iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐎. @gunslingin.bsky.social · 24/05/2025

well, you’re around and i don’t have to yearn about wanting you anymore, so that might be it.

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𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐎. @gunslingin.bsky.social · 24/05/2025

that only happens when you aren’t here.

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𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐎. @gunslingin.bsky.social · 16/03/2025

i appreciate that, at least — i just . . . thank you. i’ll go do that.

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𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐎. @gunslingin.bsky.social · 16/03/2025

i did before i went to bed! is it ( that * ) bad?

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𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐎. @gunslingin.bsky.social · 14/03/2025

picking at his skin again. fuck. it hurts and he doesn’t really seem to care, or at least he tells himself that he doesn’t. repeating. repeating. repeating. his stomach turns. repeating. again. ignore the shakes. try not to think about them. repeating.

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𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐎. @gunslingin.bsky.social · 12/03/2025

y’know, @s923.bsky.social, i really fuckin’ wish i knew you were comin’ home. would’ve gotten ya flowers or something. . . . missed ya.

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𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐎. @gunslingin.bsky.social · 12/03/2025

“dolled up” (put on a clean shirt and brushed his hair)

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𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐎. @gunslingin.bsky.social · 12/03/2025

i know and i don’t want to stress him out and he really doesn’t need to hear about the OTHER THING.

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𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐎. @gunslingin.bsky.social · 12/03/2025

and he’s gonna be MAD AT ME BECAUSE I’M DRINKING AGAIN.

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𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐎. @gunslingin.bsky.social · 12/03/2025

this is the best and worst day of my life actually

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𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐎. @gunslingin.bsky.social · 11/03/2025

dragging himself out of his shack. incredible feat.

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𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐎. @gunslingin.bsky.social · 01/03/2025

no, but uh — i miss ‘im, is all.

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𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐎. @gunslingin.bsky.social · 01/03/2025

i’ll let you know when i inevitably need to be reminded

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𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐎. @gunslingin.bsky.social · 28/02/2025

the soldier . . . ? yeah, i mean — i guess? how do you ( know * ) that?

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𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐎. @gunslingin.bsky.social · 28/02/2025

i mean i’m not opposed? i guess?

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𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐎. @gunslingin.bsky.social · 16/02/2025

frame shaking, picking at the skin on his hands.

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𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐎. @gunslingin.bsky.social · 04/02/2025

“want me to bring anything?” he’s sure that he knows the answer, but he can’t help but to ask just to be sure. he’s always surprised by them. “i’ll be there, though.”

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𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐎. @gunslingin.bsky.social · 03/02/2025

“can do.” not that he really minds. he’s had worse happen, he thinks. “where do you want me?”

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𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐎. @gunslingin.bsky.social · 03/02/2025

“hey.” small smile — it’s obviously flustered from trying to support her. not that it’s a struggle, of course. he’s stronger than he looks. “you okay?”

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𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐎. @gunslingin.bsky.social · 02/02/2025

[ it’s hard to face him regardless. there’s a part that thanks god that it isn’t misha, but this is worse, in some way. there’s a lump forming in his throat, and it takes everything in him to try and get it to go away. he swallows sharply, head turning away. there’s shame in it. what kind of man +

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𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐎. @gunslingin.bsky.social · 02/02/2025

oh, shit — he’s ( trying * ) to catch it. if nothing else, he’s content to let his body break the fall. at least he manages to ( sort of * ) catch it. he can get his arms around her, even if he stumbles a bit.

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𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐎. @gunslingin.bsky.social · 02/02/2025

[ it still stings. there’s some part of theo that eats at him that’s convinced that he’s seen as no better than his mother. even if he knows that fox ( knows * ) that he isn’t as bad, there’s always that lingering fear. ] i know. i know. it just started ‘cause i was ( hurtin’ * ) and — [ he +

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𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐎. @gunslingin.bsky.social · 31/01/2025

oh sorry. the gay ones. the slurs for gay people. does that help.

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𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐎. @gunslingin.bsky.social · 31/01/2025

oh. sorry. i dunno, guess i forget that. i’m spoiled.

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𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐎. @gunslingin.bsky.social · 31/01/2025

i would’ve preferred if you called me a slur i think

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