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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 01/06/2026

Yayayayay got my antidepressants again so now my brain meat can stop it with the horrible zapping and dizziness weeeeeeee

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 17/05/2026

You're in her DMs. I'm brandishing in a McDonald's carpark. We are not the same.

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 11/05/2026

I think I'd like to stick my head under an industrial press rn

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 11/05/2026

Y'all out here talking to your phones and other tech, I'm talking to this small picture of Mikey I keep in my pocket, we are not the same

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

You think all those people on that ship were confused to see half the world saying they should have been carpet bombed off the map?

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

Not to be like...horny on main or anything but why am I not being held down and milked rn? 🥲

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

Feel like death, turns out fighting 3 infections at once is very taxing on the body, I'm not eating (too much pain to try) and all I'm doing is popping pills, antibiotics, painkillers and SSRIs...can't be good for my liver

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 07/05/2026

Turns out my chest infection wasn't viral this time and because the doctor wouldn't see me it spread from my chest to my tonsils to my sinuses and now I'm being attacked by 3 infections all at once fml

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 07/05/2026

I'm giving up, none of my hobbies spark joy anymore, I've all but given up on eating and sleep is a rare phenomenon these days. I don't really feel alive and I can't say I feel like I'm living...more just autopiloting through this shit until something interesting happens

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 01/05/2026

Took some painkillers to work and I didn't get paracetamol or ibuprofen, I got this turkish named stuff and they're bright blue, all I could find out when I googled em is that they're prescription strength painkillers...oops...

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 28/04/2026

When you think about it, smoking a bowl with a bong is uniting the 4 elements, you got fire to burn the weed, earth where the weed comes from, the water in the bong and air when you inhale...therefore I'm the Avatar

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 25/04/2026

Having so many plushies that I've lost 60% of my bed to em is so fun...until it's time to change the bedding...augh

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 25/04/2026

Pragmata is a very fun game and I would take a bullet for Diana

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 25/04/2026

If I ask an American friend for a coffee and I see em pouring that weird espresso concentrate into a cup of creamer, I'm airing that bitch out

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

If I'd known Saint Agnes were in Dead Island 2 I'd have played this game years ago honestly, banger choice on the song too

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

Other people: OMG Sekiro anime! Dark Souls anime! Elden Ring movie! Me: FROMSOFT! MAKE ANOTHER ARMORED CORE GAME WITHOUT MAKING ME WAIT ANOTHER DECADE AND MY LIFE IS YOURS!!!!

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 21/04/2026

There are times when I miss FFXIV and all the friends I made on there but considering most of them dropped outta the game during DT and I wasn't really connecting with the story or characters I feel like it was a good stopping point for me. I might return eventually but for now? Naaaaaaah

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 21/04/2026

I'm sick as fuck and I gotta say...I'm so glad I got a case of Pocari Sweat cause this shit has been the only thing keeping me alive atp, thank you Japan for your miracle water

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 21/04/2026

Call me woke or whatever but I think alarm bells should be going off when we have government officials talking about scrapping the Human Rights Act...

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 20/04/2026

Which Resident Evil character is eating your ass the best and why is it the Licker?

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 20/04/2026

If you're ever feeling sad and pathetic, just remember, there are people out there who cry, piss their pants and smash shit up when their favourite team loses at sports

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 18/04/2026

It's funny to me that the most listened to songs on my Spotify this year and last year have he predominantly transfem musicians, Femtanyl and VocaloKAT carrying my playlists rn :3

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 17/04/2026

Went to Liverpool for hospital and decided I was gonna finally buy myself some MTG cards...so I went and snagged this ;3 you know I had to get the FFVII crossover 💗

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 17/04/2026

This might be the only funny thing I've ever said 😔

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Kalahari @kalahari.bsky.social · 16/04/2026

The First Day of Summer

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 16/04/2026

Admiral: we're gaining on the enemy ship, they're moving North at 150 knots Petty officer (secretly a furry): mmmmm...150 knots...

