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my manager came in with fucking bronchitis and my best friend has to take his cat to the vet tomorrow 😭

alia elio @gwenoaktree.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

“I’ve been told you have something known to the professionals as… weak stream?” “Well, that’s right, Dan! And for the first time in my life I’m actually reconsidering being your friend!”

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alia elio @gwenoaktree.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

so this is the first year i’ve had a stable job around the holiday season which means i can FINALLY afford multiple (and nicer) gifts for the people on my life and i have more people to get gifts for and i can afford all of them and i am SO EXCITED

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alia elio @gwenoaktree.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

this job just eats away at my soul

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alia elio @gwenoaktree.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

i gotta get through two shifts and then i’m back at the movie theater. hopefully i’m there twice if your mother x3 tickets go on sale

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alia elio @gwenoaktree.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

one of them needs to come visit. the other one needs to give me another sign or something.

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alia elio @gwenoaktree.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

the fucking hand tap and the forehead touch through the xenonite. no one talk to me.

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alia elio @gwenoaktree.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

i can and will make myself cry remembering that canonically grace loves rocky more than anyone on earth. like what do you mean that’s CANON. OVER EVERY. SINGLE. PERSON. ON EARTH.

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alia elio @gwenoaktree.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I GET TO WORK WITH STEPHANIE TODAYYYYYY

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alia elio @gwenoaktree.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

“looks like you found the naRUTo of your problems” “i can and will kill you”

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alia elio @gwenoaktree.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

i swear to god all of this is a huge relief but i am SO fucking tense right now 😭

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alia elio @gwenoaktree.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

guess who has borderline personality disorder!!!! 🎉

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alia elio @gwenoaktree.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

just got called young man at my psych appointment. i needed a pick me up. i’m not a man, i’m not even really masc, but i’d rather be seen as a guy by strangers than a girl.

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alia elio @gwenoaktree.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

but also. i’m kinda obsessed with the “bryan is simon and grace’s lovechild” headcanon as someone who doesn’t like bloodymary. it just makes sense to me.

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alia elio @gwenoaktree.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

i’m so mad that resident evil is so GOOD cause i really enjoyed that movie and i kinda wanna see it again BUT I DON’T LIKE BODY HORROR. AND THE ENTIRE MOVIE IS BODY HORROR.

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alia elio @gwenoaktree.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

watching angela’s tntl and the church group bit gave me legit ptsd

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alia elio @gwenoaktree.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

grove house officially closed down and their announcement post has the comments locked and i have SOOOOOO much shit to say

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alia elio @gwenoaktree.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

man im so sick of being in public and being assaulted by strange men. this is the second time this year.

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alia elio @gwenoaktree.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

“the category is: fictional character” “dan winning”

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alia elio @gwenoaktree.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

goody two shoes is playing on the store radio. i miss klaus

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alia elio @gwenoaktree.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

here’s the thing. sexual stuff has been a major trigger for me recently. and for months, i have been staring at the movie about pedophiles and have been so zeroed in on the suicide being my breaking moment. and not how it’s about fucking pedophiles. how it ALL would trigger me.

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alia elio @gwenoaktree.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

can i just say. triggers changing are so weird. i wanted to see primetime but for MONTHS, i’ve been like, oh, if it shows the suicide they caught on camera in an episode, i can’t watch it. so a friend of mine sees it last night, i ask him, and he said yeah, they show it.

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alia elio @gwenoaktree.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

not to mention my fucking manager, who won’t speak directly to me and will not come within ten feet of me. my entire fucking life is that wherever i go, whether or not i say anything, people hate me. it’s not just in my head when i see it 24/7

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alia elio @gwenoaktree.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

me: okay. but there was the bike rider who passed me and burst out laughing looking right at me. there was the woman walking her dog who gave me a dirty look across the street and then kept turning back around to glare at me. there’s the people walking towards me who cross the street to avoid me

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alia elio @gwenoaktree.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

my therapist(s), for years: gwen, people don’t hate you, random strangers probably don’t even notice you when you go outside, you’re overthinking this

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alia elio @gwenoaktree.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

do i actually want to see resident evil again or is this just more proof im having a mental break. or do i just like austin abrams. discuss.

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alia elio @gwenoaktree.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

someone today told me my bag was the most beautiful thing they’ve ever seen. which was cool. this shit has cost me so much and years of collecting all my pins and keychains. i think it sums me up really well.

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