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I make youtube sometimes. I am working on one for myself right now actually <|:3

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Wait, no. I regret this already.

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@sanguine-sophie.bsky.social I hit the bong and (predictably) changed my mind <|:3

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I literally just did this and I already forget my answers. So please do not ask.

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Let's make one more <|:3 It'd be cool if you put our names on them.

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Debating just @'ing her because I am desperate. But also I am not nearly high enough to make that type of decision.

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I know I literally just said I am too much of a sub to get Sophelia's attention directly, and that is still true. So instead I will beg someone to "rat me out" to her. Ave Sophelia Potens magna Tu dea Vox Tua mel sicut Extasis datur <|:3

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But what if I don't wanna be evil? Can I drink your ichor and be kind? Or will I get in trouble?

YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY <|:3

I will write lines until they are committed to memory. (I desperately want to be called a good puppy) <|:3

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I'm sure that won't be a problem I'm already polytheistic, what's one more goddess?

So, it's a proven strategy then. I shall continue posting about the great Sophelia until I get what I need from her <|:3

I know that if she ever said my name, all my bratty defenses would fail me that instant. I would freeze

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Why is my heart racing thinking about Her? I know very little about Her, but what I do know... I practically idolize Her, and all she's ever given me is fear. I love Her gift of fear. I don't know what I'd do with Sophelia's attention, but I know that I need it. <|:3

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I lowkey (very very highkey) want her attention but I am too much of a sub to get it outright. Instead I just talk about her and hope that she sees me someday.

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I thought she was saying my name, trying to get my attention. I felt my heart skip!!!! (I am so fucking gay [frfr])

Gwen Æther @gwenaether.bsky.social · 7h

So real. Idk if I really am as horny as I act on here, or if I'm just touch starved, either way I want a hot woman to do unspeakable things to me <|:3 (They are unspeakable because even something as innocent as headpats or holding hands would render me speechless)

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Gwen Æther @gwenaether.bsky.social · 8h

I try to be cute but then I make a minor spelling error and die <|:3

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Gwen Æther @gwenaether.bsky.social · 8h

No, I am just stupif <|:3 I am sorry.

Gwen Æther @gwenaether.bsky.social · 8h

I'm curious what a "ferel" Dungeon would do to me <|:3

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If you take 2 mirrors and make a 90 degree angle and look into the corner, that is how you look to everyone else. <|:3

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I am so confused... Is Sartha or Lenith the dog? Context, I have not read the book yet, and am too broke to justify the purchase.

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I need a girl to choke me right to the edge of consciousness while she uses me however she pleases, then when she lets go coddles and loves me as I slowly return to "normalcy" <|:3

I am an expert at having conversations over the course of hours or even days <|:3 As long as I'm not high <|:3