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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 05/05/2025

We got a new dog, and he’s the cutest fucking thing. He’s also an excellent excuse to burn off extra cals by taking him on long walks. He’s happy, I’m happy, everyone wins. Plus he’s gonna be big when he’s grown, so if I can lose enough weight I can say my dog is bigger than me. #edsky

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 29/04/2025

If I don’t lose some gd weight soon I’m going to overheat all summer, because no way I’ll be able to wear shorts like this. My legs somehow feel bigger now than when I was 250lbs. 🙃 #edsky

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 29/04/2025

Would not do it, and would never ever want anyone else to do it, but sometimes I fantasize about attempting DIY liposuction. Just…vacuum all the fat out. 🥲 (Srsly don’t try this tho) #edsky

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 29/04/2025

Stayed just under 1300 cals today and was feeling okay about it, then tried on a pair of new shorts I got for summer. Oop. 🤡 Guess we fasting until dinner tomorrow.

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 21/04/2025

Stayed at 1600 cals today despite all the Easter food around me! Plus I walked and did a little bit of pilates, I am so hoping the scale goes down tomorrow 🥺

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 10/04/2025

Anyone else SO jealous of people who get on glp1 meds? Like, even the bad side effects sound good to me (stomach stop working? Hell yeah!). I know diabetics need them more and the side effects aren’t *actually* good, but a girl can dream. #edsky

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 06/04/2025

I binged so bad today, someone please just end me 😭

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 02/04/2025

Down to 161lbs, almost back to the 150s!!!

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 22/03/2025

Down half a pound, now at 163! I’ve come a long way from 250 but there’s still a long way to go

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

I hate when you feel dizzy and sick and then you eat something and it makes you feel better. Like, Im over here trying to pretend Im not corporeal. Rude of my body to exist.

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 10/03/2025

I did too many leg exercises yesterday and now I can barely walk. 😬 I guess this means I gotta do lower cals to make up for being sedentary today. But! Still gotta eat protein and fats, because muscle burns cals and I like having nice hair. Eat your nutrients even when low cal! #edsky

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 05/03/2025

Intro post for edsky/lemonwatersky/whatev other terms we’re using now -Lydia -30s -EDNOS/OSFED since 14yo -Likes fashion, crafts, my spouse, and reading everything -Non edsky/caterpillarsky/lemonwatersky DNI -Minors DNI, I’m sorry but I’ll block you -Always pro recovery and harm reduction

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 05/03/2025

Didn’t get to exercise today, but kept my cals under 1300 even though I’m on my period and ravenous! 😎 Aiming for the same tomorrow, but with exercise.

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 01/03/2025

I would sell my soul for an almond milk chai latte rn, they are so good at killing hunger for so little cals. #edsky #caterpillarsky

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

I’m back down to 164lbs, which is at least better than gaining. 🥲 I reallyyyy wanna be like 155lbs by the end of March, gotta lock in harder. #edsky #caterpillarsky

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

Good morning #edsky friends! Remember to stay hydrated today and not just drink water without electrolytes! Electrolyte imbalance is a thing and can fuck up your heart. And coffee/energy drinks don’t count as hydration, they count as caffeine (up to 400mgs of caffeine a day is safe).

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 24/02/2025

HARM REDUCTION: Everyone knows purging is bad, & most know to rinse your mouth/not brush right after purging. But there’s also a toothpaste that helps replace enamel! It’s called “remineralizing toothpaste” and can help some of the damage. You’ll still get damage, but yeah. #edsky #caterpillarsky

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 10/02/2025

Periods suckkkkk I just wanna lose enough weight that I don’t have one anymore.

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 27/01/2025

Too many cals over the weekend butttt exercised an insane amount and burned them off, so could be worse! Hoping I’ve lost weight when I weigh tomorrow 🙏 #edsky

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 24/01/2025

I had SUCH a shit day, but all the stress meant I ate way under my cal limit without even trying or thinking about it. I just literally did not have time to eat. So…yay? #edsky

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 16/01/2025

Complaining about my plateau worked lol, I lost a pound this morning! 🥳 😁 #edsky

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 16/01/2025

I am restricting damnit! I am weighing my food! I am exercising! WHY AM I PLATEAUED 😭😭😭 It makes me want to tear off my body like a jumpsuit I swear. #edsky

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 13/01/2025

I wanna go for a long walk to burn cals so badly, but there’s a foot of snow outside so I’m just stuck pacing like a cheetah in need of mental stimulation. #edsky

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 13/01/2025

I just want to be thin and stay thin, is that so much to ask?? Period bloat is not helping me rn. I’m enormous and I just want to not be. #edsky

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 06/01/2025

I’ve lost 2lbs of the 6lbs I gained over the holidays! Feelin back on track to get ✨thin✨ Fasting until dinner tomorrow to keep up momentum. #edsky

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 03/01/2025

Discovered that if I put some cold foam, almond milk, and a bit of salt in my AM coffee it lets me fast way longer. I know it *technically* breaks a fast but it’s giving electrolytes and still means less cals overall. Remember to get your hydration & electrolytes today, #edsky!

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 28/12/2024

Christmas did so much damage, I’m disgusted with myself… #edsky

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 21/12/2024

I’ve worked so fucking hard to give my kid the healthy relationship w/ food I never had, for the most part I’ve done it. She eats intuitively. But jokes on me, she inherited my anxiety instead and is having existential dread and insomnia at 10yo. I tried to protect her and failed. I hate myself.

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 16/12/2024

Gonna drink an absolutely unhinged amount of water today to flush out the period bloat. Remember to stay hydrated today, #edsky!

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 16/12/2024

Good morning #edsky, does anyone else fucking LOATHE period water weight? 😭 I just started my period and I went up SIX LBS literally overnight. I know it’s water not real but still…ugh. Really hoping that once I get thin enough I lose my period.

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 15/12/2024

Good morning #edsky, have a reminder to take your vitamins (especially iron and vit b12), stay hydrated, and for the love of everything take electrolytes if you are restricting or fasting!

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 15/12/2024

I binged so badly tonight, someone please just end me 😭 #edsky

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 13/12/2024

Eating too much last night put me up a full pound, back to 163. 😭😭😭 I know it’s probably water weight, but I feel like shit. Gonna get a ton of steps and fast today, hopefully it’ll be back down tomorrow. 🥲 #edsky

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 13/12/2024

I fasted all day but then I ate wayyy too many movie snacks, I just know I’m gonna gain tomorrow.😭 Fasting until dinner tomorrow to make up for it.

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 12/12/2024

Lost half a pound, let’s goooo! And I’m fasting until this evening so that movie night snacks tonight don’t fuck up my progress. #edsky

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 11/12/2024

Ughh didn’t lose weight this morning 😔 I didn’t gain though, so that’s good!

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 10/12/2024

I’m gonna weigh less tomorrow, I can feel it! And I start my new med that will hopefully work both for pain and make me lose weight. #edsky

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 09/12/2024

Good morning! I lost weight today and I am, as the kids say, locked in. 😎

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 09/12/2024

On Tuesday I am starting a new medication that *can* have the side effect of taking away your appetite and causing weight loss. Cross your fingers for me, #edsky!

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 06/12/2024

Gonna try for 10k steps tomorrow and if I focus I can stay under 1000 cals. 💪

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Lydia | edsky | 18+ @hungerandlight.bsky.social · 04/12/2024

My ED makes my chronic illness worse, my chronic illness makes my ED worse, and I make everything I touch worse.

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