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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 18/10/2026

We were mostly radio silent yesterday because we were busy focusing on a VERY special celebration! We celebrated ten years with the most wonderful woman in the world, our darling wife @higrimace.bsky.social!! Here's to the first ten years of the rest of our lives, I love you honeybear ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Artwork depicting our wife riding on us piggyback style and holding a stick with a strawberry in front of us while dressed like a horse jockey, while we are dressed as a horse from Umamusume and are running after the strawberry.

Us and our wife sitting on a picnic blanket! We're about to take a big bite of a sandwich, and our wife is licking her lips and stealing a bit thats falling out of the sandwich.

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 13/10/2026

TODAY, 10AM MST/12PM EST We had other stream plans, but then we saw that in the patch, they were adding in the beastmaster ranking leaderboards, and you get a special prize for cracking the top 300, so you KNOW we wanna start competing Join us for some chill FFXIV!

A lion woman laying back with her eyes closed and mouth open. Overlaid on her is the text "SHE IS NOT SLEEPING - SHE IS BEASTMASTER"

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 12/10/2026

It's Canadian Thanksgiving. We're streaming Deadlock and chilling. Pic unrelated. animalclowncar.party

Garrosh Hellscream wearing a By Any Means Necessary Supreme jacket

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 09/10/2026

TODAY, 11AM MST/1PM EST Take me down to the Moldy Park City Where the ground goes up and the folks are icky More CONTROL RESONANT!

The splash art for CONTROL RESONANT, depicting a man fighting in a twisted and inverted New York. On top is a picture of a cat coughing directly into the camera, with the text "Coughs on your face" above it.

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 08/10/2026

TODAY, 10AM MST/12PM EST What if, hear us out, we stomped the streets of a very different New York? Listen we just wanna play more CONTROL RESONANT, and today we're going to the Moldy City!

The splash art for CONTROL RESONANT, depicting a man standing in a heavily distorted New York. On top of the image is a caption that says "Coughs on your face", below which is a picture of a cat coughing open mouth into the camera in yucky fashion.

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 29/09/2026

TODAY, 11AM MST/1PM EST THE FINAL DAY OF SQUATEMBER IS UPON US! Last chance to make us convert your dollars DIRECTLY into workout! We're gonna take today to stream a few different games, we think, starting with TRUCK-KUN IS SUPPORTING ME FROM ANOTHER WORLD?! Tune in and join us for a ride!

The splash screen for TRUCK-KUN IS SUPPORTING ME FROM ANOTHER WORLD?!, depicting a truck crashing through objects whole a knight woman cheerily points with a sword.

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 25/09/2026

TODAY, 10AM MST/12PM EST We just really wanna play more CONTROL RESONANT, so we're gonna do just that! Plus, only SIX DAYS REMAIN in SQUATEMBER! Time is running out for your dollars to utterly destroy us!! We need the squats so we can double jump around NYC

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 23/09/2026

TOMORROW, 10AM MST/12PM EST You thought you were safe. It's been years, hasn't it? Surely it won't rise again? And yet. The cabin invites you in once more. Join us for DAY 17 of DEERFEST, as we dive into CONTROL RESONANT!

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 22/09/2026

TODAY, 12PM MST/2PM EST The end of Crash 4 is in sight. It could yet take us a bit to get there, but it's on the horizon. We may rise. We may fall. But today? We. Will. Spin. Join us for more CRASHING INTO SUCCESS, along with the last full week of SQUATEMBER!

A sweaty anthropomorphic deer woman is bent over, out of breath. Around her is text that reads "SQUATEMBER - $1 = 1 SQUAT"

An anthropomorphic deer woman driving a racecar with a shotgun in one hand and a beer in the other. On the front of the car hangs Crash Bandicoot, an orange anthropomorphic bandicoot, looking stoked. They're kicking up a LOT of smoke from their burnout.

Written on the image is "CRASHING INTO SUCCESS - MULTI-DAY FUNDRAISER - HELP US AFFORD FOOD - ANIMALCLOWNCAR.PARTY"

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 20/09/2026

TODAY, PROBABLY LIKE 12PM MST/2PM EST We're gonna chill and play more FFXIV, we're working on getting all our legendary clears of the special Crucible of the Unbroken, and maybe finishing out our beast log!

A lion woman, laying back with her eyes closed and her mouth open. Over her is overlaid the text "SHE IS NOT SLEEPING - SHE IS BEASTMASTER". The text for the word BEASTMASTER is cut poorly from the reveal trailer when they announced it.

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 17/09/2026

TOMORROW, 12PM MST/2PM EST We're putting Crash on hold for one week. This week, we wanna focus on something important that we think has been missing from the streams lately, the reason we started doing this at all: our own pure enjoyment of showing off games. Join us instead for DENSHATTACK!

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 17/09/2026

Listen we don't have a witty caption here just LOOK AT US!! Art by the killer @cozygh0st.bsky.social !!

