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goddexx mayari • LA @goddexxmayari.bsky.social · 06/04/2025

it was my birthday yesterday, and I got spoiled by some of my favorite subs 🥰 luckily you don't have to wait for my birthday if you want my attention, my throne wishlist is still up-to-date 🖤

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Astrid Ivanova/ Dominatrix/ LA @astridthesiren.bsky.social · 05/04/2025

Be My ashtray?

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swop-usa.bsky.social @swop-usa.bsky.social · 05/04/2025

"Believing that you are addicted to porn and telling yourself that you're unable to control your porn use hurts your well-being. It's not the porn, but the unresolved, unexamined moral conflict" www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/wome...

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goddexx mayari • LA @goddexxmayari.bsky.social · 05/04/2025

soooo much fucking fun I'm still riding the high 👹❤️‍🔥🩸

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Astrid Ivanova/ Dominatrix/ LA @astridthesiren.bsky.social · 01/04/2025

Playing w fire on Sunday ❤️‍🔥 @goddexxmayari.bsky.social

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goddexx mayari • LA @goddexxmayari.bsky.social · 11/03/2025

had so much fun shrinkwrapping @boymischief666.bsky.social 🥰now who's next? thank you to sub e for my newest favorite toy 🖤⛓️

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goddexx mayari • LA @goddexxmayari.bsky.social · 22/02/2025

🌟 march books now open 🌟 offering sliding scale for qtbipoc + other providers apply to serve: thisishowanangelcums.com 📸 @dharmanerd.bsky.social

Goddexx Mayari is wearing a black latex corset, black latex shorts, and black latex fisting gloves. He towers over you, one hand resting against the edge of a medieval pillory, the other is held behind his head, making his hairy pits visible. He is wearing shiny black strappy knee-high boots and is awash in purple, blue, pink lighting.

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Sir Anansi • PHL ⛓️ @yesanansi.bsky.social · 03/02/2025

Hi loves & sluts 🖤 The world has been filled with so much stress and anxiety. I want to be here to hold you in my arms. New sessions available this month for cuddling. Sliding scale for SWers, BIPOC folks, and disabled folks. Philly only for both masked and unmasked sessions. 🫂

Sir laying down on a black framed bed with cream sheets. Sir gazes toward the camera wearing a white tee, boxers, white knee highs, and a pink durag. The room is painted red.

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Carta Monir @cartamonir.com · 26/12/2024

One of my favorite clips from this year was with @mistressodette.bsky.social and @mspetrahunter.bsky.social - a Jackass-style clip filmed on MiniDV where I got my balls reattached. Fucking horrible! Somehow very funny also.

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goddexx mayari • LA @goddexxmayari.bsky.social · 18/02/2025

oh dear, you don't need to think anymore. your only job is to worship Goddexx. answer your true calling and experience ecstasy and purpose like you've never felt before: are you brave enough? my interests, how to tribute, & to apply to serve: thisishowanangelcums.com 📸: @dharmanerd.bsky.social

Goddexx Mayari, an androgynous southeast Asian dommx with short black hair leans back against a St Andrew's cross and looks down on you. He is bathed in purple, pink, red lighting, which reflects off of his black latex fisting gloves, corset, shorts, and thigh high boots. The text reads: "GODDEXX MAYARI" "SUBMIT TO DESIRE" "thisishowanangelcums.com" "goddexxmayari@proton.me"

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goddexx mayari • LA @goddexxmayari.bsky.social · 07/02/2025

remember to conduct regular check-ups on your favorite toys! you might need to do a factory reset every once in awhile 🩺💉🩵

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goddexx mayari • LA @goddexxmayari.bsky.social · 07/02/2025

remember to conduct regular check-ups on your favorite toys! you might need to do a factory reset every once in awhile 🩺💉🩵

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bram @boymischief666.bsky.social · 07/02/2025

the blood slug was cold and coagulated by this point, and truly revolting. you’re welcome

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nico-baby.bsky.social @nico-baby.bsky.social · 07/02/2025

Carta + Derick, 2023 @cartamonir.com

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Saint Avery Carter | BOS 10/11-12 @saintaverycarter.bsky.social · 07/02/2025

My heart is bursting & I’m only 2 stories in.

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Carta Monir @cartamonir.com · 07/02/2025

Fantasies inside your own head are morally neutral. Sex between consenting parties is morally neutral. Even and especially the gross, weird, freaky stuff. There is not a moral hierarchy to sexual fantasies.

