/demo... Here's the link to donate directly. www.gofundme.com/f/shxmgy-sur... #gofundme #fundraiser

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Donate to Surgery for Kita!, organized by Aero Demon

Hello, my name is Aero and the dog in the photo is my 12-year-old mix, Kita. I am setting this up because… Aero Demon needs your support for Surgery for Kita!

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 02/03/2025

I wish I could do like...a art trade. Like a song for some art? It's so frustrating that I can't even enter raffles because I have no like...full reference...I have a folder full of references but like... #VTuberAssets #freeVTuberAssets #StreamerAssets #ENvtuber #Vtuber #vtuber素材 #フリー素材

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EnuEnu🔞(COMMS TEMPP REOPENDED!!!) @enumapneumansfw.bsky.social · 02/03/2025

you know what? FORK IT! ☀️600+ NSFW ART RAFFLE!☀️ Thank you all so much for reaching 600! 1 lucky ol'chap will get a full NSFW piece of your choosing! rules to enter: -like, repost, and follow! -commenting is optional 1/2🧵 ☀️Raffle deadline is March 16th!☀️ #NSFW #Art #Raffle #Giveaway #OC

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 02/03/2025

Another "Art" process song "Serosanguineous" Any and all likes, RTs, and follows appreciated and encouraged. Link to free song below! #VTuberAssets #freeVTuberAssets #StreamerAssets #ENvtuber #Vtuber #vtuber素材 #フリー素材

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 02/03/2025

My baby art process, and a bit of a song I made for someone. #VTuberAssets #freeVTuberAssets #StreamerAssets #ENvtuber #Vtuber #vtuber素材 #フリー素材 Commissions and free shop below!

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 02/03/2025

I have a mild fear of snowmen. Like, it might have been the Campbell's soup commercial back in the day with the creepy animation that did it. Either way... I do not fuck with frosty.

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a snowman is drinking soup from a bowl on a table .

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 01/03/2025

Not only do I make the songs, but also, I do make the art/animation myself (with the help of like 8 apps) It's a lot of work. #VTuberAssets #freeVTuberAssets #StreamerAssets #ENvtuber #Vtuber #vtuber素材 #フリー素材

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 01/03/2025

Over the last two years, I have drawn outfits (poorly) for my eventual VTuber self. I think it's nice t be prepared for when I can afford it do i have been compiling a folder. Alas, that seems to be far off. For a non-artist, I think i get my point across. #vtuber #design #art

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 01/03/2025

"Phytotelma" was composed to sound like the surface and the depths of the ocean at once. It was a very interesting time putting it together. #VTuberAssets #freeVTuberAssets #StreamerAssets #ENvtuber #Vtuber #vtuber素材 #フリー素材

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 01/03/2025

"Phytotelma" Is a water based song. The word is for the water storage inside of a plant Why there is a mermaid tail succulent here Free link below. #VTuberAssets #freeVTuberAssets #StreamerAssets #ENvtuber #Vtuber #vtuber素材 #フリー素

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 27/02/2025

Free BGM #22 "Reasonable" -I made this 3 years ago -That was her being reasonable -5 minute's+ Link Below Any and all likes, RTs, and follows appreciated and encouraged. #VTuberAssets #freeVTuberAssets #StreamerAssets #ENvtuber #Vtuber #vtuber素材 #フリー素材

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 26/02/2025

Free BGM #21 "Jupiter" -Aliens in disco platforms -Glitter -It's fabulous Link Below! Any and all likes, RTs, and follows appreciated and encouraged. #VTuberAssets #freeVTuberAssets #StreamerAssets #ENvtuber #Vtuber #vtuber素材 #フリー素材

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 26/02/2025

Free BGM #20 "Adam" As a special thing for 20 songs, I am releasing my own theme for free. Link below! Any and all likes, RTs, and follows appreciated and encouraged. #VTuberAssets #freeVTuberAssets #StreamerAssets #ENvtuber #Vtuber #vtuber素材 #フリー素材

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

These songs are all connected -The start of the problem -A battle in the middle -A brief respite -The aftermath All available for free on Ko-fi Commissions also open for something more personalized! Link below #VTuberAssets #freeVTuberAssets #StreamerAssets #ENvtuber #Vtuber #vtuber素材 #フリー素材

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

I don't even care for spiders like that and I want one. So cute.

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

This is why I can finish songs so quickly. I am disabled, and thus unemployed so I have nothing to do but make music. Plus I've been doing this for a long time. I have been asked why I'm so quick. #VTuberAssets #freeVTuberAssets #StreamerAssets #ENvtuber #Vtuber #vtuber素材 #フリー素材

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Despair ♡VGen♡ @iamdespair.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

Last year I turned 27. At 9 years of age I was diagnosed with what breaks down to liver, lungs, spleen ans lymphatic system cancer; stage 4. For 17 years I've been dealing with the affects from that. The battle of cancer doesn't stop if you go into remission. For me the battle is:

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