SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 12/10/2026In the final stretch, but it's probs gonna be 1-2 weeks till this BDSiM update's out. Can't wait to push it and see what other torture people have been up to 🙏 140 4
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 06/10/2026This post I've seen around a few times now is legit pissing me off but I'd need an essay to articulate it 150 5
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 03/10/2026Ultimately what I settled on, BTW. Clearly I need to read some of the magical realism + horror books on my TBR to get something in Spanish on there. 110 1
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 03/10/2026How it felt when I was trying to come up with "books to describe me" and I realized the first four I chose were all originally written in different languages 140 4
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 24/09/2026Yukito Kishiro is like the one big name dude mangaka who is on the same pervert wavelength as me 110 1
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 21/09/2026I definitely have a lot of thoughts on cognition/emotion + how this gets expressed narratively, see: my writing, but I don't have a specific story I'm dying to tell in this genre rn I can fill most roles needed on a VN team 010 1
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 13/09/2026Yeaaaaah... There might be a few other confounding factors (ex the game with more views was after TYVNJ2, when I gained some followers) but the metrics page corroborates the story. This is only the past 30 days, but a lot of people use the adult tag instead of the NSFW filter when looking for games 000 0
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 09/09/2026Google-fu is failing me but I'm finding interesting stuff 040 4
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 07/09/2026Commissioned @tofuplusbeast.bsky.social to make pixel hamsters of the trio from BDSiM 🥰 I love seeing them represented in different styles like this 2106 10
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 04/09/2026Not Sorry but with Torture Jam started all I'm gonna be thinking about is BDSiM dev 020 2
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 02/09/2026(checking on spam filter on personal website) this shit is beyond satire 140 4
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 28/08/2026WAIT I FOUND THE VIDEO SOMEWHERE ELSE This is what WHAT HATH GOD WROUGHT is about 0184 18
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 26/08/2026lord help me I still have a few major headings left 100 1
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 21/08/2026Also. I didn't realize I was using the literal same imagery as episode 1's "wtf is with these mechs" moment for the game thumbnail (and post-game title screen), lmao 060 6
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 21/08/2026Tbqh I already knew a *lot* about the show through osmosis (+familiarity w other mecha series it interplays w), so the influence is still there. There were a few minor bits where I was like "damn, that's the SAME as what we did", though. I can't imagine what going into this blind must be like, lol 100 1
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 15/08/2026There was some discussion abt team sports earlier and it vividly put the image of Ember playing hockey in my head. I think it's what she'd be most likely to play outside combat sports 150 5
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 13/08/2026Fr 😭😭 Like if we're trying to go for horrifying human/machine interface could we at push it in this direction? No? Okay 110 1
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 13/08/2026Please, it's so dire out here........ My crops are dying I recently read one where the description promised "Cronenberg-esque body horror" but I got to the scene in question and it was just... This 120 2
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 10/08/2026I literally bought some cheap playing cards over a year ago with intent to gut them for UI/assets for this game.. 030 3
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 06/08/2026Necking is the final stage of deformation when stretching something. It has crossed the threshold of irreversibility, the necking a visible expression of the anticipation for the moment that it finally breaks ☝️ Sexy 120 2
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 06/08/2026Even without a technical background in materials science, most people have an intuitive grasp on how objects deform. Apply a one-directional compressing force on an item, it shortens and displaces outwards. Apply a one-directional pulling force on an item and it stretches and gets thinner. 120 2
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 26/07/2026there's one thing that is Not Correct here, do you see what it is? 340 4
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 25/07/2026TIL the default renpy configs really don't like fuckass screen sizes 150 5
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 22/07/2026Like there's the obvious exhibitionist pain play going on, but you also get a con artist angle. Going from town to town with your show and hoping people don't notice that it's always the same girl who volunteers first to get the audience going pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC... 391 9
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 22/07/2026Yup, that's me! The honest pervert! #testimonials 050 5
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 22/07/2026TIL all that "nvl clear" does is empty the list nvl_list 140 4
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 19/07/2026Ngl when people call the team behind WHGW stacked there's still a part of me that's like 6110 11
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 17/07/2026Checking back on what I was doing when I was last working on BDSiM and jumpscaring myself 160 6
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 16/07/2026Although in more recent memory, I have watched the dorohedoro S2 opening on loop like a cocomelon baby 020 2
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 16/07/2026I come back to the Darker Than Black openings and watch them at least once a month since I first watched the series back in.. 2010? So deliciously between angsty, forlorn, and action 120 2
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 15/07/2026hashtag diversity win svnd14l.itch.io/show-your-te... 1111 11
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 01/07/2026tfw gui is fully mocked up but not implemented yet 0164 16
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 01/07/2026This is riffing on this (in) famous cover, which lives rent-free in my head. Now it will for you too 🫵 290 9
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 30/06/2026The humble bluefin tuna... I feel like people usually sort them alongside other fish that we commonly eat, but they're absolutely massive, efficient apex predators. One of the fastest fish in the ocean, they're like if a torpedo could do a 180° turn in half their body length. 120 2
SHOCK ⚔️ BDSiM @hamaonoverdrive.online · 29/06/2026this is what "WHAT HATH GOD WROUGHT" is about 280 8