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Hex @hexcat.bsky.social · 13/04/2026

Happy 20 years of Neil banging out the tunes 🐀🎶🎉

Neil banging out the tunes April 13, 2006

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 13/04/2026

Every year Coachella comes up on my socials and it's always a bunch of entitled white folk complaining about shit or trying to be relatable as if they haven't just blown enough money to feed a family for a month 💀

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 12/04/2026

Getting back into fighting games has been fun, watching myself go from "I will press all buttons at the same time" to genuinely pulling off some of the most evil pressure combos as Elphelt is very satisfying if I'm honest

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 07/04/2026

Honestly, I couldn't give less of a shit that Netflix are killing JJBA because my anime of the year (Dorohedoro) is finally back after 6 fucking years eeeeeeeee

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 06/04/2026

Weekend with the fiance over, glad I got to see em, I really needed it. Unfortunately I'm on my way home now which means going from speaking to being completely silent and having no one to talk to...

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 05/04/2026

If you've ever gone out of your way to kill a spider just know I'll be going out of my way to skin your family :3

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re🐠mane🐠dur @remanedur.bsky.social · 01/04/2026

what happened?

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 01/04/2026

Italian mob boss who's also gay so instead of kissing his friends and associates on the cheek he kisses em on the lips

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 31/03/2026

FUCK YOU STUPID BITCHES! I FOUND A FUCKING NEWT WHILE SCHMOKIN, I AM NAMING HIM GLORMP AND HE IS MY HARBINGER!

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 30/03/2026

Threw up outside of work and then 30 minutes later I throw twice more...I genuinely think I've puked more than I've eaten recently

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 29/03/2026

All I want is sharp teeth so I can look hot and leave sexy bite marks during sex, is that too much to ask?

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

CSM fans better not pipe up about JJK's ending after that 'final chapter' good god what's Tatsuki gonna say when he sees what Fujimoto did to his work?

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

They didn't give me any methods to deal with it or how to manage it so like...10/10 on the diagnosis but fuck me I guess?

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

So...I just got diagnosed with PTSD...

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 22/03/2026

I want y'all to know, if the Code Veronica Remake is real I'm about to become the most insufferable person ever, I'm hoping we get 5 remake too but a Code Veronica remake is gonna be amazing :3

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 21/03/2026

Seeing a trans person getting into Armored Core is like watching a baby turtle make it to the ocean after hatching...

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 20/03/2026

I can't keep going like this, I'm at the end of my rope and honestly I don't have any fight left in me, I just wish I was important to somebody yknow? I've been sat in silence for weeks, I constantly have breakdowns, my body has given up on eating and sleeping, I need putting out of my misery.

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 20/03/2026

Had to call the crisis line on my lunch break because I can't hold it together anymore, I'm breaking down constantly, I have no energy and I haven't spoken out loud pretty much all week...I've stopped eating, I'm barely drinking, I think I'm in shutdown mode now

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 18/03/2026

Someone wanna make some money? I'll pay you to drop a very heavy rock on my head.

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 18/03/2026

I'm an absolute wreck, I can't sleep, I'm just constantly zoning in and out. I'm a burden to the few people who give a fuck about me and I constantly feel like I'm nothing more than a malignant parasite

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 17/03/2026

If I'm being completely honest, I want to die, I can't justify living like this and I can't seem to do anything to fix it so I'm praying a truck mounts the curb and smears me across the pavement

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 17/03/2026

Forgot to take my meds this morning and my body's reaction has been violent (I can't stop shaking and I've puked twice at work already)

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 16/03/2026

Wooo another breakdown, I fucking love crying at getting to the point it hurts to breathe woooo

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Renphetamine @funkyamphibian.bsky.social · 16/03/2026

I'm broken, I'm not sleeping, I'm not eating, I haven't spoken out loud in ages and the feeling of complete loneliness has overwhelmed me. I really can't take it anymore...I'm at my limit and I can't see a way out of it this time

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