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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

i want a furry visual novel . where the main character is a asexual . AND sex repulsed . and its acknowledged IN the story . guys? whered you all- why are you all going home? Guys . guys come back

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

i think its perfectly fine for a fat person / plus size person to represent themselves with a skinny presenting sona but i cant help but wonder where the need to do that comes from , it almost never comes from a good place . there is always some internalized shame one feels about their fatness there

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

ALSO last sexuality post i feel like so many ppl equate my love of butches to just liking men . that shits not the same thing!

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

wait a fucking second. no bisexuals are often shafted too because why in so many visual novels when a main character is 'bisexual' they only ever interact with the character that would give them a 'gay passing relationship' :sob:

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

saw a post abt that dragon washing game where someone was kinda disappointing that all the dragons are male and not to be the friend that is too woke but like . tbh the frustration is very valid because the concept of that game couldve been more applicable and inclusive but its like

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

one day ill stop grieving and be able to release myself from you (multiple people implied)

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

i want to reject the notion that i need to get meaner but i keep getting that notion proven correctly and its very bothersome .

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

anyways my presumed bpd is relapsing a bit so... sorry in advance

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

also hey can ppl stop routinely being really unfair to me thank you i think im going insane a bit

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

i have learned and immense amount this year and one of the biggest things that i have learned is that i need to trust my gut significantly more than i do . my hunches are usually and unfortunately right , in the same breath i do wish i wasnt so hypervigilant as of late

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

i have a LOT to talk about . will be rant posting a bit

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

kinda feel like hurting myself yikes. yikes this is rough

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

i really really dont know how to process some stuff

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 25/07/2026

art study!! practicing this stuff so i can do more angles . i think

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 25/07/2026

i love my friends . i love being a bird . i love being queer with my friends . i love being free . im not scared of loving things anymore .

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 24/07/2026

baffled by this why is splinks golden freddy like. hot as fuck to be honest

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 24/07/2026

people who dont text me as much . text me more . poke me. i promise you i dont bite

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

friends can i call you hun i wanna kinda do that it comes to us naturally but like i always hold bqack

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

clicker training would be nice . not even in like an inherently freak way more like hey so . im gonna make it so when i click this thing you feel a little better about yourself because i care abt u

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 22/07/2026

twitter furry discourse so bad i have to agree with barq

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

how my family has me feeling at all times of the day

an image of 3 instagram story posts reading "that one coworker thats just gotta go. God hes ready. god take him please god" , "THAT ONE COWORKER THAT JUST BE FUCKING TALKING" , "lord please take the world's suffering and put it on my coworker"

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

it just wont ever stop and ill forever be trapped in this cycle wont i

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

just replace me already just do it just leave me behind just do it just do it already thats what its gonna be thats what this year has been just do it just do it just do it (i am spiral posting i know im not being rational. need to spit this out sorry)

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

guys holy shit i need bottom surgery. guys holy fuck

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

what if some of my asexuality was from bottom dysphoria

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

bottom surgery,,,,,,,,,, i really want,,, really want that

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

the concept of being so butch that they dont know u got a pussy ~wolf

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

im kinda scared to share certain parts of myself because im scared my friends wouldnt like them

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

sorry for the angry posting my mind is a hot oven right now . i am finally angry like for real and i think i need to ride this out because i have every right to be angry , beautiful survival motivator ~wolf

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

im so angry because i lost my autonomy and i wish i had gained it back sooner. we all deserved better than the numerous people who've damaged us and i wont let this happen anymore I won't let you do this to me ever again

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

im mad at the world because they hated me for loving too hard

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

further more im realizing i have never experienced sexual attraction nor romantic attraction in a functionally normal way and that is just because i am so outside the lines of the world by numerous defaults

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

fuck every person who tried to push me into feeling like i needed to have clear and distinct platonic and romantic feelings to understand what i want and also fuck everyone who purposely kept things blurry to lead us on. i feel queer platonically about most of my close friends and i was

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

rly want a little kiss on the forehead and a hug

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the gay ass lion from carebears 🔞 @grizzlepaww.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

okay so like. i think im just gonna be real abt this, some of our headmates just do want padding straight up and like i dont think thats a problem and we are gonna engage with that aspect of ourselves with less shame but i guess this is sorta like the heads up warning post abt it

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