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Abraham

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“…heretic, relapsed apostate, and idolater…”

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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 21/12/2024
You must become unborn to be saved.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 21/12/2024
you don’t mean “invisible”, you mean “illegible”. pay attention. take some custody over your eyes.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 21/12/2024
clearing by grouper come be with me now in this dark dank place
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 20/12/2024
You know that I love you.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 17/12/2024
In the house of self-undoing, I saw your face. I desire to dissolve, to be redone.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 17/12/2024
I was drowning now I’m swimming :)
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 16/12/2024
I think thirty miles in a week might be perfect.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 16/12/2024
I dip when they capsize —
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 15/12/2024
when will God give me strength.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 15/12/2024
Every week is a tribulation, forty actual miles long.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 11/12/2024
I am praying first and foremost to the God who heard the complaint of the prophet Jeremiah ,
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 08/12/2024
manic depression is the spice of life.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 08/12/2024
as a matter of established legal fact, my right to go 120 in a 55 is secured & protected under the first and second amendments.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 08/12/2024
I was lifted OUT the LOWER fucking place, and I have no FEAR of FALLING.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 07/12/2024
Ethics really begins with the question, “Who is able & willing to harm me?”
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 07/12/2024
Mia Goth in that one scene in Infinity Pool where she pulls out a gun and opens indiscriminate fire after being startled
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 05/12/2024
I’m boutta sit & mindfully eat this yogurt!
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 04/12/2024
excellent, how excellent.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 04/12/2024
The distant heart secludes the place.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 03/12/2024
I’m the weird kid, I get it. I’m not as good or as pleasing as the other kids, I understand. But why must they be so mean about it?
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 03/12/2024
Some of the most important philosophical issues of our age are questions like “Why am I in so much emotional pain all the time?” and “Why has God abandoned me to suffer in silence and abjection?” and “What makes me so unlovable?”
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 03/12/2024
“I stood in the Divine Gaze of Lakshmi, the Goddess of Auspiciousness, and I felt my own power and beauty.”
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 03/12/2024
Every morning, I stand in the mirror with a knife in my hand. Sometimes I hide that knife behind my own back, but of course, I still know it’s there.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 03/12/2024
I have laid claim to the free & unmerited favor of God.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 01/12/2024
in fear of the mirror
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 29/11/2024
Listen closely! She will disclose the Law with a unique profundity!
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 27/11/2024
Stop being nice to me. Too much tenderness, and the suicidal thoughts will come back. Too much affection, and I’ll break wide open.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 27/11/2024
scorn, only scorn.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 27/11/2024
God promised me strength, speed, stamina, and grace. He promised.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 27/11/2024
*through tears and gritted teeth* thanks for showing me this photo you took of me! so pretty! I am grateful and I definitely won’t spiral into self harm over this innocuous trigger! luv u!
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 27/11/2024
saw a photo of myself & it ruined my night
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 27/11/2024
All of my problems can be traced back to the fact that I need things from other people. What an abject and abominable position to be in.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 27/11/2024
I don’t want to be loved; I want to be vindicated.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 24/11/2024
pure will in every moment, beloved
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 24/11/2024
I have to primal scream at least twice a day in order to remain functional.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 24/11/2024
I don’t have the benefit of a history.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 23/11/2024
music so loud it rattles my skull or dead silence. no point in bussyfooting around.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 23/11/2024
All praise to the God that answers prayers.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 23/11/2024
Nothing about being 35 to 45 makes you act like that. They choose to be that way. I swear to God I will choose differently.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 23/11/2024
Change is life, and also death. I am the body which is about to be torn apart.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 23/11/2024
What the fuck is wrong with you? Like, genuinely.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 23/11/2024
It was.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 23/11/2024
I have a car now. I dream of smashing into a highway divider at 90 miles an hour. God says I’m not allowed to do that. Instead, I must stay alive and be a vessel for the unconditional love He has for all of his terrible creatures.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 23/11/2024
Rage abides in my innermost place.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 22/11/2024
I warmed the stone with my hand. I skipped it across a lake, and it fell to the bottom. I lost my mind.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 22/11/2024
I cloaked the work in golden silence.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 21/11/2024
Tomorrow, I will be spending twelve straight hours in a movie theatre. I believe that this will be a renewal and a rebirth.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 20/11/2024
I have covered my mother in prayer.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 15/11/2024
God is not through with me yet.
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Abraham @giengien.bsky.social · 21/10/2024
third poem, 10/21

Not Empty

What I think tends to evaporate.
A preponderance of thoughts amounts to nothing.
For this reason, I am absent from this place.

I am naked and afraid in a clearing.
I am so tired, and I don’t need sleep.
Will you love me anyway?

You make me feel wretched and awful.
My name will not be found written in the Book of Life.
I see you over there, a chasm of terror between us.

How can I explain — ? What can I say?
A deer eludes its hunter in a densely-wooded place.
Let’s not break the blessed silence.
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