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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

a charity reached out to me last week about collaborating with me and they genuinely seemed to like what i was about and my streams and i just am not in the right headspace to commit to that so i had to send an email to the representative politely rejecting the offer and i feel so fucking bad abt it

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

look i don't care how long i've known you, if you're gonna come onto my feed with disarming apathy inducing nihilism i'm going to mute you. shut up bitch

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

i need adam yuriev bouncing and moaning on it

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

finally ordered this one

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

one of the greatest pop songs ever made btw

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

i know people are probably sick of hearing "contact your reps" when shit like this happens but you'll never believe the reason people say "contact your reps" is because your reps are the ones who can actually do something about it and the social media intern office at Discord Inc. is not the ones

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

and i get it. i really do. i understand that it is so much easier and more comfortable to be loudly angry about something than it is to confront the issue at its source and actually do something about it. but your lack of willingness to address the core of the issue is also a form of complacency

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

like yes they're complacent by complying with laws because it is the safest way to ensure they can continue to make revenue from the affected countries but what do you think yelling at them and not the lawmakers pushing these surveillance laws into effect will genuinely do

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

really sick of seeing "you have to be outraged at the companies who enact these ID solutions because they're complacent" because this is technically true but engaging with this line of logic is not productive at all and gives politicians actually passing these laws more leeway to push their agenda

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

honestly with the way the creators were insisting he was an adult (he is) vs. like a bunch of furries just extrapolating them describing him as "just a kid" in an interview, i am more willing to believe the people involved were CIA agents or something

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

just actual large-scale concern trolling. ask some of your mutuals about how their day job at the CIA went today

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

all this fuckass discourse about raww this year and it turns out he's a fucking college student #ok

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MZ_Silent @mzsilent.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

⚠️⚠️[SUGGESTIVE WARNING]⚠️⚠️ I saw the TCG cards of Ulforceveedramon "changing orientation" So... could be like this ? 👀💦 pretty hard to draw him 💦but I wish more of him.

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

i will be deleting that thread shortly BTW but that's mostly because i hate having anything on this account that could reasonably be considered an interaction

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

fuck it i'm drinking at 3am to ingest caffeine i need to be wired right now

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

like fuuuuck yes duded give me a fucking panic attack who cares anymore. fuck you

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

dude vagueposters are such a fucking abysmal species that should peter out asap but i don't think people realize how much worse they are when you have clinical chronic anxiety

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

&BTW the nerve my brother had to ask me for £300 yesterday as if i'm not paying out my asshole to not have my jaw explode

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

been thinking of opening adopts. i feel like my streaming career is in the shitter and i kinda Need money right now since private dentist was the only option available to me

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ひぎらい @higirai.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

一発だけヤらせてくれよ！な！な！

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

can't remember where i found some old yasuyori fanart that was w faps

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

bluesky locking in with the updates lately i cant lie

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

when your fortnite yume finally finishes inside you but then the infinite stamina lobby hack kicks in

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

That one set of bara pokémon art is really really really hot but i can't take it seriously because Dangerous Friends is the silliest name i've ever seen for one of these things

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 08/08/2026

not even in an "i don't see color" way because of course i understand the necessity of racial identity and the existence of prejudice and how it affects those around me but in the sense that i can't even comprehend why asshats are incapable of accepting others for their differences not despite them

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 08/08/2026

i think the biggest "check my privilege" moments i have are when i see or hear about colorism and struggle to wrap my head around how people can even feel that way about someone else without genuinely feeling embarrassed

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

i was vibing with the orc until you called him handsome and nice. he needs to be a fat bastard

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

ever since mal-lock first drew his anthro take on manato i've been head over heels

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

did i ever post komano manato big naturals illust. @mal-lock.bsky.social

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

this manga goes so hard when i project really hard until the weird fox doppelganger is erased from my brain and is replaced dwith me

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

yeah fuck it i'll post it on main. not like they're even going to see it

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

i almost want to confront them about it but i don't have the time or energy to be putting all the effort into friendships that are clearly one-sided so go cry about it in your group chats or whatever

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

the way i know some oomfs have me muted and it's like you know i would just rather you actually confronted me if you had an issue instead of hitting the "Guilt-Free Ghosting" button

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Kaius ⛔ @kaius.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

100%'ing my favorite game of all time because i am sad TWITCH | YOUTUBE

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

i respect that people want to watch me without feeling the need to engage but when EVERYBODY just wants to watch me from afar it makes me feel like i'm being judged.

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

i don't hate lurkers and i won't chase them away by pressuring them to engage with what i'm making but i would appreciate if more lurkers were emboldened to like, at least make their presence known. having so many lurkers makes me feel genuinely unapproachable as a person

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

like i'm at the edge of my rope here i always tell others to keep trying in the face of adversity but my numbers are dwindling and i genuinely don't feel like i can be entertaining without a chat that actively engages with what i create which just never happens when i stream

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

i'm genuinely one bad day from just quitting youtube and twitch altogether honestly

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kaius @haida.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

i'm on cloud nine over it

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