George @georgecostanza.me · 29/09/2026Dead Internet theory (I am screaming into the void and all of you are bots, this is not lost on me) 130
George @georgecostanza.me · 29/09/2026Followed someone, they followed me back. I left a random reply on a post about a decision they had to make (it was smth dumb like whether to have another coffee) and they responded “I knew I could count on you” way to out urself as a bot lmao tf you knew I was going to say, you followed me 5 min ago 130
George @georgecostanza.me · 29/09/2026Apparently you know who made a comment about “sleepy joe Biden” and then literally fell asleep on camera like 15 seconds later. I’m sorry, that is so fucking funny. 0122
George @georgecostanza.me · 24/09/2026I don’t have BPD but I still can absolutely relate because I’ve been told the same thing, or have obviously pushed people away by letting my guard down. :( 010
George @georgecostanza.me · 24/09/2026I’ve noticed some friends on this app have kind of pulled away and don’t engage with my posts that much anymore. Just another case of me being too much, I’m guessing. I’ve always been too much for people. 110
George @georgecostanza.me · 19/09/2026I tried starting a Black Metal Monday trend for myself like a friend did on Mastodon, but then someone I respect made a joke about it and so I never bothered again :( 010
George @georgecostanza.me · 19/09/2026Angine de Poitrineeeee gonna rush these two albums bc I’m pretty familiar w them already 100
George @georgecostanza.me · 19/09/2026First up, relistening to this. Mute Swan is fantastic but I don’t remember much else about the album, unfortunately authorandpunisher.bandcamp.com/album/noctur...authorandpunisher.bandcamp.comNocturnal Birding, by Author & Punisher8 track album 100
George @georgecostanza.me · 19/09/2026Cravings are bad today and it’s giving me akathisia. Gonna go ahead and rate some albums to take my mind off of it: rateyourmusic.com/~cold_warrateyourmusic.com 150
George @georgecostanza.me · 19/09/2026Just kidding, I want to backseat game so badly in this game that I feel like I’m going to explode 😭😭😭 150
George @georgecostanza.me · 19/09/2026Spending Friday night watching Jay play the new Fire Emblem game on the TV. I love watching him play games. I’m not a backseat gamer either, lmao 020
George @georgecostanza.me · 15/09/2026lol not surprised. These weird sugary coffee drinks always manage to give me diarrhea whereas I’m fine with straight regular coffee. 000
George @georgecostanza.me · 15/09/2026Well, not just. I also need to get into shape and complete training. But I’m more worried abt the substance abuse diagnosis tbh. Idk what it takes to get it changed? Gonna need to speak w my doctors. 040
George @georgecostanza.me · 15/09/2026Wheels are turning and I’m leaning more and more towards becoming a paramedic — I just need to get my substance abuse diagnosis changed so that it’s “in the past” and not “active” 170
George @georgecostanza.me · 12/09/2026Jay didn’t know today was 9/11 and so he didn’t know why I was sending him so many 9/11 memes 😭 this guy lives under a complete rock and I envy him for it 020
George @georgecostanza.me · 01/09/2026His office voicemail says to give them 5 days to get to refill requests 010
George @georgecostanza.me · 01/09/2026I would like to be able to refill my prescription, doctor pls (he hasn’t responded to my refill request yet) 110
George @georgecostanza.me · 28/08/2026I didn’t unfollow them but I did mute them after this one because it just kept going on and on… 020
George @georgecostanza.me · 28/08/2026I have a moot who keeps getting into the most cringe fights that end up on my timeline This app becomes a much more pleasant experience when you don’t pick losing battles with everyone imo 130
George @georgecostanza.me · 27/08/2026I followed a guy who often posts music recommendations and he signs off every single one with this presumably AI generated image of himself 😭 130
George @georgecostanza.me · 27/08/2026This was pretty eye opening about my usage. I’m in this app way too often throughout the day and I’m going to try to make a concerted effort to scale back and occupy my time with irl things instead. I always seem to fail when I try this, but man, this app is turning into a maladaptive coping habit 130
