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gabey @gk29003.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

ohhhh I’m so excited it’s so fun getting to read your work AND getting to write this truly is best of both worlds

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gabey @gk29003.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

IT DOESNT GET ANY LESS COOL OR SCARY EACH TIME I LOOK AT IT… the detailing on the horse clothes (not changing my terminology you Will put up with me) is so good… crown prince hildred u scare me so terribly… I can’t wait to write a confrontation scene with u :)))

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mission SUCCESS @themiraculousec.bsky.social · 20/06/2026

Crown Prince Hildred from @gk29003.bsky.social and I's #sdawtde / #dawtde Carcosian Royalty AU. you can read it here: archiveofourown.org/series/6064016 pose referenced from here: www.worldhistory.org/image/15540/... [ #ec_art | #fanart | #thekinginyellow ]

A man in Roman Cavalry parade armor on a pale blond horse. The metal mask on his face is disturbingly emotionless. There's motifs related to The King in Yellow on his armor and the horse's tack: the yellow sign and pictographs of watching eyes.

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at some point they gotta blanket ban reassurance seeking from the other </3

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because otherwise how can derek love him unless he sees all of Avery’s intrusive thoughts and loves him anyway? meanwhile derek desperately Doesn’t want to use his knowledge to find out Avery’s inner thoughts because he’s convinced it will amplify them and make them worse somehow

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and at other times he’s obsessive, doesn’t know how to exist without Derek, terrified that the world won’t make sense without him. he confesses his every thought and begs derek to look inside his head and see everything; only then will he feel comfortable accepting Derek’s love

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oh god avery also has relationship ocd where he worries that his love for derek isn’t ‘real’ because he didn’t manage to stop him from trying to sacrifice himself and his compulsion is to reject affection which leads him into a cycle of feeling like a bad partner -> rejecting affection

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this also leads into his harm ocd where he’s scared of losing control and hurting someone. avery is scared that he already Has hurt people, derek is scared that he Will. ocd havers!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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on the other hand, derek with his infinite knowledge knows just how much of the world is left to chance, and knows logically that his actions have no power over fate. however since merging with hastur he’s terrified that he Has that control and has to sanitise his thoughts with compulsions

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having so many false memories of all the things he did on New Year’s Eve that indirectly caused Derek’s death to the point that he can’t actually remember what was real about that evening at all. avery thinking that him being alive means he has to atone forever

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no fr I might actually have to do some writing about this if my meds don’t arrive soon LOL. avery overcorrecting small details of every action he takes because he’s convinced the responsibility of keeping derek alive rests on him. avery getting stuck in hours-long rumination loops. post-dawtde avery

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avery Definitely has real event/false memory subtype as well as moral ocd and derek has harm ocd and magical thinking 🫡 and i? all of them actually

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hitting all of my fav characters with the moral OCD beam you will suffer too

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oh also before I forget derek has a service dog

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koby there is a universe where you are smart enough to fetch me things but it is not this one </3

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living alone is so good 95% of the time until u get sick and just have to deal with it. have to get ur own water and blankets n shit 🙄

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last night I started my writing with some sentence about avery waking up at 6am with a stomachache. guys you’ll never guess what woke me up at 5am #myprophecies

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every day I get closer to taking T for real

still thinking about this because I love lesbians on hormones. avery on testosterone derek on estrogen and progesterone god I love being queer

averythemayo you can be so butch I know it I know it

FUCK I saw a gifset of a butchfemme wedding from the 50s and I love being a lesbian I love specifically being a femme lesbian in a way that is not palatable to male dominated society ohhh I love lesbianism you beautiful beautiful thing you saved me

butchfemme slimeknight thank you for listening

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i want 2 draw derek business casual button up shirt sleeves rolled but I don’t think I’d survive it honestly

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when the yaoi got navigating physical disability <333333

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thinking now about avery getting depressed about not being able to do any of his hobbies because he’s in too much pain for most of them so derek teaches him things like coding and robotics and shit he can do sitting down in short bursts

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OH and the post-surgery feeling of being tired and wanting a proper shower and having to take meds every few hours and post-anaesthesia depression… love and devotion in moments of vulnerability my beloved

thinking (projecting) about avery still not being used to living with the pain and derek doing everything he can to bring him small joys… running him a hot bath and carrying him there the moment he’s cleared to submerge his body after surgery

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thinking about avery feeling awkward and self conscious that the guy he’s crushing on is So Kind that he booked a week off work to look after him. thinking about avery struggling to get around the house and derek waiting on him hand and foot being so attentive and preempting his needs

thinking about avery with so many friends but none who care enough to free their schedules to drive him home and look after him when he gets surgery. thinking about derek (they barely know each other) stepping up I know that’s right

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bro smacks a knee bandage on and continues with his life. my unbothered king you will need surgery at some point

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sorry averythemayo you’re not safe from projection in all its forms. painful knee injury be upon ye

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the amount of joy it brings me I’m so glad for the friendships born in the ao3 comments section

cue derek reading in bed with a little book light and avery fast asleep curled up into him. send TWEET or whatever u call it on here

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thinking about avery with insomnia heading into day 2 no sleep and stumbling round the house and derek pulling him to bed even though he’s not tired but he knows avery will only sleep if they’re in there together

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been sleeping a lot today so naturally I will be spending my evening thinking about my minecraft yaois and the soft vulnerability of allowing yourself to be tired around someone else

the mysterious 4th follower that I can’t see I love u. I wish I knew u

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avery showing him the ropes like how to carry himself in royal meetings and all the pointless etiquette he has to memorise and Derek’s like can we abdicate im begging you

derek torn between wanting to obey his every command and wanting to do what’s best for Avery’s rule ohhhh give me that conflicted knight I need him

I see your vision so so clearly and I see the secret knight lover and I ask for so much elaboration. yes we have an au like this already No I won’t ever tire of your thoughts on it

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tonight I am thinking about…. - derek hutchins - making a neocities website - royalty au tropes (give me masks and disguises give me seasonal festivals and customs give me assassination attempts) - pesto flatbread tomorrow? - derek hutchins again - for a third time

for our anniversary im going to get you a messy divorce xxx

u do not understand how impressive this is actually

mission SUCCESS @themiraculousec.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

Reposted by gabey

Avery and Derek center frame. Avery is sitting on a bench, turned towards Derek, and offering him blue orchids. He's smiling with his eyes closed. Derek is sitting on the ground, one leg outstretched and one knee up so he can rest his elbow on it, turned towards Avery. He has a gentle look in his eyes, tiny smile, and his hand on Avery's knee. The background of the artwork is traditional art/collage of Carcosa before its fall.

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