iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 03/05/2026

she let me take a nice picture of her 😭😭😭😭 my darling angel princess baby girl

A photo of the head and shoulders of a black and white tuxedo cat in front of a reddy-coloured patterned wall and with a blurry spuder plant in the background. The cat is looking just past the camera and has dilated pupils

Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 29/04/2026

I spent EIGHT hours in the library today :') but only read around 400 pages because a) background noise was distracting and b) I'm super slow with non-fiction might go again for another long day tomorrow! ^__^ #booksky

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 28/04/2026

starting living life in your 20s in overrated anyway... all the Kool Kids rot in their childhood rooms until their 30s anyway 😎😎 also are there no uk eating disorder recovery groups on fb? the search feature isn't great :|

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 28/04/2026

made a facebook account to join some local groups + on a whim looked up an old friend I'd like to reconnect with - she has my dream job!! 🤯🤯 🥰🥰🥰🥰 for her, genuinely!! but I'm jealous too because my life is a mess ...maybe when I'm Better I can get an apprenticeship and work in the same field... 👀👀

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 28/04/2026

thinking back to when my psychiatrist said I might have mixed episode bipolar and I finally googled it and.... yea that might be the case. 🤯🤯 sth to investigate when I get back in with mental health services (UNLESS I HAVE THE NASTY PSYCH AGAIN!!!)

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 28/04/2026

I lost weight after eating normally for a week so of course mybrain's tellingme to order a pizza 😭😭 it's hard to explain the level of cravings I get to ppl who don't experience sth similar... I want the food so bad it physically HURTS in my chest and I can't think of anything else

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 27/04/2026

this is what I'm gonna show my tattoo artist :-) weasel in a daisy meadow!!

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 27/04/2026

I uncancelled/rebooked ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 I want to go so badly I can feel it in my chest so I need to at least try, amirite??!

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 27/04/2026

asking a question on reddit and immediately getting notifications that people have answered = THEY'RE SHOUTING AT ME THEY'RE SHOUTING AT ME DON'T OPEN THE NOTIFS AT ANY COST!!!!!

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 27/04/2026

I'll try and get some more piercings tomorrow :) I want microdermals by my cheekbone. might also book a tattoo consultation for my arm 😎😎

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 27/04/2026

aaaahh I keep back-and-forhting on whether to try going to MCR or not. google says I'll bea ble to get a bus back to the hotel after the show but What If It Doesn't Come!!! and I'm stuck in a scary big city at like midnight :( a taxi would be affordable but How To Book?! :(

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 27/04/2026

I think my favourite neighbourhood kitty may have passed on :-( they've not been in their basket by the window for weeks, which has never happened before :-(

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 26/04/2026

I heard this playing walking home and I was CHUCKED back into 2012 :') open.spotify.com/track/2SW01P...

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Want U Back

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 26/04/2026

saw a guy that looked like The Oracle from Benidorm in town :') also LIBRARY HAUL!!

A cropped photo of stacked books with their spines facing the camera. On top is Orlanda by Jacqueline Harpman, below is Orbital by Samantha Harvey, then Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde and Other Tales by Stevenson, then The Invisible Man by H. G. Wella, and then The Witch by Marie Ndiaye on the bottom

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 26/04/2026

table next to me in the library are doing a-level maths revision and this is what I'm working on lmao

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 26/04/2026

into dutch atm so I had biscoff for breakfast :-)

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 26/04/2026

I cancelled my MCR concert because it was unrealistic of me to go in the first place lol BUT I've still got 5!! planned for this year that I might be able to go to as they're only ('only') in cardiff :D not been to a gig since 2018 (when I only stayed for 30 mins ;__;) so I'm excite!!