George @georgecostanza.me · 26/08/2026Y’all ever get like… not a hangnail but it’s like the skin at the corner of your nail gets kinda pulled back from the nail bed and it hurts and you can’t stop thinking about it or noticing it 210
George @georgecostanza.me · 25/08/2026Feels good, man. Zepbound is a miracle drug tbh. Haven’t even changed any of my habits really, though it does make me cut way down on snacking throughout the day. 080
George @georgecostanza.me · 24/08/2026Telling myself to be easy on myself because the State Fair begins this week. Some weight gain is going to be inevitable lol 030
George @georgecostanza.me · 24/08/2026Uh oh, mutuals from two completely different spheres have gotten into a fight on the timeline 150
George @georgecostanza.me · 23/08/2026Took yesterday’s guanfacine dose late in the day and today’s dose early in the morning so I think they stacked and I have absolutely zero energy today. My blood pressure is way too low. 000
George @georgecostanza.me · 20/08/2026Fall is coming and my SAD is starting to flare up already 😭 (I am a curious case, I get SAD during the transition seasons only) 120
George @georgecostanza.me · 19/08/2026BMI is a bullshit metric but I can say that I am no longer medically classified as obese 👏🏻 thanks zepbound 080
George @georgecostanza.me · 19/08/2026normally I can let smartass replies roll off me but I’ve been finding myself very tested over the past couple of weeks. May or may not be why I’ve been posting less than normal recently. 030
George @georgecostanza.me · 17/08/2026I gotta renew my passport this week — they’ve made it so much easier, now you can do the whole renewal process online 140
George @georgecostanza.me · 10/08/2026I once joined a general public (black?) metal chatroom on soulseek out of curiosity. I think I lasted literally 10 seconds before I left. Shit reminded me of the worst chatrooms of the ‘00s. 030
George @georgecostanza.me · 08/08/2026This has hit the discovery and a bunch of people with “blue” in their bios are liking this post with zero context about the situation. I guess I appreciate the sentiment lol 060
George @georgecostanza.me · 07/08/2026You may have already considered these other things but just in case — I remember reading a whole thread about it where people were having revelations after someone shared this info lol 110
George @georgecostanza.me · 07/08/2026One thing I’ve heard *some* ppl say is that they thought they had problems with their mask and it actually turned out to be that their pressure and/or humidity settings were the issue. Some people claim it was even due to the heated tube. And once those were adjusted the mask became a non-issue 110
George @georgecostanza.me · 07/08/2026I hope you do! I’m at the point where I don’t think about the mask when it’s on (when I started using a CPAP I would fixate on my breathing as I fell asleep every night). It took months to get there though. 110
George @georgecostanza.me · 07/08/2026Thanks 🫂 sometimes it really does feel better to vent in a space like this rather than in a journal that only I will ever see or to my therapist. My therapist is amazing don’t get me wrong lol but it’s almost like she knows my situation *too* well and I just want other eyes on it. 010
George @georgecostanza.me · 07/08/2026Gotta say, yawning while wearing the nose-only mask for a CPAP is not satisfying. It’s the opposite. It feels like air is suddenly being forced through my nose and down my throat and the yawn basically gets pushed back down into my chest. I’ve become very good at suppressing yawns. 150
George @georgecostanza.me · 07/08/2026Deleted the rant from this morning (as expected). I try not to let really personal details out on here and keep things purposely vague like “depressed today” or w/e because frankly you guys aren’t my therapists & didn’t sign up to get dumped on like that. But sometimes posts slip thru the cracks 😪 110
George @georgecostanza.me · 04/08/2026(The circles are the days that I gave myself the shot, there were some weigh-ins inbetween but I try to limit myself to at most two weigh-ins a week so I don’t develop an unhealthy fixation) 021
