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“There is no difference between passive resistance and passive collaboration — it’s the same thing.” W. G. Sebald

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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 11h
it’s a hard world for little things
a fluffy tabby fast sleep with her paws drawn up. she has a pink little nose
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 14h
that tracks
except of Luxon’s top 10 words: 1. actually, 2. well
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 05/10/2026
jesse faden’s face overlaid with polaris
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 05/10/2026
“The men I’ve sent to death weigh heavily on my mind. . . but this is but a fist of straw compared to the strain on the republic.”
a small black and white cat curled up and gazing gloomily into the middle distance
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 05/10/2026
bewildering typo
a map of southern Ireland, showing the town of “Youhal” next to Youghal Bay (the correct spelling)
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 05/10/2026
collected our 1964 britannia today
a (presumably) leather book’s cover, richly seamed and patterned maroon, with the britannica 1768 thistle seal embossed in gold (presumably)
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 05/10/2026
The full-on Townsend-Moon hooter.
The green door rattled, opening inward a few inches. A blond forelock and one blue eye edged past it. This should've looked ridiculous, childish, but she found it frightening. "Hollis Henry," he said, his voice no longer tiny, gender restored. The rest of Bobby's head appeared. He had, as indeed had Inchmale, the true and archaic rock nose. The full-on Townsend-Moon hooter. She only ever found this problematic in males who hadn't become pop musicians; it seemed, then, in some weirdly inverted way, affected. It looked, to her, as though they'd grown large noses in order to look like rock musicians. More weirdly, perhaps, they all tended-certified accountants, radiologists, or whatever-to the flopping forelock that had traditionally gone with it, back in Muswell Hill or Denmark Street. This, she'd once reasoned, must be due in one of two ways to hairdressers. Either they saw the rock mega-nose and dressed the hair above it out of a call to historical tradition, or they weighed the issue in some instinctive, deeply hairdresserly way, arriving at that massive slash and heft of eye-obscuring forelock through some simple sense of balance.
Bobby Chombo hadn't much in the way of a chin, though, so perhaps it all was balance for that.

William Gibson. Spook Country
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 04/10/2026
Ruth Buscombe on the Interrotron
a white woman wearing a large headset looking directly into the camera as she speaks
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 04/10/2026
I love the goggles
dylan faden in agent outfit, shirt sleeves rolled, and technical vest, looking back at the viewer. he has a heavy beard and long dark hair, and is wearing angular tinted goggles. there’s a weird structure in the background, not that this narrows it down much
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 03/10/2026
looking up Pamela Mainwaring’s watch and nodding
Oakley Timebomb, a curvaceously globular wristwatch
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 03/10/2026
is it legal to bring one of these with me when I go to vote on election day?
a pair of branded green party “kiwimart” tote bags, with promoter statement
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 03/10/2026
words to live by
a poster seen in control (2019) white text on red: “Avoid Modern technology!” below, a crosshairs. at the bottom, in yellow: “synchronicity research department”
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 02/10/2026
goty
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 01/10/2026
how about no
a hot water bottle branded “fashy”
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 01/10/2026
the one they put on insta wasn’t any better
Luxon in a shitty blue National jacket looking at a gelato cone like the ape in 2001 a space odyssey if he *wasn’t* the next stage of human evolution. for contrast he is seated next to a chill gorilla who looks like his next novel will win the booker prize
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 01/10/2026
if you knew what dogma was, you wouldn’t be a bigoted piece of shit
a progress pride flag defaced with the word “dogma”, ripped or blown off from wherever it was stuck and now in the gutter where it belongs
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 01/10/2026
🫡
a paint drip Palestine flag on a an old-looking building
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 01/10/2026
If you see this, post a vampire that isn’t Dracula.
Daniel Day Lewis as Daniel Plainview in There Will Be Blood. a white man with a big moustache, soaked in crude oil, a tobacco pipe jutting from the corner of his mouth
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 01/10/2026
an iOS widget showing an icon of a medal and the number 420. don’t worry about it
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 30/09/2026
resonant has the juice
Workshop Journal Entries
(cut off at top)
Mostly bugs/cameras. Yeah, have a single guy service all the cells in the US, that can't backfire.