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

why is a 300ml bottle of juice £2.25 when a litre is like £2.50 😫😫😫 making us guys w portion control problems waste so much monies!! 😡😡

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 23/04/2026

happily going through an HP Lovecraft compilation having forgotten that he was... Like That... and then getting flashbanged by a cat called "[N-word]-Man" 😭😭 gosh darn did that guy have some Flaws 😮‍💨😮‍💨 #booksky

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 23/04/2026

cat has gotten into the habit of shrieking at me until I sit and watch her lick herself :|

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 23/04/2026

I'm having a hard time getting through Stone Butch Blues (Leslie Feinberg) because every time something positive happens to Jess I know some sort of emotionally devestating event is coming up soon ;___; I lovelovelove it though, as a subgenre of he-she myself 🥺🥺 #booksky

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 23/04/2026

I've officially given up my 2026 goal of reading through the whole welsh-language encyclopaedia because each time I've been to the library I've gotten so excited + distracted by other books that I've just been forgetting to read it :') (but my general welsh reading is going well!) #langsky

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 23/04/2026

NOT a fan of the new my fitness pal app, y do you have to scroll and click in order to see a full meal's worth of food >:( I've used mfp for about 15 years but I hate the redesign so much I might *gasp* find a new app

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 21/04/2026

megatron🐈‍⬛️ is 15 and tonight for the FIRST TIME INHER LIFE she sat on the blankie on the sofa 🥹🥹 she's been gearing up to it for weeks but tonight just went for it. my stupid widdle angel

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 21/04/2026

had a 10 hour depression nap today -__- but it's not been all bad, for the THIRD!! day in a row I've eaten a normal amount of food, and this evening I'm settling in for a good reading sesh. I'm discovering that shakespeare is fun when annotated! not rly an emily dickinson fan tho :( #booksky ? XD

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 20/04/2026

spent 3 hours in the library this afternoon ^__& - listened to podcast episodes in french and danisb - listened to a welsh audiobook - read (a teeny bit) in welsh - read (in engish) about the rebecca riots and old timey welsh poetry - borrowed 4 more books I'm back babey!!! 😎😎

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 16/04/2026

I went to the library this morning ^__^ but got so sleepy after about 20 minutes that it was hard to keep my eyes open! tried to walk home but I was so tired I staggered around a few times 😱😱 so I had to be Brave and go on the bus 😪😪 ...will try librarying again tomorrow

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 16/04/2026

nes i ddarllen pennod 4 o 'o law i law' (t rowland hughes) y p'nawn 'ma... 😭😭😭 naeth e godi llawer o atgofion melysion am fy ewythr fy hun, gaethon ni gymaint o anturiaethe questionable yn ystod fy mhlentyndod. ro'n i'n ei garu fe gymaint a bydda i wastad gweld ei eisiau 💔💔 #booksky #cymraeg

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 16/04/2026

first time listening to Alkaline Trio other than the two albums I bought as a teenager.......... now a big fan of this one! dethbead and settle for satin are my faves open.spotify.com/album/3VKf6m...

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Crimson

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 15/04/2026

lib'ry haul!! a welsh book, an english book, and 3 welsh audiobooks. the virginia woolf book has a textured cover and feels sooo nice to run my fingers over 🤤🤤 I might not listen to the audiobooks for a while but at least I can save them to my phone ^__^ #booksky #library

A pile of books and audiobooks, their spines facing the camera. The top two are paperbacks and the bottom three are cases for audiobook CDs. The top book is Mrs Dalloway by Virginia Woolf and the one underneath it is O Law i Law by T. Rowland Hughes; both are approximately the same thickness. Below are two audiobooks of about the same size, Rhyngom by Sioned Erin Hughes and Saith Oes Efa by Lleucu Roberts. The bottom audiobook is very thick and is Y Storïwr by Jon Gower.

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 14/04/2026

ik it's wrong of me but I felt a lil ✨️superior✨️ in the library reading from a pile of borrowed books while almost everyone else was on their laptops 😅😅 I like an acoustic library experience!