A collection of the four of us - Millie the deer, Bailey the rat, Percy the possum, and Orleans the bunny - posing together in a field.

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 16/09/2026

TODAY, 9AM MST/11AM EST Early morning strutting, join us and @inuamaru.bsky.social for another DEER AND DOG WALK!

A collection of orbit people stand on a photorealistic rock on a beach.

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 11/09/2026

We've been thinking abt our espeon girl a lot lately so look at our old art of Rhoda!! She runs a rock and gem store and loves mobile games (Originally designed by @sealmunch.bsky.social!!)

An anthro espeon sphinx woman with massive thighs.

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 10/09/2026

TODAY, 12PM MST/2PM EST Besides of course celebrating the beautiful holiday season, we're celebrating something else: DAY 16 of CRASHING INTO SUCCESS, and SQUATEMBER! Our wife says the squats we've done are already making our ass look great so keep the squats coming folks!!

A sweaty deer woman is bent over out of breath. Around her is the text "SQUATEMBER - $1 = 1 SQUAT"

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 09/09/2026

Hey! So! Ssssssomething of a surprise situation is kinda burying us. We have now an hour and a half to cover this sudden $403 charge before we're fined to hell and back, so any assistance would mean the world to us! ko-fi.com/griefsodeerly

A shot of our bank balance, showing we are now at -$403.36.

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 08/09/2026

TOMORROW, 10AM MST/12PM EST It's FFXIV TIME BABY Beastmaster finally releases tomorrow so you KNOW we're gonna catch em all

A close up of a lion woman with closed eyes and an open mouth. Overlaid is the words "SHE IS NOT SLEEPING, SHE IS BEASTMASTER"

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 04/09/2026

TONIGHT, 5PM MST/7PM EST Gang you won't BELIEVE IT, we've been given something incredibly special to stream tonight: A special early look into DELTARUNE CHAPTER 6! Thanks for giving us access, Toby!

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 03/09/2026

TODAY, 12PM MST/2PM EST Two days of Crash in a row! We're so close to the Crash Team Racing incentive! And, no matter what? Today CAN'T be another day stuck entirely on a Cortex level! please. Join us for DAY 14 of CRASHING INTO SUCCESS, and DAY THREE of SQUATEMBER!

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 27/08/2026

For everyone who didn't/couldn't hop in for the stream, our special new donation incentive is... SQUATEMBER! For every dollar you donate, we do a squat. All month long. Our ass better look INCREDIBLE by the end of this.

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 27/08/2026

TODAY, 12PM MST/2PM EST That's right, we're BACK in those wumpa mines, aiming for platforming perfection, but this time...we'll be introducing a SPECIAL NEW INCENTIVE! Come along with us to CRASH INTO SUCCESS to find out more...

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 25/08/2026

IN ABOUT AN HOUR It's time for another BIG WALK, but this time in a NEW FRONTIER.... One where it's ONLY TWO PEOPLE. Join us and @inuamaru.bsky.social as we set out on a BIG WALK!

The splash art for BIG WALK, depicting several small ball people standing on a real beach. Two of the ball people have been drawn to be a deer and a dog, with the dog holding the deer above his head.

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 21/08/2026

TODAY, 12:30ish MST/2:30ish EST We're BACK, and we've taken our SMART PILLS, and we're gonna CHILL WITH SOME WORDS. We're playin PRONOUN PALACE BABYYYYYY

The splash art for the game Pronoun Palace, depicting a variety of strange figures around a woman with a book.

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 14/08/2026

TODAY, 11AM MST/1PM EST We're finally asking the bold question, on the far side of 1000 deaths and 50% completion: ARE we gonna buy a pizza today? Only one way to find out - Join us for more CRASHING INTO SUCCESS as we enter DAY 10!

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 13/08/2026

TODAY, 12PM MST/2PM EST Alright, the last two streams have been PLENTY of break, it's time we get back to business. Which one? The Gem Business. Join us for DAY 9 of CRASHING INTO SUCCESS! We've hit roughly 50% completion on Crash 4 so far!!

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 06/08/2026

TODAY, 1PM MST/3PM EST We took a few days off, which has been nice for our hands! Perfect to once more take up the gauntlet. Join us for DAY 8 of CRASHING INTO SUCCESS with more CRASH BANDICOOT 4!!

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 04/08/2026

TODAY, 10AM MST/12PM EST Today...we take a one-day break from Crash Bandicoot. We promise you, for us to do such a thing requires a monumental event to be taking place instead. Instead, today....we take a BIG WALK. With friends!

The cover art of the game BIG WALK, depicting a few ball people standing around on some rocks on a beach.

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 21/07/2026

TODAY, IN TWO HOURS We've just looked outside and folks? The future is looking BRIGHT. Bright orange, that is. Join us for DAY TWO of CRASHING INTO SUCCESS: A FUNDRAISER STREAM SERIES! We blew past a LOT of goals day one, but we've got more in store!

