🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 11/10/2026It also sucks that I'm so busy with school. But I can't do much about that. 😭 Like, even if I weren't scared of being in a relationship again, I don't think I have the free time for it 😔 020
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 11/10/2026A part if me wishes that I was traumatized enough to want nothing to do with love and intimacy but my stupid brain still yearns for closeness while also being terrified of letting anyone close enough to hurt me in a catastrophic way again lol. 120
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 02/10/2026Also school has stolen all of my energy and free time. v__v 010
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 02/10/2026Yes, someone should hold my hand and take me on dates and admire how smart and sexy I am... But my autistic demi ass isn't getting on a dating app sbfksbg 110
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 02/10/2026My classmate: you should download tinder Me: I would rather scoop my eyes out with a spoon 120
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 19/09/2026I don't want to know what anyone says about me. Everyone involved in throwing a grenade into my life was blocked because I don't want to kms lol. Don't tell me when they talk shit I don't wanna knowwwww 😭 I don't lurk or check their accs because that's self harm babyyyyyyy I don't want to know!!!! 011
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 19/09/2026Weird to cheat on, gaslight, and then dump your partner after they move to a different country for you to then walk around talking about them like they ruined YOUR life. Go to therapy omg. 100
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 17/09/2026I think when u use ur trauma as an excuse to traumatize someone else u should have to pay for ur victim's therapy lol 010
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 09/09/2026I heard a quote earlier that said "People who need therapy don't come to us, their victims do" and I was like hey stop directing content at me >:V Tho tbf I needed therapy after what happened to me LOL. 020
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 09/09/2026I finished therapy a couple of months ago but I still find myself having to really remind myself that my feelings of care and affection are not a burden on others. My ex was just a really messed up person who lied a lot. 130
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 27/08/2026But it was nice to help make them feel welcome in a new country/city yay 010
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 27/08/2026I helped give the new students a tour of the city.... I am le tired..... 110
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 26/08/2026It's confusing being a human. Sometimes I feel like I never really understand anyone. 020
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 19/08/2026I spent three months with family and very close friends and now I'm back home and miss getting hugs v__v 020
Reposted by 🐊🐱𝚊𝚙𝚛𝚒𝚕🌷 @aprilovebird.bsky.social · 08/07/2026I really enjoyed watching the amazing digital circus! Pomni is so cute ❤️✨💙 #art ⊹ #pomni ⊹ #cuteart ⊹ #tadc ⊹ #digitalcircus ⊹ #theamazingdigitalcircus 7543146
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 16/08/2026Rearranged my computer Nd art space though... It feels nice. School friend might have an extra cable thing for me to use with my laptop so I can have multiple displays and swap between it and my desktop easier. Yayyy 020
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 03/08/2026Going home in a week... A little sad and anxious buy also looking forward to getting back into a routine. Wahooo 030
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 25/07/2026Like to catch and release them so that the cats don't eat them... Be freeeee When I was in Guatemala, there were big spiders that lived in all the houses, but they always stayed on the walls, and they hunted scorpions, so us and the spiders happily coexisted. 010
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 23/07/2026You didn't... But I'm happy you made it through all of that to today, despite how bad it felt. You're strong and loved! 010
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 23/07/2026Honestly the energy drink earlier today probably didn't help. 020
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 23/07/2026Feeling a little sad and anxious and gay and wanna be held for a while v__v Idk what is up with my brain boooo 150
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 16/07/2026Needed a better laptop for school so my family helped me get one. I immediately covered it in stickers... 040
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 16/07/2026You follow less than 30 people. Genuine was not the impression you gave. Kinda snarky is more like it lol. If you follow tens of thousands of accounts, you are not looking for artists or friends to engage with. It's bot behavior. Or farming follow backs. 010
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 16/07/2026Once in a while! I'm visited friends and family away from home for a few weeks atm. But if you're interested in a commission we could discuss it. In pretty slow with art until I'm back home though. Did you have something in particular in mind? 000
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 16/07/2026When I get followed by an account that followes 50,000 accounts I just block it theres no way you're here to look at my art lol 3293
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 16/07/2026It will be fine but it's taken 3 bandaids to stop the bleeding and its very inconvenient and sore RRRRRRR 111
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 16/07/2026Me: I'm gonna draw today after I finish cleaning Also me: /slices my finger open on my dominant hand while washing dishes/ 110
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 10/07/2026Just worried that her being pissed off is gonna lead to her emailing me instead of continuing to talk with the go-between. 000
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 10/07/2026I started having a 3rd party communicate with her and I know it pisses her off but I can't handle more messages like what she sent me the last few times. 110
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 30/06/2026Sick but still happy I'm visiting my parents here in Guatemala again :) 020
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 18/06/2026She shows up with short hair in the movie and I was like I want to be that cool but also princess carry me please????? 030
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 18/06/2026Utena was one of the first characters that I was like????? Do I want to be her or do I have a crush???? 100
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 18/06/2026Thinking about revolutionary girl utena again... Gotta watch it for like the 10th time... 110
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 08/06/2026Friends got me back into reading!!!! Started reading Dungeon Crawler Carl. My dungeon darlin Carlin Also got a copy of Project Hail Mary to read on my flight home. I'm very obsessed with Rocky rn after watching the movie. 030
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 16/05/2026Sending hugs... I'm sorry things are so rough rn. You deserve to be heard and understood!!! 110
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 16/05/2026Still very hurt but I feel much more capable of being kind to myself and helping myself heal. 140
🐊🐱 @gatogator.bsky.social · 16/05/2026Part of my last therapy session was bringing in some art (sketches were all I had time for) about how I felt during the first session and how I sorta feel now. 150