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 14/04/2026

lowkey changed my mind (just after a haircut), every time I go they alternate btw whether they think I'm a man or a woman and it's always funny. I get great service regardless so shrug lol

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 14/04/2026

there is Nowhere soft at all to sit anywhere in the house so she is Forced to perch on the cold hard desk 💔💔

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 14/04/2026

why does kitty smell of marmite 😭😭

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 14/04/2026

I'm tempted to start buzzing off my hair myself (and then wearing a hat 24/7 until it looks OK) because having to go to the barbers is always so scary :-( they're Manly Men and often try chatting to me 😨😨

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 14/04/2026

decided my tattoo isn't that horrible + am planning my next one... looking for reference pics and it turns out 'mouse on wheat' is a whole genre of photos 🥰🥰

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 13/04/2026

this song is Catchy & Fun but the rest of the album is so boring 🥱🥱 don't think I'll be looking at the rest of their discography :| open.spotify.com/track/6qDxEo...

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Rain

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 12/04/2026

new 'muri album is already out?? the opener goes so hard?? as does the cover??? 😍😍🤯🤯 open.spotify.com/album/6bJif3...

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KINDA HARD

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 12/04/2026

borrowed an Emily Dickinson best of — poetry book from the library but her use — of dashses makes everything so hard to read — 😭😭😭 the hope with feathers one — was pretty but so far idk about any of the others —

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 12/04/2026

chugging cold water when semi dehydrated feels sooo good in my mouth. literally worth being dehydrated for 🤤🤤 (recent self improvement: my wee has stopped being BROWN lmao)

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 12/04/2026

I am *technically* non binary even though I 'live as male' but it still pisses me off that even a lot of gender-progressive people assume I'm non binary just because of my (girly) voice. like >:( I could be a man and sound like this!! I'm not but I could be!! grrr

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 12/04/2026

I'm 2 years late but the 'new' Sum 41 album is very mid :| a disappointing send off tbh!

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 12/04/2026

I figured out how to buy books from portugal w/o a NIF number so I now have a new obsession to save up money for 🥳🥳

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 12/04/2026

visited my brother's fam today and had a blast, played trains w the boys and Youngest Nephew fell asleep in my arms 😭😭 though also a bit :( because they have a huge garden that's so lovely!! but I'll prob never live somewhere with a garden once I leave home (because ££) ...rather jealous 😱😱

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 12/04/2026

bulimia update: tbh it's been more like BED these past six months or so. still binging like craaaazy but my worries about my heart (...+ refusal to see a doctor lol) have made me quit purging. yay? +I've regained all the weight my neurologist wanted me to lose so I didn't go to my appt with her hehe

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 12/04/2026

I also need to Lock In on listening to bilmuri a lot before the show as I've forgor most of their songs except for eggy pocket 💀💀 I should also check when the new album comes out... 🤔🤔

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 12/04/2026

I'll try and go back to cardiff again this week :-) I'm gonna try walking from the train station -> the hotel I'll be staying at when I have my concerts in the summer. I need to practice as much as I can beforehand to reduce my anxiety On The Day (and by being brave = practicing for MCR!! 🤯🤯)

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 12/04/2026

#langsky restarted ukrainian by reviewing my a1/a2 readers... - the text is very easy to understand but my word stress knowledge has detereorated 100% - the audio is incomprhensible :') not disappointed that I've forgotten most of what I knew... it's an opportunity to work hard and get better 💪💪

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 12/04/2026

#langsky Started my 3rd Welsh-language audiobook of the year: Sian Northey - Perthyn. A short book that I really enjoyed reading a few years ago. current method: - listen along while reading the book for about a page - rewind the audio and listen without reading along - hopefully improve, lol

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Max 🏳️‍⚧️ he/him @gwdihwntw.bsky.social · 11/04/2026

stayed up all night faffing around but TIL there's a new adam nevill novel out!! my fave horror author 🥰🥰 (uhh don't ask me to name any others 😵‍💫) so I'll try and stay awake to give it a good start 📚 #booksky

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