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I knoooooow it just seems hard 😂

You are the kind one that used the voice. Another one could use their boot next time. Make sure they remember that 😅

No no I understand. This is 100% what my toxic ass is thinking in that moment but not saying 😂😂😂

Wanted it too but I know 1000% I’m too stupid to actually use it correctly 💀

I don’t have patience for this or any interest to be honest. If she doesn’t want to hear it I won’t bring it up again. It’s her children and I don’t care what will be happening after I leave. I just tried to be useful and share what I’ve learned after consulting with the psychologist

She also gives me some comments sometimes that are based on pure projection. No honey my marriage is very different from yours, I don’t have these issues so stop assuming shit :D

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As a perfect mom she needs to understand that when a person says that they don’t want dinner and they are not hungry you shouldn’t keep asking “why” “husband is preparing a romantic dinner?” “ oh so he cooks dinner often…gets upset you don’t eat it but eat here?” Bitch how is this all your business?

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She has a full right to protect her parenting approaches but there is no reason to be defensive when you said that you are open for such conversations (turns out not). I tried, the rest is not my business. Kinda feel much better about going away in a month lol

Tried to have a productive conversation with kids mom about the things I noticed about them and interactions with them. Got very questionable “we will reflect on that” and “when I said that we are open for comments and opinions I didn’t mean questioning our parenting”. Bruh chill out 😅

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I know right. I had the same issues but kept them inside and she has the same issues but from the outside since she is a child. I fought my demons and I guess I’ll be helping her to fight hers while I’m there 😅

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Some of them yeah. This is exclusively “them” problem but I just feel like….what a fucking joke it all is 😅

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hellboomba ꩜ @hellboomba.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Imagine our parents tried their hardest to give us a better life, to make sure we will be more successful, happy and wealthy but we ended up with no homes no jobs no families no vacation etc and we basically suck ass and struggle just as much if not more than they did 💀

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The era of people pleasing has ended 🫡 fuck that

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hellboomba ꩜ @hellboomba.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Locked and loaded for a serious conversation regarding my schedule and mutual respect. Can’t imagine this happening before I went to therapy. Shit’s working and I’m so proud.

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hellboomba ꩜ @hellboomba.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Don’t worry there is no cure 😂😂😂😂

“Flexibility” seem to work only one way. They texted me at 9pm telling me to come from 10am till 9pm for the next several days. I mean…..imagine I have my errands and shit to do that I plan in the first part of the day because I spend the whole second one with your kids all week?

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Wonder how long I will be able to hold on. I started accumulating a lot of annoyance, anger and impatience that I don’t know what to do with and just keep piling up after each shift.

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Isabella is such a pickme bitch. I’m all for love lines in games but why making her so annoying 😭 Enzo get out of this relationship cmooon

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Mafia really annoys me because I have 0 control over the story whatsoever. I don’t like the girl that the main character is in love with and the game doesn’t allow me to go and have fun in the brothel just because of his feelings. IM PLAYING THE GAME IM IN CHANGE AND I SAY WE GO FOR SEX AND BOOBS

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hellboomba ꩜ @hellboomba.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I finally got back to playing Mafia and to my intrusive thoughts of motorboating Don Torrisi’s hairy chest. Yes put me in jail.

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Couldn’t have said better 😂

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Where is this hate? Can you show me so I can blow up their asses for bullying that awesome game?

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It’s not your problem whatever. Maybe don’t even smile next time so he knows that he has reached his attempt limit and he can piss off for good 😅

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He is away for two weeks now. The guy is having business trips and the dog stays there cause the wife cans handle work, two children and a dog on her own

I’m gentle but firm. Very firm. Their parents are more aggressive at times (still adequate), so it looks like my “firm” is not matching their parenting methods. I don’t really want to match them, but in the end I have to deal with this crap somehow anyway 😮‍💨

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Kids got used to me, I’m not a stranger anymore so they are coming at me full force now. Glad I’m on a pile of pills otherwise I would probably yeet them out of the window. Two toddles at once is probably above my limit after all.

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hellboomba ꩜ @hellboomba.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Got slapped in the face by someone’s backpack in the subway. Got angry at myself because I said nothing. While I was deciding if I should shout at him or kick his fucking backpack (I’m already overstimulated) it was too late. STACY THINK FASTER FUCK EMOTIONAL REGULATION THEY DESERVE IT

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Sssssoooooo I can finally delete all job boards notifications, log out from fucking LinkedIn, breath out and live my life in peace aaaaaaahhhh

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hellboomba ꩜ @hellboomba.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

“Sorry for my existence in your life I apologise for talking to you I’m so so sorry please don’t mind me I’ll be out of your face right away please sorry ”

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA THANK YOU MAN 😭😭😭🤍🤍🤍

Kids tendency to self harm is fascinating. You learn by experience that if you shove huge chunks of food in your mouth they stuck in your throat and you choke without water. Or if you stick the fork too deep in your mouth it will hurt. WHY TF DO YOU STILL DO IT EVERY DINNER???

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I already started feeling I will never get back to normal jobs ffssss