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im not lazy i really dont wnat to be lazy

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i sont wanna be laY i wanna do everything im old enough and i can learn and i can be taight i want to do stuff i want to do all i can for myself and friends and family so i dOnt underSTAND WHY I CANT DO ANYTHING

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go look at your stupid phone

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still? could be worse! i should be thankful for everything i’ve got and wow hey it’s really not so bad you know why don’t you cheer up?? it’s that easy lol just go for a jug and a run and a walk everyday and ou youre doing that? welllllllllllllllllll just kill yourself

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i dont hav anywhee to go if i wasnt here. you whine about me nt having friends even though we moved states every year and dont let me do anythin i dont want to be myself if its this shameful and its just so pitiful tryig to act and ohhh so many excuses that are just so lame and gay just die alrwady

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but tou still let me stay here. thanks. i guess its a place to sleep and eat and jerk off whatever but its just so stupid all the time because i dont wven do anyhting. why bother. just go find someone else

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you say rhat when youre angry and only get madder when i dont know. i dont know ok. i dont know anything and im not supposed to do anything ok my existence is to just waste your money and piss you off ok? thats how its been since forever and i guess i cant so anything anout it so

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like what are we rvern sharing a room for in your house where you costantly say i look like shit and im a stone faced statue with no life. it has been thgat way for yeara sonce i was a teenager how are you not doing anthing to hlep me z. i guess. you do ask. you say then when youre angry and then

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like what do you want me to do youw ere suppose to tel me stuff and now you dont bwauss “im an adult you should know how to live bby kow” no i dont becaus i was sshuposed to you were . i sont want beef eih tou i rrally try my best hut if im just so useless to you and to ymslef what am i suppsed to

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loser loserface @furfrag.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

because tis like wow how does . what am i supposed to do here

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i say a lot of bullshit for someone who cries way too easily well. would-be crying. it's mostly just being idle in my chair and feeling awful. i wish i could cry like that.

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loser loserface @furfrag.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

sharing a room with my mom . torment nexus forever

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loser loserface @furfrag.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

need to unlearn daydreaming so I can actually start doing stuff

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loser loserface @furfrag.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

I'd talk about my life but it's really not that interesting. I guess over this weekend an employee came over in self-checkout and scanned a bunch of items I already scanned and hit the "tap to finish and pay" button for me. like fuckk you man. why. why would you do that. why would you do that.

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loser loserface @furfrag.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

what else... what else to complain about...

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loser loserface @furfrag.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

no I didn't learn how to paint or draw

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loser loserface @furfrag.bsky.social · 06/07/2026

i should probably learn how to paint. probably.

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loser loserface @furfrag.bsky.social · 26/06/2026

im not really obsessed with anytihng. i dont really LOVE anything. and. I don't know. I guess I LIKE a lot of stuff. I wish I could do MORE for the stuff I like. but I don't LOVE it enough. I don't know.

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I need to stop dreaming of the fantasy where I reveal "oh by the way guys I'm really good at art. I'm so useful and talented. I can do anything. Look at this stuff. I was hiding it. But now I'm not. Look at all this cool stuff I did. I'm so cool, right guys?" IT HAS BEEN YEARS!!! DO IT ALREADY!!!!

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whatever bro start drawing. start creating. start doing anything, man.

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I don't know. Maybe we could've done more. I wouldn't of known, anyway. She wouldn't of, either. I'm not sure. I don't know. I guess it's something that happened. Inconclusive. Whatever! I need to start setting things in stone. Definitive... ... Later, though.

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I don't really know about my mom. She promised me I would finally stay in a school district for once, but it was at the cost of having to live in the same house as a guy who constantly goes crazy and actively refuses all meds. Since he was the one paying for it also...

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It's just pretty bad to say (write) "out loud" ... Obviously I don't want someone to die. But I really don't think I can make up living through that throughout my entire teen years. Having to hide in my room and lock my door and pretend I'm asleep or away. Nonsense. Ugh !!!

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Also downing an entire powerline with a crashed car that he somehow survived miraculously. Like GOD!!! dammit man. You know? I don't want him like. DEAD. But if it happened, I would probably be a little relieved. This is getting a bit personal, but I guess that's what this whole page is for.

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Seriously though. He crashes his cars constantly, or gets them repo'd for being too expensive, or gets a DUI that doesn't suspend his license somehow after getting one multiple times?

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He's probably going to come back though. Somehow. Being in the mental hospital and jail multiple times didn't stop him. I guess his choice of being homeless in a city won't either? Whatever, I get some breathing room in at least.

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Maybe I could've done more to help him, but you lose that spark to assist someone after he threatens to rip your head off multiple times after hitting you.

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Clearly conscious, but just making the worst decisions. A random man you've never met guilts you for money in the form of apple gift cards, and you just kept doing it. Over and over again, even when I told them to stop.

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I don't know. It must be horrible, right? But I can't do anything. It's awful to say but after so long, you just can't help somebody anymore after trying everything. They were getting old, still capable of doing stuff. But far from it at the same time.

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something haunts me now. it was horrible to witness. but after dealing with an awful parent for years, finally seeing them leave me was. I don't know. I guess it was something. I guess. I guess. I don't really know what to make of it. I guess I can finally move on now that they're gone.

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motivation. motivation to do things because I WANT TO. not a passing thought that thinks “I guess that would be cool.” NO!! I WILL WORK FOR IT!! BECAUSE I WANT IT!!

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why is my username on here “furfrag” i haven’t even talked about a video game like once i think. nonetheless an arena shooter!! maybe my life would be better if I just posted whatever I wanted on here

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like when a man 4x your age asks for your phone to play games on its just so. oh my gosddd… man. ugh

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i feel awful for ignoring those in need. not like IGNORING ignoring but then ita like. “no, sorry. I can’t. best of luck” ans thn… URGHHHHHHH why cant i just let go of things

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