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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI

@glowinglola.bsky.social
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#edsky // ~ MDNI ~ 170cm/50kg she/her; 22y/o Backup: starvinglola.bsky.social

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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
not sure if I like it or not when people jokingly guess my weight. like yay, I'm irl sk1nny 👐🏻, but also damn I have to try harder 🗿
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
bought a gym membership only to not go because I panicked people would think I look like an idiot 🫡
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
I'm going to try and make some sort of schedule so I can lock in...
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
I said I would abuse it, but suddenly I'm a lamb. didn't take any more from that day. maybe taking it once a month is better, and my gut has time to repair itself
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
you know how in movies when people try to throw away cursed objects, they somehow return? I have this thing with my mayo bottle. I've tried countless times to throw it away but somehow it ends up back in the fridge? I know my parents are putting it back, but it already expired months ago 😭😭
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
went to the store and got a few bottles of soju and some gin. why was I not asked for an id, but when I buy a red bull it's like I committed the worst crime in the universe and have to identify myself, then have to listen to a lecture about all the negative effects of energy drinks????
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 19/09/2026
I'm so mad. I had a cracked tooth and went to the dentist to fix it but now it's worse. I had it cracked for over two years, and decided to finally get the gap filled in. why is it worse?? now I have cold sensitivity, and can't eat anything harder than boiled vegetables without hurting 😭😭😭
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 19/09/2026
ayy I can finally abuse lax again since I have a few days off work 🙌🏻
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
should i get my belly button piercing redone? (for the 4th time) (i promise I will avoid accidents this time... hopefully)
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
drank an entire bottle of wine, took a nap, and I genuinely feel so much better. body got a reset that was long overdue
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
no cause why can I see every bone in my chest and my thighs are still fat 🗿
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
I love the massage chair at work, id stay the entire day in it
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
as much as I like losing weight, I HATE having to modify my clothes so they fit me again
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
why are coffee stores closed in the weekend 😭
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
trying to figure out if I feel like eating today or if its another energy drink type of day
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
I can say that my accomplishment for this year is dropping one size in clothing. no idea how or when it happened, but I can wear size eu34 (pants) comfortably, and could probably go for 32 if I wanted a tight fit
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 28/08/2026
I think im finally over my cheese addiction? the past week every time i had a slice of cheese, I could only focus on the fatty texture it left in my mouth and it honestly makes me sick 🗿
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 27/08/2026
such a bad migraine...
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 27/08/2026
ughh and when I think a 9 hour shift awaits me 😫
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 27/08/2026
pls don't let it rain on my run 😭
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 26/08/2026
guess what everyone 🗿
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 26/08/2026
I don't know if this break helped me or broke me more. I left my Internet bubble and started existing more in real life - I got in 2 relationships, one casual and one serious; I also got promoted at work, and I have a 10+ friend group that I hang out with regularly
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 26/08/2026
social media break over?
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 06/03/2026
something changed in me at some point, because why am I getting a panic attack just thinking of the possibility of sending someone a message first? I can't even start conversations anymore ☹️
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 28/02/2026
can actually see 4 ribs in my chest area now. I'm so in love with them 😩 I worked hard to lose weight, and I'm happy I can finally see progress
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 28/02/2026
my stomach hurts so much from my flu meds 🥀
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 28/02/2026
HAHHA YESSS I ESCAPED THE 50KG PLATEU!!! hello to 49.7kg 🙏🏻🙏🏻💪💪💪 A WIN IS A WIN
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 27/02/2026
I fucking hate this month so much
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 27/02/2026
got a white monster omw to work because the store did y have my fav flavour and I forgot how much I hate it
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 27/02/2026
all I can do is sigh
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 27/02/2026
mother brought me breakfast and first thing I did was to reach for my phone to log cals and end my fast. I haven't been using cals and fast trackers since January 🫥
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 26/02/2026
why am I so impatient? went to sleep a couple of hours ago and I keep waking up every couple of minutes hoping the night passed already
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 26/02/2026
I have to take flu meds but I'm fasting and I don't think I should take any more pills on an empty stomach since they are really strong
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 25/02/2026
genuinely how's I supposed to work
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 25/02/2026
why is the lax finally doing its thing one hour before I have to go to work....
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 25/02/2026
been trying to eat as little as possible, and started with lax again. would have tried to be more active but my body is just not cooperative
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 25/02/2026
my brain is so fried from the flu 😩
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 20/02/2026
guess who is still plateuing fml. whatever. Just hope I lose at least 1kg by march. I'll see if I can reach my gw2 next month
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 18/02/2026
love coming home to my parents being angry at me for god knows what this time. fully giving me the stink eye and silent treatment
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 17/02/2026
if the light hits the right spot, I can slightly see my chest bones 🥺 🥺 🥰 🥰
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 17/02/2026
unfortunately I pulled an all nighter, and I don't even want to know how tired I will feel at work
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 17/02/2026
I want to grab an energy drink omw to work today but the cashiers have been extra nasty about age checking that I don't even want to go to the store anymore. just have to survive the switch from night shift to morning shift somehow...
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 15/02/2026
went to the countryside and one of my neighbours there asked me if I finally gained weight 🫥🫥 you know what this calls for....
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 13/02/2026
I'm going on a little trip to the countryside this weekend, with my parents and a friend, and I'm worried the friend will want to change together because she's a lil perv. I wouldn't mind, but I have fresh scars on my legs and I don't want her to know about them...
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 12/02/2026
this might sound nuts but I went from 18g to 10g in two weeks. no pain, sliding in smooth, just going with the vibes atp 🥀
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 12/02/2026
I'm having such a bad migraine, I can't 🥹
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 11/02/2026
it's hard not to believe everyone hates me when there are so many signs pointing at it
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 11/02/2026
why is staying silent so addictive? I could go my entire life without talking again
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 09/02/2026
lowkey tired because I am night shift, and my father turned on the intercom and someone called at 7am and I had to get out of bed to turn it off and my sleep went away 🥹🥹
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Lola ~ edsky ~ 🔞MDNI @glowinglola.bsky.social · 09/02/2026
bought a t-shirt in size 00. hoping it will fit me loosely by the time the weather warms enough
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