꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 07/01/2025Why haven't I wanted to eat lately? It's so overwhelming. You were amazing this weekend. 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 03/01/2025no ego no control no protection ego death yay i yay i yay 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 01/01/2025If you can't figure this out yourself then you can't have all. 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 22/12/2024I've got a good life in white coming ahead, no need to live that now 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 21/12/2024i hate the winter, because all of my music sounds like summer, i need something to hold on to 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 07/12/2024Chemicals going off in my brain feels so good and looks so sad 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 01/12/2024when youre depressed and its 6 am what should you do? sleep 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 22/11/2024First ride out of course i'll take. But i need to find one first. But it'll be my taking it. 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 22/11/2024i reckon no one else can make me choose and i better change eat mealworm and locust 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 16/11/2024No sleep and no moving on. I want to be beautiful like Starr Revlon, eloquent like Ramona Lisa, and all my other favorites, I want to grow out of my skin, reach up into the air, be held at the library or on a metro seat DC your beauty must carry that life towards me 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 16/11/2024nothing i can google magic out of here lowering the fall sun into my hat it's too sad to bear my equine body in center frame washed colors why does my pillow still feel like him 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 01/10/2024It was true. You held it true. But the best is something I'll have. Feels like I have to believe in his angel in order to move forth. It feels like I should throw it all away, but I can't. Something broke in me and I know it. I can't. 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 01/10/2024shed your tear, trace the angel, and listen to god, heaven's the only way, you were so cruel back then 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 30/09/2024I promised you, easy. I won't go easy. I won't go easy 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 30/09/2024they didn't tell you how it was gonna go it's a long dark trail it happens to everybody and nothing you say can protect you from what's coming... did you really think i could recover from that? 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 30/09/2024I want to burn up in flames soon and live to see the ashes. 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 28/09/2024crystallize my fear that there was nothing to it and nothing to lose there was nothing in me and it never mattered at all lost under time reaching out at god i could be nobody i could become the world i could become all of him for a change with all the pieces still missing 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 01/08/2024Standing on the last bastion of my innocence this summer. 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 31/07/2024the way you're doing it, you could find love on the street 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 31/07/2024I. Want. To. Care. I WANT TO CARE AND I WANT SOMEONE TO CARE! I want to care and I want to care. 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 26/07/2024the world is my savior and the fields are my baptism the roads speak my prayer the sun is my scripture and the powerlines are the light to my wandering heart i am raised with the radio towers as my guardian angels and i check out of the library and lay to rest in the land of my sisters and brothers 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 25/07/2024Shedding all my skin in those sheets, continue on with none of it all, let me be free. 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 25/07/2024Something is stirring in the pipes, it's going to wrap through the walls till we're all sick in the bed 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 16/07/2024don't ask for an answer. can you drive over here so we can talk 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 16/07/2024These days I've got nothing to do but I always feel like I'm running out of time. 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 16/07/2024caffeine is such a drug unearthing my adhd i get overwhelmed gonna buy new tank tops tomorrow 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 15/07/2024Don't worry about that house no more my dog is doing just fine don't care as much but it's fine 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 15/07/2024invented some insecurities to understand them better 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 14/07/2024Hope living in darkness is going to make me appreciate better. 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 12/07/2024all blissed out now would it be different? would i let them in as my cohorts? that feeling doesn't have me over this chasing sense of abandonment this dog is afraid of sleep of expressing blind and losing 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 11/07/2024You'll never escape my loss. Gone on roads never driven on, smoke, deer hissing protective in the fading heat. 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 11/07/2024go on, say something, say something beautiful, god this place is a sinkhole, i want to get out, but i think i might be a reason this place is a sinkhole, play with my old toys, in a place i never grew up, here i am feeling a newborn's pain, waiting for a molt to start, holed up in my room, missing p 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 07/07/2024just watched lost highway and then went to remove it from my current to watch list and saw that it wasn't even on there and i cried 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 05/07/2024just wanna be held and cared about but any guy is another edge to hurt myself on :( 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 05/07/2024Dragged my body across the states chasing the sun's heat regrets all in the backseat coke in hand and heart pounding out from a horse trailer 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 03/07/2024Stumbling into DC with my brat cd and iPhone 3. Everyone heads home at 1 and now I'm alone at a park waiting for the metro to open at 5. Blast spring breakers in front of the capitol building. 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 02/07/2024never quit walkin cause im the last american hero (james ferraro, 2008) 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 02/07/2024Hypermodern and hyperpastoral visions walking out of this jobless suburb for gas station sweet tea into the endless midwestern cornland. 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 30/06/2024i've charred black over a campfire, still dangling from the fishing line, this dude is passed out but it does make me feel good to know i'm not alone in these woods 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 30/06/2024"Um, I wake up afraid something's slipped my mind, tearing out of my dream... then I remember someone, and maybe I'm holding out for tenderness, maybe it hurts me a bit, maybe I am holding on for tenderness and it can be tough for me to admit that and stay true to it despite how my face reads." 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 30/06/2024my memory's so crowded, anything i would do for respite, though not much helps 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 30/06/2024Flipping our faiths around so that it's me looking back from the screen. Sounds a lot like he's talking directly at me, but even if he had said it to me (and his new relationship with god), even if, you know I would keep worrying, keep trying as though I've not accepted how it feels to be this alone 000
꒒ꀤꈤꉓꂦ꒒ꈤ，ꃅꍟ @hitbuman.bsky.social · 30/06/2024no, every day is the same, wake up, nothing, talk to my tulpas, ignore them, bike somewhere, end up nowhere, crawl back into bed, nothing, bad dreams with the tulpas 000
