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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 6h
fem #vasio voyeur
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 10h
i’m sickly and using all my willpower to recover till monday #goldenkamuy
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
day 4 uniform
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
day 3 boot licking
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
day 2 sharing a bed #vasio
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
#oc peeing
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
exhibition tsurutsukio
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
#oc gem sunny and defeault sunny
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
#ogata
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
#tsuruo scene from fic i might finish before i die
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
wow there is smtn wrong with them <33333333
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
coughs up phlegm signalling the egg is ready soon
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
thank you thank you he is so cutesss
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
#tsuruo #goldenkamuy
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
#goldenkamuy #tsuruo
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
my slop cw cutting
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
#oc
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
#goldenkamuy
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
bw version (pretend u looted this off a corpse)
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
what kept all of 7th division alive during the gold hunt
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
wip
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
#goldenkamuy fem ogata
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
#goldenkamuy #usao fems being cutie
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
in a cock an balls mood
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
yuusaku
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
#oc
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 07/09/2026
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
#tsuruo
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 31/08/2026
this’s could be tsuruusa also
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 31/08/2026
#vasiO #goldenkamuy based off the sculptor by John Koch
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
speedpaint
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
#goldenkamuy greem
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 28/08/2026
#goldenkamuy
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 28/08/2026
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 26/08/2026
#goldenkamuy
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 24/08/2026
lamp
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 23/08/2026
#goldenkamuy
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
whatever man
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
i couldnt understand what i meant either after i reread
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
pls tell me im not the only one using this vibe coded app like this
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
#usaO #goldenkamuy
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
i love this cafe and its cats
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 18/08/2026
#goldenkamuy she is so handsome and not real
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 18/08/2026
#goldenkamuy
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
#goldenkamuy
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 16/08/2026
#vasio #goldenkamuy
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 14/08/2026
#goldenkamuy
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 13/08/2026
#oc
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 12/08/2026
#octext also in alt text not their first meeting but the start of the relationship
10th Oct 190X

Diary

Today was dreadful and delightful. Saw Alekys Something (he is polish and I am failing to remember his last name), though I failed to recall who he was until I managed to recognise Agnes.

They lingered until closing, tittering at my apparent sourness, before I reminded them I was on my feet all day. At least they were generous enough to nurse their drinks so I could rest leaning against the bar. 

To my surprise they invited me to a coffee house a significant distance away. With each step I grew more annoyed while trying not to, especially when Aleksy linked his arms with mine while I was quiet comfortable leaning on Agnes. Both are at least a head taller than me and at certain stretches I was dangling from his grasp. 

 The prices of the establishment was reasonable with plenty of chaise lounges and harried waiters in starched uniforms, I could see myself lingering here. I will likely get lost when I try to navigate my way back so that adventure is for a later date. It is near the hat shop near the old hotel and across from the apothecary with the green door. 

The two of them talked about this and that; while I pretended to read my book. Good news is I have a commission again. Bad news is my behaviour has left a mark on the couple and they expect a repeat of my drunken fumbling. To my relief they understand not to read into my lack of social niceties. They are aware I am not tolerating their company under duress. 

I do not exactly know what to feel. They are being incredibly accommodating and have managed to pick up on my quirks in our short meeting. Most of it I spent sprawled over their laps. I am still shaken that we; as in all three of us have kissed. 

I have to stop myself from panicking over venereal diseases. I am scared at how saccharine things might get. I’m well aware of the love affairs my compatriots engage in, being involved in one; rather than pretending to listen to the woes such entanglements cause is a different matter entirely.

They chaperoned me to the hotel I am holed up in, with a promise of housing me as I work on the painting they want from me. With earnest wet eyes that I could not refuse. I am being cornered into a situation that has potential to turn nasty. 

I am getting a deposit tomorrow. That is consoling me, at least a little. 

I will likely tear this paragraph off, we kissed goodnight, I could not bring myself to touch back. I clung to Agnes, feeling suffocated between their bodies. I was throughly groped. There is this film of disgust clinging to me as I write this. I still recall calloused hands sliding on my sweaty back. Barbs of a moustache on my nape. 

I confess I had to get up and pace to calm my nerves, I am actually considering walking to the tram and take it to their town house. I would smoke but my lungs are complaining as of late, especially with the smog I have to wade through at work.
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googuy @hellsbells69.bsky.social · 11/08/2026
gweeeufg
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