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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 23/09/2026

seeing it all laid out like this i feel like such an edgelord lol. since it's "games that shaped who i am" i went for games from adolescence that have Stuck with me my9games.net

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 25/08/2026

>mercari >hardly ever use it >they don't send any notifs if i don't manually log in >someone complains at me for not responding to a message i didn't even know about >try to update profile to note i usually don't get messages >they won't let me say "mercari" in description >?????

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 22/07/2026

>official tgcf popup shops for merch release announced >no online ordering >only 5 in us >2 in ca par for the cou- oh shit there's one in ohio??? >only 2 hours away??? >can't find anything about the store at this mall >exact address doesn't bring anything up either i've been hua cupcake blocked 😭

a plushie of hua cheng from the series heaven official's blessing, popping out of a cupcake

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 10/07/2026

my lower back is killing me early onset backbone disease discs losing fluids grinding vertebrae in my spiiiiine doctor order an mri

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 01/05/2026

i would call myself generous but it's bc of that generosity that i'm getting more and more livid about this kind of shit

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 29/03/2026

whoever decided signing in to your google account on pc needs a separate device and at least 5 different fucking steps should be put down

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 10/03/2026

naturally this is the og but really? you expect me to use any adobe product, no less illustrator, and not consider it a burden?

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 10/03/2026

desperately need this on a button for my itabag that i take to school where i study graphic design

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 09/03/2026

>"""reminder""" message on sunday when office is closed >link to SIGN IN for appointment via text >doesn't say what the appointment's for or what doctor it's with >"you can get that information in our app" it was absolutely useless thanks

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 12/02/2026

psychiatrist: so how have you been coping? my wishlist:

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 11/02/2026

a taskbar can say a lot about a person 😭

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 04/09/2025

i love this moment so much and am still so boggled xl didn't Get It right then and there hc out here like:

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 04/09/2025

me at danmei book club discussing occult unhinged yaoi (except i'm also doing my nails)

an old man cartoon character laying on a fluffy pink rug, kicking his feel, twirling a rotary phone cord around his finger. there is a heart shaped box of chocolates and records around him. his expression is a mix of delighted and sadistic. it is reminiscent of a teenage girl gossiping

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 11/07/2025

school delayed registering my summer practicum made me ineligible for fafsa → they hit me with a balance → can’t register for fall w/ balance → no fall = no aid returns = no income = no 2nd degree >planned this since fall 2024 >registered on time >all of this b/c someone didn’t click "approve"

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 29/06/2025

i need this blown up at least 50x

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 29/06/2025

so mad at myself. i managed to go an entire spread without messing things up so badly until the last stamp i added bc i thought it was cute, but then i accidentally doubled up 😭

bullet sleep tracker spread journal that came out fairly well. there is a stamp of a sleeping cat in the corner

bullet journal sleep tracker that would have come out well were it not for a stamp accidentally applied twice

a close up of the stamp that was accidentally applied twice. it is a happy cat, awake, lying on it's back on a pillow

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 26/05/2025

this is actually galaxy brain omg it got worse btw lmao this is AFTER i did the favor she was hounding me for, after she wasted an hour and a half of my time, and threw off my plans for the night to ask if she could borrow my motorcycle, interrupting me and my situationship

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 23/05/2025

me explaining to my situationship what ao3 is and how no, it's not a hookup forum, i just closed the tab fast when he walked up behind me because i'm blind and have it zoomed in to 200% and what i read on ao3 is between me and god

a young person explaining a concept with a serious and near pained expression, juxtaposed with a concerned looking older person hearing about the concept

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 19/05/2025

>sign on for start of semester >don't see practicum on my schedule >professor never approved the registration >threw off my entire financial aid award >going to have to go to campus to fill out late registration paperwork >i've already been working on projects

seth from the comic ennead, quirking a brow and scoffing in petulant disbelief

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 25/04/2025

that penultimate line of this reads like a crescendo into axe grinding shrill violin notes

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 13/04/2025

i didn't have caps the other day but when i saw it i thought of this post

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 11/04/2025

the little embellishment at the bottom 😂 your dad:

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 30/03/2025

more tell it like it is headlines plz

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 28/03/2025

this is possibly the most ridiculous propaganda i've seen. ex-soldier window cleaner goes diehard on "extreme energy activists" who take hostages at an energy corporation's gala

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 08/03/2025

unironically included this as part of an essay question on my social media marketing midterm

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 08/03/2025

MY MARKETING PROFESSOR FUCKING ROCKROLLED ME IN A POWERPOINT LECTURE??? www.youtube.com/watch?v=dQw4...

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 08/03/2025

beginning to think the only time she sleeps is when im at my desk

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 03/03/2025

opened up chrome and they hit me with this. they've purposefully made it less secure and useful. i now have no reason to use them

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 03/03/2025

I'm pretty grouchy this morning.

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 29/08/2024

these are the texts from saturday night. i'm no angel and probably didn't handle it well, but the fact remains he was punishing me for doing nothing wrong by denying me a toilet

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 29/04/2024

youpay lets you list your social media accounts and the only masculine username example they have is for onlyfans and it's jack harkness. from doctor who

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 11/04/2024

crayola going tf OFF with free coloring pages

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 01/04/2024

i imagine some folks are wondering "what the hell is she being dramatic about now" so here's all the roadblocks so far they sure do like to punish poor people for being poor

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 21/03/2024

idk the nsfw situation on bluesky so to be safe if you use twitter i'm also selling tit pics there lol twitter.com/stiffening/s...

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nathaniel clearwater @gensoukai.net · 11/02/2024

nObOdY wAnTs To WoRk AnYmOrE

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