iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 15/10/2026

This whole year has been crazy and such a wild ride. I do feel like I need a break tho.

Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 15/10/2026

I think I’m finally crying realizing everything from earlier today. I did get closure with my crush and I will have to let him go. It’s gonna SUCK cuz that man has been my personality for the past year. But I have been talking to this guy that seems really great and really likes me, as I him.

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

Crush told me some shit about work and I’m gonna try so hard for a transfer now. I really really appreciate the way he’s looked out for me here.✨✨

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

I haven’t been sleeping well. I’m so tired to the point of exhaustion. Dread going into work every day. Had some relief yesterday cuz my workvivo app kept saying I was clocked out. So I basically just did everything like we used to. And I didn’t have a bad day. Shocker. I hate my job. 🙁

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

✨🐾a soft and gentle “woof”🐾✨

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

I got a new thing to wear🐾✨

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

We’d end up like this somehow idk

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

It’s a folklore/evermore kind of day it seems. 🍂

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Great I’m up way earlier than I want to be. My mind is racing and I feel sick. Gonna have to fake it again today so I don’t make anyone question or think I’m a problem. I’m sorry I seem so broken. I’m really trying.

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

My brain is going five million miles a second right now, it’s almost making me feel sick.

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Hopefully I can fake a good mood until I’m actually in a good mood. It sometimes works.

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

I’m so tired. Haven’t been sleeping well again and I have to go to work and I’m dreading it with how tired I am. I’m already a problem cuz I’m always upset about something and when I’m tired it’s worse. Please don’t let me be a burden today. 😕

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

New vocal stim I fear ✌🏼🥴

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Ok, the Wolverine game is actually pretty fun. And Logan himself is making me a bit feral. 😮‍💨😮‍💨

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

No idea what just happened… I was trying to take a small nap before going into work since it’s not until 3 today.. and I had a full blown panic attack. 😕 Seriously, I felt fine before that. It was so weird. Really hope it doesn’t happen at work. I’ll be ok. I’ll be ok.

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Trying really hard today to not let my brain get the best of me. I can do it, I know I can. 🐾

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Oops I meant to post this last night 🥴🥴🐾

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Mirror pic while on lunch? It’s been awhile Wooof🐾

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I didn’t know how bad I needed to hear I’m doing ok. Maybe my brain will believe it again at some point. But thank you sir for letting me know I’m ok. Coming from you, I truly believe it. Thank you for giving me my first genuine smile today. ☺️🐾

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Only an hour has passed. It feels like four hours have gone by.

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I think I’m gonna leave again today. No more PPTO to use, but I don’t want to be here.

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Well that’s lovely… I think I got slight food poisoning or something.

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Guess who walked out of work again? ✌🏼🥴 Think I’m just gonna let myself get fired for points. Do. Not. Care. Anymore.

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I can’t believe I told my crush my feelings for him. I hope he doesn’t end up thinking different of me or even hating me. 😕 That would devastate me. I’m so sorry I said anything.

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Welp I can tell how today is already gonna go. 🫥🫥

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I’m gonna have to fake it so badly today. I thought I left at a decent time to get a half pint but apparently not and got a full point. 😐 I knew what I was doing, so I take full responsibility for it. I’m gonna have to fight so hard now with myself to stay at work. Or just quit…

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Woke up from a nap after leaving work early. Now I’m trying to relax by watching one of my favorite movies growing up.

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

I feel like a catastrophic failure.

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Today is one of those days where I wish sooo badly to ask the nice man I have a crush on for a hug. But, I don’t want to do that at work. I don’t want to possibly get him in trouble for it… But god, I wish I could hug him again.

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

That food is gonna HIT when you can finally eat😮‍💨

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

I’m so fucking tired. I keep waking up earlier and earlier and can not go back to sleep.

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Well, I’m kinda my normal bouncy self today. Even tho the nice man I have a crush on left, I just keep thinking about his smile and it’s putting me in a great mood today. Wish my brain would work with me like this all the time. 🐾✨

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

My brain actually shuts off when I can’t find something and I just stand there staring and forgetting everything I was doing. 😐

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Let’s see how fast work can kill my spirit today. 🤔🤔

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

🤔🤔 I’ll just leave these here

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Just fucking LOVE immediate dismissals of something I’m saying.🫥🫥

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Having talked to someone at one of other two Walmarts, and their OGP isn’t having to do the bullshit we’re doing. A transfer may have to happen then cuz fuck this bullshit.

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Thought I was gonna get to stock but noooo of fucking course not

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I’m about to walk out of here.

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

As drained as work has made me, my god was it good to see that nice man I have a crush on. Especially after not having seen him for like five days. But soon, I won’t see him much cuz of my availability change. 😕 He’ll be leaving as I’m clocking in. God I hate this soo much.

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I am so tired. Barely slept last night cuz I got too hot and I have to work today. Work already makes me want to cry and being tired as all hell on top of that, isn’t gonna help.

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I’m gonna hang out in my room by watching YouTube videos and maybe play some games.

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Sadly it’s not like I’d be able to. I have horrible sleep and it’s been a long time since I’ve had actual rest. I loooong for a good night sleep

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

It’s making my head hurt and nose burn. Lmfaoooo My ex and I miiiight end up going to a hotel or something but the smell isn’t going into his room 😭

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Since I live on one of the busiest streets here, someone thought it’d be a LOVELY idea to run over a skunk that’s probably 30th feet from my bedroom window. END ME NOW OMFG THIS SMELL😭😭😭😭😭

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

a little black and white tonight feat. crooked septum ring

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Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

QTP with a gif of a the game you’re currently playing🎮

Jordybaer @gummybaer.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Seriously thank you. Work has been making me second guess myself and anytime I feel like I fucked up, I take it way too personal and think I’m actual trash at my job now.

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