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 18/07/2026

STOP THE FACKING MOVIE The funniest piece of art we've ever received, courtesy of Shuki and @cozygh0st.bsky.social, thank you so much we're still choking laughing

A deer woman dressed as Rey from Star Wars points at the screen. The text says STOP THE FACKING MOVIE, THAT GUY'S READING REYLO ON WATTPAD

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 16/07/2026

Finished the Final Shape, properly, after a long time.

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 16/07/2026

We're going to be playing CRASH BANDICOOT 4: IT'S ABOUT TIME! Each milestone we hit adds ANOTHER completion category we MUST accomplish, all the way up to 106% in the MOST INFURIATING FULL COMPLETION IN THE SERIES. If we go past that? Buddy, we got PLENTY more Crash where that came from.

A car crashes at high speed into a pull. A deer woman and Crash Bandicoot have been thrown from the car. Overlaid is the text:

GOALS

$100 - ALL GEMS
$200 - ALL N.VERTED GEMS
$300 - ALL FLASHBACK RELICS
$400 - ALL TIME TRIAL RELICS
$500 - ALL N. SANELY PERFECT RELICS

Same as the last image, with different text that reads:
STRETCH GOALS:
$750 - CRASH N.SANE TRILOGY RUN
$1000 - CRASH 1 FULL COMPLETION
$1250 - CRASH 2 FULL COMPLETION
$1500 - CRASH 3 FULL COMPLETION
$2000 - WE'LL EAT A PLAYING CARD AGAIN

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 16/07/2026

TOMORROW, 12PM MST/2PM EST EMERGENCY FUNDRAISER Long and short, we're broke and have barely any food, so we need to create some breathing room, in the way we know best: Suffering for your amusement! Join us for CRASHING INTO SUCCESS, where YOUR DONATIONS determine HOW FAR WE MUST GO! More below⬇️

A deer woman with a shotgun and a beer drives a sports car at high speed towards the camera. Hanging on the front is Crash Bandicoot. There is text that says "CRASHING INTO SUCCESS - MULTI-DAY FUNDRAISER - HELP US AFFORD FOOD - ANIMALCLOWNCAR.PARTY"

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 09/07/2026

Thinking again about one of our favorite ss14 ocs...we gotta draw Thump sometime again

A slightly nervous but cheerful slime person in a business shirt, loose tie, and slacks

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 09/07/2026

TODAY, 11AM MST/1PM EST We've been buzzing to jump back into this for two days now, so join us for a full stream of BEASTRO - now with 100% less Nubby! Only at animalclowncar.party!

The steam banner for the game Beastro, depicting an animal person cooking a dish, surrounded by cheerful people.

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 07/07/2026

TODAY, 11AM MST/1PM EST We owe y'all some more NUBBY! After which (and interspersed throughout), we'll be TRYING SOMETHING NEW, with a game that seems REAL up our alley, BEASTRO! Tune in as we cook up some stream!

A cat man operates a large frying pan over a searing flame, cooking up a delicious meal of Nubby ball.

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 06/07/2026

We are LIVE NOW with more DESTINY 2 feat. the NUBBY EVERYWHERE SYSTEM animalclowncar.party

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 06/07/2026

TODAY, 10AM MST/12PM EST We're going back to our solo dungeon attempts for Spire of the Watcher! However...something stirs. We discussed it before, but the switch has truly now been thrown. The NUBBY EVERYWHERE SYSTEM is now in effect. Five dollars, and we stop everything for two runs of NUBBY.

Art of the Traveler from Destiny, hanging in the sky above earth, except the traveler has been replaced by Nubby from Nubby's Number Factory. Underneath is the text "NUBBY EVERYWHERE"

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 03/07/2026

TODAY, 10AM MST/12PM EST We're doing kinda a grab bag of stuff in Destiny 2, including continuing our solo attempts at Spire of the Watcher, the cowboy dungeon!

A shot showing a desert on mars. Framing the shot are the edges of some square buildings. Just off-center of the picture is a large mechanical tower. On the cliff stand three small individuals.

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 02/07/2026

TOMORROW, 11AM MST/1PM EST We're back on our bullshit and we're not apologizing, join us for more DESTINY 2: RENEGADES

A hunter from Destiny 2 wearing a helmet shaped like a rabbit head, ears and all

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 01/07/2026

Good morning, it's a brand new month, which MEANS, of course, that we gotta pay bills! If you enjoy what we do and want to keep us and our wife and children housed and fed, we'd appreciate any donations! ko-fi.com/griefsodeerly

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Grief! @griefsodeerly.animalclowncar.party · 26/06/2026

TODAY, 11AM MST/1PM EST Listen we're more invested in this than we thought we're gonna be real Join us for the FINAL THREE EPISODES of THE AMAZING DIGITAL CIRCUS! If there's time after, maybe we'll play a video game too!

The cover art of The Amazing Digital Circus, depicting a variety of characters and objects around a gloved hand holding a black and white patterned cube.

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