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goddexx mayari • LA @goddexxmayari.bsky.social · 01/01/2025

soooo so mf excited for our evil plots & schemes 😈

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bram @boymischief666.bsky.social · 01/01/2025

⚡️2025 freak bingo⚡️ ours overlap bc we are the same flavor of freak and are always commiserating <3 which ones do you think we’ll do together? ;)

2025 freak bingo containing the following freak goals:
-execute needle zipper
-makeout with mouthfuls of blood like bats
-cannibalism
-self scalpeling
-acquire medfet sub
-MORE pain performances
-6g needle
-tongue split
-autopsy scene
-vibration + needles
-kennel needle scene
-tboy cum swapping
-skin flay
-make prints available for purchase
-source editor for slasher footage
-crumble my dried blood into a joint for someone to smoke
-third cartilage removal
-get on sextpanther or niteflirt
-DIY torture tools
-mummification torture scene
-skunk roadkill scene
-clown + needles
-promote my hotline account for hardcore content
-more genital needles

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goddexx mayari • LA @goddexxmayari.bsky.social · 30/12/2024

it was so lovely returning home to so many gifts and medfet packages from my subs 🥰 on that note, I've updated my wishlist again! want to impress me? throne.com/goddexxmayari

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Throne | Goddexx Mayari | My Wishlist

Send Goddexx Mayari gifts via Throne. Browse Goddexx Mayari's favorite products listed on their Throne Wishlist via throne.com.

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goddexx mayari • LA @goddexxmayari.bsky.social · 30/12/2024

you can look but you can't touch 🖤 quote repost with your peach butt! 🔞 age-verified SW only! 🔞

Goddexx Mayari, a southeast asian dom, towers above you. They're facing away from you, peering down at you over their shoulder. you can see their tattoos and hairy pits. Goddexx is wearing all black latex -- from their gloves, to their corset, their shorts, and their thigh-high boots. Their latex-adorned ass is shiny — you know you'll never be worthy of experiencing what's underneath, but you're dying to be smothered by their perfection.

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Sir Anansi • PHL ⛓️ @yesanansi.bsky.social · 29/12/2024

Someone gift me this!!

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CrashPadSeries.com @crashpadseries.bsky.social · 28/12/2024

"I got distracted..." (Yeah, you did!) Watch this year's queer porn highlights from the CrashPad! crashpadseries.com/queer-porn/e...

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Happy New Year!

Happy New Year, from Shine Louise Houston, Ava LaPrima, and all of the crew at CrashPadSeries.com.

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goddexx mayari • LA @goddexxmayari.bsky.social · 23/12/2024

thank you to my sub em for all of these lovely gifts!! want to get my attention? send me one too at throne.com/goddexxmayari 🥰

screenshot of Goddexx Mayari's throne account, where he has been gifted curved piercing needles, self-sterilization pouches, a latex corset, a medical stapler, and two pairs of latex stockings

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Miss Jenn - Seattle Spanker & Foot Fetish @missjenndavis.com · 21/11/2024

I created a starter pack for Phone Dommes on NiteFlirt, SextPanther, etc so people can find us easier. If you'd like to be added please Re-post & comment below that you'd like be added. go.bsky.app/8C9oksZ

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Carta Monir @cartamonir.com · 28/11/2024

I've been doing a lot of writing about how my escalating disability is affecting my self-image and sex life. This was originally posted on my patreon.

While I understand on an intellectual level that disability doesn’t equate to ugliness, there’s a deep emotional part of me that feels that I am now damaged in a way that has left me completely undesirable, sexually. Because I want to confront that feeling, I’m going to write down everything I think about myself that is hurtful, no matter how untrue. My hope is that by doing this I will be able to dismantle my own arguments and have a little more love for myself, even when it feels hard.

Cruel things I feel about myself.
Response to myself.

The more disabled I become, the more inferior I am to any potential lover’s able-bodied sex partners.
Response: I would never feel this way about a disabled friend or partner. Some of the best sex I've ever had has been with heavily disabled lovers. I love kink because of the options it gives me and the adaptability it encourages - there's so much more to sex than getting railed by a muscle guy or whatever

Because of my disability, I can no longer top. In fact, the only thing I can do is passively lay on my back.
Response: I know that even if I was a brain in a jar I could still top. Topping is a state of mind and choice, not a physical ability that can be lost. I can instruct a partner to hurt themselves, I can psychologically domme them.

Asking for sex now that I’m disabled is only selfish, and I have nothing to offer my partner.
Response: Patently false, coming from a girl who loves giving head without getting anything in return, and fucking a partner to orgasm without cumming myself.

I am only able to take, and not give, pleasure.
Response: I can give pleasure by accepting service and I can give pleasure by granting access to my unique and beautiful body.

The only sex I can hope for is sex that is given to me out of pity. I am no longer a sexual equal to anyone able bodied.
Response: There is nothing repulsive about disability and I don't want to have sex with anyone who sees me this way. In fact I'm very familiar with the concept of devotees who would hold my body in higher regard than an able body, and also love work by authors like Samuel Delaney whose love of the abject specifically prioritizes and fetishizes bodies similar to my own.

