Reposted by nicostrawberry-fish.bsky.social @strawberry-fish.bsky.social · 20/07/2026Balen for @horrorbagel.bsky.social ! I, too, have a transmasc half-orc, so I wanted to draw him! He has really lovely features, I tried balancing the soft/round features with not looking too femme #artfight #artfight2026 141
nico @horrorbagel.bsky.social · 31/07/2026oh my goodness i love him :) he looks so sweet, i love his beautiful curls, and how vibrant he looks <3 you did a wonderful job bringing my boy to life 110
nico @horrorbagel.bsky.social · 09/07/2026hopefully it brings you a little comfort knowing you’re not alone in the experience, at least 110
nico @horrorbagel.bsky.social · 09/07/2026last thing: having ocd sometimes encourages me to get real deep into my brain to try and make sure every label fits, and me trying to be introspective ends up me just ruminating about diagnoses and labels. sometimes it’s not that deep, and i have to just say “okay fine” and wrote down my grievances 120
nico @horrorbagel.bsky.social · 09/07/2026also i think someone else mentioned it, but with asd, sometimes things can be more traumatic? honestly trauma registers in different ways for everyone, but it’s YOUR BRAIN, and your diagnosis. do whatever feels right, i don’t know you! this is just my thoughts and opinions!!! 120
nico @horrorbagel.bsky.social · 09/07/2026you need to REMEMBER the event. this was something i personally had trouble accepting. but i think the diagnosis criteria is five of nine things, and i don’t know that the severity of that criteria matters? like impulsive spending might not be “as bad” as reckless driving, but it’s still impulsive 120
nico @horrorbagel.bsky.social · 09/07/2026just sharing as a person who is autistic and bpd, from my non-psychology-degree understanding, bpd doesn’t necessarily NEED to come from a place of abuse. it’s common for people with bpd to have some sort of history with abuse or trauma, but it can also stem from abandonment. this also doesn’t mean 110
nico @horrorbagel.bsky.social · 08/07/2026perhaps it would be helpful to hear but before i was diagnosed with my stupid chronic illness i was also hoping i had MS? so at least there’s a party of two ✌️ 010
nico @horrorbagel.bsky.social · 05/06/2026is the pink stool your bed?? i imagine you are very small and it looks extremely cozy 020
nico @horrorbagel.bsky.social · 05/06/2026i used to think that when i was 5’4” but now that i’m 5’5” i think… i’d like to be 5’7” perhaps even 5’8” 000
nico @horrorbagel.bsky.social · 02/06/2026a king WOULD go down on a sugarbush plush tight top with 13.5” royal inches huh 110
nico @horrorbagel.bsky.social · 30/03/2026therapy didn’t work on me because she said i’m too introspective and there’s nothing she can do as a therapist to help me??? 000
nico @horrorbagel.bsky.social · 21/03/2026i’m a big fan of cyndachoo and gayestcowboy, i like their stickers 010
nico @horrorbagel.bsky.social · 05/03/2026i think all food and water and housing and medicine and doctors should be free 000
nico @horrorbagel.bsky.social · 25/02/2026pokopia lowkey looks like a horror game, ditto where are all the humans… 010
nico @horrorbagel.bsky.social · 19/02/2026galo thymos i would trust you with my life (promare wip) 194
nico @horrorbagel.bsky.social · 15/02/2026calorie deficit is a wild thing to recommend someone with cfs as not a dietitian i think 020
nico @horrorbagel.bsky.social · 08/02/2026sometimes when i get motion sick i talk to my brain like a spooked horse. easy there sugar… we’re movin now, don’t you worry none 011
nico @horrorbagel.bsky.social · 07/02/2026-WITHOUT ruining your day. LASTLY, i don’t have advice but those are things that have made me less angry the last couple years. obviously i’m still bitter and resentful about my specific things??? but i can say i’m better than i was. i’ve done other personal work but i don’t have any characters left 020
nico @horrorbagel.bsky.social · 07/02/2026sorry this is long, but i also do bitter writing sometimes? like an angry letter at a person or thing (I DO NOT SEND THESE) sigh i also have been trying to remind myself that i have inherent value. i don’t always believe it, but it’s important, the set time stuff also helps to give it space without- 120
nico @horrorbagel.bsky.social · 07/02/2026like i feed the cat every day! (there are multiple owners) it’s not progress towards my impossible goal, but it’s a task i can absolutely do that matters to me. i have begrudgingly started setting times to be REALLY angry, honestly sometimes i’m not even angry enough to last the whole time??? 130
nico @horrorbagel.bsky.social · 07/02/2026even though i lost a shelter and guardians and my job or whatever, and even though i’m physically incapable of what i used to consider easy work, and even though the system does almost nothing to support me… i’ve found A LITTLE LIGHT IN SOME PLACES, i try to do something “meaningful” each day 120
nico @horrorbagel.bsky.social · 07/02/2026obviously i’m not your therapist and i literally don’t know you but i lost almost everything i had three years ago and i feel like i’m still fucking wading through this mess that’s left. it’s progress i made that i can never get back and i’m still very angry and resentful about it. BUT positive time 120
nico @horrorbagel.bsky.social · 04/02/2026necessities should cost no money but apparently that’s super hard??? 010
nico @horrorbagel.bsky.social · 03/02/2026@finsnsins.bsky.social this is my reminder to show you season 2 sorry i’ve been so sleepy 010
nico @horrorbagel.bsky.social · 01/02/2026i recently came to terms with not being a guy which is what i thought since i was a kid lol, i’m just very boy adjacent, it seems 010
nico @horrorbagel.bsky.social · 31/01/2026i guess they can cure paralysis but the catch is that you have to be large and blue 010
