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milo

@ghostiesghostie.bsky.social
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personal/yap account for @ghostsjogging.bsky.social I am an adult. You can call me milo or ghost!

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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
what is a perfectly logical connection (I'm sure character X and Y look similar!), my brain just reads it as: you completely borked this, you fool. you absolutely failed to capture the likeness of these polygons you have FAILED. and then I feel like. embarrassed every time i look at it from then on
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Katt @sarcastickatt.bsky.social · 26/08/2026
We gotta get gaudier for Dolly, and weirder for Tim.
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 12/08/2026
Crazy fucked that I cant just say the words "hey im working but my cramps are so bad id rather be resting and wont be on cam for the meeting" because periods at base and trans men with periods cant just be treated like normal.
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 24/07/2026
WHAT A PRECIOUS FACE!
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Spring 💜🙂 @electroplasm.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
daft punk get lucky “like the legend of the penis”
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
Thank YOU for being a real one. It just sucks to see people waste time on being mean over such nothing stuff!!
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
Incremental improvement as I go! But its all so damn bleak sometimes. Im sorry you've had to deal with this, but im so happy to hear youre on the other side!!
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
Thank you so much for saying this. Legit crying (with relief). When you spend your whole life running on adrenaline, its like. I didnt even know this is how SHIT my body and mind could feel. It's been a month straight of this and I have the feeling it'll go on much longer. Not to say there isnt
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
Love you dearly my friend! You are a bright spot in my days 100% of the time
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
Tldr is: i fight tooth and nail daily to find hope and positivity because without it I will drown. Like hell I will let people I dont know on the internet take that away over fictional characters.
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
Energy on this crap. If you want fandom to be fun, make it fun! End rant. Sorry, just been on my mind for months and I decided that I don't have to be quiet all the time.
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
Its ridiculous. It's immature. Im in my 30s and do not *care* about this petty stuff. I hate seeing my friends bullied. And im annoyed that people go as far as to call me a n*zi or p*do just because I like takuto maruki as a character ffs. Get outside. Try to HELP people. Stop wasting your
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
Blame my mental health, my bad moments, my breakdowns on anyone else. If someone posts something you dont like you have tools to block, mute, disengage. Differing opinions or headcanons or what have you are not an excuse to make someone want to leave the fandom. Are not an excuse to anon bully.
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
Hate to me, my friends, the projects I have been on. There is no excuse. I know what its like to be insecure, angry, have my sense of justice wounded, feel like I suck or everyone hates me. I have never ever used that as an excuse to shame someone on anon. Put someone down on anon. I do not
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
On a semi related note to my word vomit thread just now, I do have another point id like to make. I dont like to stir the pot. I dont like to cause drama or say much online in general if im honest. But several times in this fandom, people have used poor mental health as an excuse to send anon
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
I hear getting through this is how you get to a life where trauma isnt shaping you anymore. I cant fathom what that is like, but it sounds nice.
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
Long rant. Things I usually loathe to share online. I dont want to be a nuisance to the people I love any more than I already am. Or think I am. My friends and husband are fantastic. But its easier for me to confess at no one and everyone at once than directly. Im not going to give up hope because
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
Knows how to compartmentalize. I guess I should be complimented my brain is doing this because it feels like it can handle it. Its strange to be so nonstop battered but also calmer than I've been in a long time. I always feel much better when I give in and really cry about something. This is a
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
Because I am admitting this is the hardest thing I have ever had to do and im genuinely scared sometimes it wont stop. I dont have the energy to go walking anymore. I feel dizzy a lot. I have talked to professionals. This is what healing severe complex trauma feels like when your brain no longer
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
Purge whatever emotion has been building all day. It's hard. Not a day goes by I dont ask out loud or to myself: will it ever stop? Will I ever get better? Will life ever feel like living again? My sleep is interrupted every night. I am always tired. Tears are pouring down my face writing this
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
Friends. My mind is there. Showing me memories. Reminding me of sad things. I am not fully engaged in reality in any moment of time anymore. One weekend ago I went half an hour where time slipped by without thought. I have a routine now. Get through the work day, dissociate for an hour or two, then
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
Regrettably, every second if every day is thinking. Even tho emdr is helping me get my anxiety down etc., the processing is so much. I do not enter flow state. If im drawing, im still thinking about how awful I feel. If im working, same thing. Laying in bed. Playing a game. Watching TV. Talking to
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mari六 @shrimpribs1.bsky.social · 27/06/2026
pocky game but nothing can be just a simple challenge between these two #shuake
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 25/06/2026
I LAUGHED.