Sexually, I am inconvenient and clumsy. I am not capable of anything other than awkward and, at best, functional requests for accommodation. I can no longer be spontaneous or inventive.
Response: Spontaneity is not a physical ability. I'm creative and a notable pervert. I know that I can find ways to have sex no matter what my body is doing, often even more interestingly than if my body was completely able.

Even though I am pretty, my prettiness is a source of pity and sadness to anyone who I want to have sex with. As in, “what a shame, she could have been attractive.”
Response: People love me because of my transness, disability, resilience, creativity. I don't want to fuck anyone who would see me this way in the first place.

The more disabled I become, the worse I smell and the less capable I am of cleaning myself effectively.
Response: This is a thought in the voice of my father and is demonstrably untrue. Plus even if it was true, Samuel Delaney would think it's sexy.

My pain tolerance has become worse because of my chronic pain, and I’m not even worth hurting anymore, because I’m not able to take nearly what I used to.
Response: Pain isn't about high scores and I know and love this. If lower pain tolerance is a result of chronic pain, it makes me more responsive to my tops and even more fun to hurt. I love it when a bottom has low pain tolerance. It's not about making me tap out. It's about finding the edge and keeping me there.

The idea of cruising or socializing with new people is laughable. I have nothing to offer other than inconveniences and subpar experiences. If I were to give a blowjob to someone, I would need to set my cane down next to me and it would be a pathetic sight.
Response: I'm an interesting genius who is beautiful and I don't want to fuck anyone who would see me as lesser or gross for not being able and cis. I'm not limiting my options, I have the same options as I (the image cuts off, text continued on next image)

(continuation of previous response) always had because I care about shared values in my partners and I wouldn't have stood for this before.

Even seeing my disabled body makes people feel uncomfortable and like they need to accommodate or help me, which isn’t sexy at all.
Response: This is projection because I feel uncomfortable. Nobody I want to fuck would see me this way. If anything I'm interested in people who can pervert and fetishize their discomfort, like I do.

When I push myself and have sex the way I want to, it results in me getting hurt in a way that discourages me or my partner from wanting to try again. What's the point if I'm just going to get hurt?
Response: Kink and sex are about making informed decisions re: risk. It's not different from risking an STI or an extreme bondage/pain scene going wrong. The more I'm honest with myself and my partners about my desire and understanding of whatever risks I'm taking, the better sex I allow myself to have.

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My fantasies have become more violent, centering around the destruction of my body. I keep having an intrusive daydream about getting fucked with a glass bottle, its serrated cap still on, tearing and perforating the inside of my ass until I am bleeding and beyond repair.
Response: This is hot, keep it up

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Dolly Rose @thedollyrose.bsky.social · 13/12/2024

thedollyrose.com I made a website! now available for pro-sub / kinky companion sessions under the supervision of a skilled Dominant. SF Bay Area providers: if you're interested in working with me, please reach out! the.dolly.rose@protonmail.com

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goddexx mayari • LA @goddexxmayari.bsky.social · 11/12/2024

if you see this, quote with a horror movie you love

movie poster for Tetsuo the Iron Man (1989)

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twink life in death @hontology.bsky.social · 09/12/2024

i had a fun weekend

bare thighs with cut marks and needles in it, tied together with threads across the legs

gloved hands pulling on thread attached to needles inserted in bare thighs. the thighs are bleeding

topless trans women with bandaged thighs taking a selfie in a mirror using a digital camera

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marina grlica 🌱 @dovesplants.bsky.social · 07/12/2024

sex workers are one of the most severely underclassed workforces in the world and western “leftists” continue to discredit and patronize us instead of unifying with the civilian proletariat in the fight for labor protections. it is so easy to radicalize us as socialists and yet we are never included

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goddexx mayari • LA @goddexxmayari.bsky.social · 07/12/2024

thank you for creating the space for us to do the scene in the first place!!! it was so lovely meeting you, I hope to attend another of your parties in the future <3

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goddexx mayari • LA @goddexxmayari.bsky.social · 06/12/2024

so glad you enjoyed!! aww I was so locked in that I barely noticed anyone / anything happening around us, you should've come and said hi! definitely would've let you play with her if you wanted, I love sharing my toys 🥰

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goddexx mayari • LA @goddexxmayari.bsky.social · 06/12/2024

would also love to be added to this pls!

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Io V Moon + LA/FMTY @serveiomoon.bsky.social · 28/11/2024

Not sure if you’re LA based but I added you to my LA Domme starter pack too 🙂 go.bsky.app/Veo3RCp

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Mistress Ophelia Margaux @opheliamargaux.bsky.social · 23/11/2024

I’ve not seen any SoCal or San Diego ProDomme starter packs, so please let me know if they are out there. Please let me know if you’d like to be added or removed or tag those you’d think would be interested. go.bsky.app/Ee1QH4s

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goddexx mayari • LA @goddexxmayari.bsky.social · 06/12/2024

❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

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