August 26, 2026
Subsonic projectiles for planting tracers on vehicles. Neat concept.
Not sure I can make it work.

August 27, 2026
I made it work.

September 5, 2026
A talisman. Been a while, but the authorization came through. 6ft radius, Class I kinetic shield, hard radiation burst upon breach. I'll have to dip into the cold storage for that extranormal magic. Nasty piece of work. I'm committed to the cause, but I swear some of us are just looking to make a big exit.

September 12, 2026
"Laser pen." Fuck off.
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 30/09/2026
that was easy (I replied “did a baby write this“ to his “I am completely unqualified for my job” post)
Today at 10:01 AM
@aaron.bsky.team has blocked you
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 30/09/2026
correct
a page on a book showing Yacht Approaching the Coast by J.M.W. Turner has been tagged with a post-it note. the pairing shows the titular scene with the sun and sky rendered in a blown-out fantastical manner, almost overpowering the subject itself
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 29/09/2026
neal’d it
"Early in the Reticulum—thousands of years ago—it became almost useless because it was cluttered with faulty, obsolete, or downright misleading information,” Sammann said.
"Crap, you once called it," I reminded him.
"Yes—a technical term. So crap filtering became important. Businesses were built around it. Some of those businesses came up
with a clever plan to make more money: they poisoned the well. They began to put crap on the Reticulum deliberately, forcing peo- ple to use their products to filter that crap back out. They created syndevs whose sole purpose was to spew crap into the Reticulum. But it had to be good crap.”
"What is good crap?" Arsibalt asked in a politely incredulous tone. "Well, bad crap would be an unformatted document consisting of random letters. Good crap would be a beautifully typeset, well-written document that contained a hundred correct, verifiable sentences and one that was subtly false. It's a lot harder to generate good crap. At first they had to hire humans to churn it out. They mostly did it by taking legitimate documents and inserting errors-swapping one name for another, say. But it didn't really take off until the military got interested." "As a tactic for planting misinformation in the enemy's reticules, you mean," Osa said. "This I know about. You are referring to the
Artificial Inanity programs of the mid-First Millennium A.R." "Exactly!" Sammann said. "Artificial Inanity systems of enor- mous sophistication and power were built for exactly the purpose Fraa Osa has mentioned. In no time at all, the praxis leaked to the commercial sector and spread to the Rampant Orphan Botnet Ecologies. Never mind. The point is that there was a sort of Dark Age on the Reticulum that lasted until my Ita forerunners were able to bring matters in hand."
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 27/09/2026
the queen of beans
a small black and white cat lying on a blanket in the sun, looking at the camera through lowered lids, her pink little toe beans all aglow
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 26/09/2026
daylight saving Milgrim
a small black and white cat sitting primly on a hardwood floor, her tail folded neatly over her paws
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 26/09/2026
a brief statement
a small black and white cat pretzelled in the sun, looking up and to the left, mid-meow
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 25/09/2026
what the hell happened to this paper, bro
page of a novel with heavy speckled foxing as well as very straight vertical streaks of same
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 24/09/2026
no shitsville round here
a black and white cat lounging in bright sun
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 23/09/2026
they'll never top this, though
Karen, Chantel’s mother, holding a mug, saying “but things are about to get a little bit more stupider”
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 23/09/2026
it's a hard world for little things
a chunky tabby fast asleep on a grey fabric couch, her face nestled in her paws
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𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯 @grudgingly.online · 11/09/2026
thinkin about empty motion
blurred abstract frame, out of focus lights in the background blurred abstract frame. washed in haze. one small out of focus light source in the distance, perhapsblurred abstract frame, gold and green shapes below, fading to black blurred abstract frame, the lower half horizontal striations, hazy blur in the upper half with a suggestion of distant light sources
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