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 25/06/2026
some people in this fandom really need to relax and practice bringing the energy they want brought to them publicly *and* privately. get off anon and curate your space and don't mind the rest. we can all be mature individuals that drive fandom in a positive direction.
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 25/06/2026
you've got this!!!
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King of Red Dragons @kingofreddragons.bsky.social · 21/06/2026
Happy Birthday to the Emperor #FE3H #エーデルガルトフォンフレスベルグ生誕祭2026
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 18/06/2026
I took a photo of him nearly every day for 15 years. Just the gap in my photo album hits hard sometimes.
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 18/06/2026
I just want people to see his face to know he existed and to know that I loved him so so much.
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しゃもじ @shamojipe.bsky.social · 10/06/2026
💨
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 07/06/2026
Im thinking we will see p4r stuff today.
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 07/06/2026
I firmly believe that there should be more media of two men loving one another platonically. But this shit that comes out of Dimitris mouth w/ m!Byleth is straight up gay.
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 31/05/2026
Okay im gettinf the hang of this shit in fire emblem. Im starting this battle over just cause I know i can do it better. Sorry I murdered you Ferdinand
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indui @monstermonger.bsky.social · 14/05/2026
A friend in an alleyway
a black cat stands in a brick alleyway overgrown with wildflowers. It looks up curiously.
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 12/05/2026
Yuck. Ew, even.
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 19/04/2026
Doing my part
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 16/02/2026
Id give near anything to just hug my cat one more time. I miss him so much.
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 16/02/2026
PMS is a fuck because it comes in multiple flavors and they all suck. This cycles flavor is: im a fool im a fool im a fool i have annoyed every human I have ever interacted with. At least I have candy. 😏
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 04/02/2026
Oughhhh the meetings are back to back today. My body becomes anxiety lmao
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 04/01/2026
Too fast does a damn number on you and ive spent the last 2 weeks with a wildly dysregulated nervous system. Ive stopped losing weight and my body feels like jelly but it did it man. Im ready to get back to being me and ill make damn sure it happens >:3
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 04/01/2026
Huge fucking strides today. Woke up and said enough is enough. I got my ass out of bed. Ate. Cleaned. Finally sat down to draw. After 2 weeks of being essentially bedridden from anxiety, this was huge for me. It hasn't been comfortable or pleasant but I did it anyway. Trauma processing too much
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 27/12/2025
trashed my body so I opted to rest even though I was feeling restless. But even sitting and doing not much my mind stayed mostly calm!
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 27/12/2025
I made it through today *mostly* anxiety free! Definitely not the from waking until sleeping episodes I have been having! I thought a lot about it and reminded myself that it's my choice to continue staying in the pot and ruminating. It was boring bc weeks of prolonged anxiety have really
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 11/12/2025
I have some!!! I just havent been drinking it.
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 11/12/2025
RIGHT!! Im holding out for p4 for sure and getting my clown makeup for p6
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 11/12/2025
Game awards tomorrow.......
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 11/12/2025
The look on my face right now as I read up on caffeine withdrawal and realize its a perfect match for everything im feeling??? Apparently quitting caffeine can violently fell the most well adjusted of adults. The fog, the anxiety, the insomnia, the nausea. Dear god. I didnt even quit on PURPOSE.
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 06/12/2025
SCORE
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milo @ghostiesghostie.bsky.social · 05/12/2025
Literally this (im ok now tho)
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