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ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ🦌࿐ | shedsky @hereinmyvoid.bsky.social · 24/03/2025

this happened to me once with a subway veggie sandwich and i live in a second floor apartment so it just got all over my deck where i was smoking 😭 luckily it was. a concrete deck so it was easy to clean up

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ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ🦌࿐ | shedsky @hereinmyvoid.bsky.social · 23/03/2025

Or! Low cal munchie options?? im terrible at actually making things especially when im high, i much prefer things i can just grab and go

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ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ🦌࿐ | shedsky @hereinmyvoid.bsky.social · 23/03/2025

do any stonerexic’s have any tips for avoiding eating everything in the damn house after smoking 😭 not smoking is just not an option for me. i never seem to care very much in the moment but afterwards i feel disgusting

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ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ🦌࿐ | shedsky @hereinmyvoid.bsky.social · 22/03/2025

i got these jeans for my birthday abt a month ago and they are way too small, the buttons keep popping open and all that 😭 wearing them today to try and motivate myself to keep that damn fork away from my mouth i havent had a successful fast in months and it shows i fear…

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ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ🦌࿐ | shedsky @hereinmyvoid.bsky.social · 21/03/2025

love the lil mini diet cokes they make me feel so dainty

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ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ🦌࿐ | shedsky @hereinmyvoid.bsky.social · 21/03/2025

why do i practice self-care better when im relapsing…im like oh if im not eating may as well clean my room and do the dishes and wash my face like girl please 😭

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ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ🦌࿐ | shedsky @hereinmyvoid.bsky.social · 21/03/2025

am i the only bitch who legitimately thinks diet coke tastes better than regular coke 😭😭 even when i was in recovery diet come was my go to drink

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ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ🦌࿐ | shedsky @hereinmyvoid.bsky.social · 21/03/2025

i just never thought i would see his names in my dms again so it threw me off reallllllll real bad

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ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ🦌࿐ | shedsky @hereinmyvoid.bsky.social · 21/03/2025

i am okay, or at least i know i will be! it was just so stupid, he asked me why i had him unblocked…who asks that. like if it bothers you just block me yourself and if it doesnt just move on why tf are you messaging me??? anyways..thank you for your concern <3

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ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ🦌࿐ | shedsky @hereinmyvoid.bsky.social · 21/03/2025

my ex dmed me out of the blue and ive been having an insane ptsd reaction over it all day. i thought i already had him blocked but apparently not so i blocked him immediately but ive been having panic attacks all day :(

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ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ🦌࿐ | shedsky @hereinmyvoid.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

i love my bf he takes very good care of me and i appreciate it but at the same time its like man… the other day i binged sm i ended up throwing up and he was like “its good that you ate that much” bro i regret to inform you its not good to eat so much you get sick 😭 ed or no ed

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ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ🦌࿐ | shedsky @hereinmyvoid.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

one thing abt me is i am too lazy to try and find moots 90% of the time 😭😭

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ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ🦌࿐ | shedsky @hereinmyvoid.bsky.social · 19/03/2025

recently just been binging super bad and my usual vent spot (edblr) is just not enough anymore 😩 so here i am

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ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ🦌࿐ | shedsky @hereinmyvoid.bsky.social · 19/03/2025

disclaimer: im a huge fan of the coquette subculture but that has nothing to do with my ED. i am NOT one of those people who thinks you have to be skinny/have an ed to be coquette. just want to be very clear about it bc i dont like those bitches!

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ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ🦌࿐ | shedsky @hereinmyvoid.bsky.social · 19/03/2025

⋆˚࿔ intro 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ -fawn -23 -5’5” -cw: 125 gw: 105 tw for ed, sh, ptsd and bpd thoughts may talk about my trauma sometimes which includes sensitive topics including physical, emotional, and sexual abuse i fb shed accts 18+ !

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