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𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐱. @heinousserpent.bsky.social · 21/07/2025

— [It wasn’t a taunt. I whispered quieter, softer, reaching for your hand and offered a grin. The grin reserved for you, softer at the edges.] What will it be, love?

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𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐱. @heinousserpent.bsky.social · 21/07/2025

— hadn’t known one day could exist. In the direction of the hope we still clung onto in this damned world.] They are louder than all the ghosts and all the pride and all the ego in the world. They’re here. I’m here.

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𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐱. @heinousserpent.bsky.social · 21/07/2025

— Don’t answer that. Point is, maybe there’s a chance he can be moved to change his mind. And if that’s not convincing enough for you… [My head tilted in the direction of the children, of the laughter we —

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𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐱. @heinousserpent.bsky.social · 21/07/2025

— [A pause, like I was thinking my next question over, even though I knew I wasn’t.] Or am I just another one of those delusions you hang onto? [My finger lifted as if to silence you before you could speak.] —

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𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐱. @heinousserpent.bsky.social · 21/07/2025

— I circled your chair again, fingers dragging along the fine leather until I crouched before you and held your gaze.] She still believes in people, you can’t say you don’t because you haven’t given up on me. —

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𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐱. @heinousserpent.bsky.social · 21/07/2025

— grimace as if struggling for the word before Ada chimed in. 𝘖𝘱𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘮. 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸, 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘵𝘩 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦. I silenced her with a begrudging look. Did she not realize I was trying to help her? —

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𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐱. @heinousserpent.bsky.social · 21/07/2025

— do know how to play hard to get. It’s a good look. [I teased before speaking up again, stopping behind the chair, just close enough to where you could feel the heat rolling off of me.] Ada still believes in people. That’s…oh, what’s the word? [I paused in faux thought, a —

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𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐱. @heinousserpent.bsky.social · 21/07/2025

— [I stepped inside without asking or waiting for an invitation, a slow circle around your chair, like orbiting around the Sun. My gaze flickered deliberately to the cigarette hanging from your mouth and spoke just soft enough for you to hear.] Brooding. Smoking. Pushing family out. You really —

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𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐱. @heinousserpent.bsky.social · 21/07/2025

— devour mine would have had you already, a few times over. Your sister might as well have been a thousand miles away. With arms folded, half a smirk tugged at my mouth as I watched you with that look you hated: the one that knew you all too well.] Ada’s not wrong to hope, Tommy. —

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𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐱. @heinousserpent.bsky.social · 21/07/2025

[The door creaked openly slowly, my gaze sweeping over a film you could say I’d seen before.] Now, that’s the look I missed. [My voice curled through the smoke like I belonged in it. Leaning against the frame, I let my eyes drag over you again, drinking in the heavenly sight. If a gaze could —

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𝐛𝐨𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐚𝐧 𝐫𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐬𝐨𝐝𝐲. @sanctifythysins.bsky.social · 30/06/2025

@heinousserpent.bsky.social Just one more look at you, my heart has been hypnotized.

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𝐛𝐨𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐚𝐧 𝐫𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐬𝐨𝐝𝐲. @sanctifythysins.bsky.social · 15/07/2025

There are times when we question the things we know. We never thought that the cracks would begin to show. We both know love is not that easy. I wish l’d known that it would be this hard 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞. Maybe we’ll see that we were wrong if ever we look back one day. — Hurts @heinousserpent.bsky.social

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𝐛𝐨𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐚𝐧 𝐫𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐬𝐨𝐝𝐲. @sanctifythysins.bsky.social · 21/06/2025

And lifetimes of them ahead of us yet. I know just how we will celebrate this one.

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𝐛𝐨𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐚𝐧 𝐫𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐬𝐨𝐝𝐲. @sanctifythysins.bsky.social · 21/06/2025

It’s only been a moment, it’s only been a lifetime. The happiest, darling.

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𝐛𝐨𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐚𝐧 𝐫𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐬𝐨𝐝𝐲. @sanctifythysins.bsky.social · 16/06/2025

I love holding you to your words, among other things.

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𝐛𝐨𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐚𝐧 𝐫𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐬𝐨𝐝𝐲. @sanctifythysins.bsky.social · 16/06/2025

Eternally yours.

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𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐱. @heinousserpent.bsky.social · 11/05/2025

I see it quite often, but I’ll always welcome your love and affection.

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𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐱. @heinousserpent.bsky.social · 30/04/2025

I will find you in each one by the glow of your precious heart, my beloved.

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𝐛𝐨𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐚𝐧 𝐫𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐬𝐨𝐝𝐲. @sanctifythysins.bsky.social · 29/04/2025

@heinousserpent.bsky.social My sweet love.

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𝐛𝐨𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐚𝐧 𝐫𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐬𝐨𝐝𝐲. @sanctifythysins.bsky.social · 31/03/2025

Being in a place where you actually have the freedom to speak and simply come as you are feels like breathing.

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𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐱. @heinousserpent.bsky.social · 31/03/2025

Your heart would be with me, as I always carry it with me, beloved. But our love? Oh, that would be tucked between the pages and the ink that stained them.

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