⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 08/06/2026A bit of both. . . . I prefer to keep what I say more reserved nowadays. 000
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 08/06/2026. . . It’s nothing you’d understand. Nothing I even understand, frankly. 000
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 08/06/2026Sometimes I think about how peaceful life would be if I left Caleb behind. He’s lucky I kind of care about him. 000
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 29/03/2026UPDATE ; FORSAKEN IS **NO LONGER** A FACTOR IN THIS PORTRAYAL. IT IS A SOLELY UNIQUE PORTRAYAL. I FORGOT TO UPDATE THIS UNTIL NOW OOPS. 000
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 25/02/2026One of my roommates took the last of the hot chocolate and i’m absolutely furious. 100
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 22/02/2026media.tenor.coma close up of a cat 's face looking at the camera with its mouth open .ALT: a close up of a cat 's face looking at the camera with its mouth open . 010
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 15/02/2026but if you wish to make any belated plans, I am all ears. Take care of yourself, Chance. Happy Valentine’s day. ‘ 010
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 15/02/2026 [ TO : Loser Gambler 🤍 ] ‘ We haven’t spoken much lately, and on the assumption you haven’t blocked me I want to message you on such a significant day. You have a gift coming in the mail. The idiots that run the trucks caused a delay, many apologies. I have no intent on imposing, + 111
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 03/02/2026Sometimes I can’t tell the difference between Darkheart’s desires and my own intrusive thoughts 000
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 26/01/2026I can tell someone was in my room. At least try to cover your tracks next time. … Now I have to see if anything has been taken. 000
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 11/01/2026What could she say ? What is there to say ? Seconds of silence broken by an unsure greeting. A nervousness that hadn’t graced anyone’s ears in what felt like eons. ) . . . Um — hey, Chance. Hi. 010
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 11/01/2026( It rings. The familiar ringtone , the first song they had ever danced to filling the silence. Yet it rang for a few moments as a sense of fear filled her chest. The last ring it clicks. He answers. Yet there was silence besides the hum of an air conditioner in the background. + 110
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 10/01/2026. . . I hope it actually got my point across. Now comes the hard part .. preparing for what will happen next. You can’t be caught off guard, Isaac. Not again. 010
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 10/01/2026it matters because you matter. to me. and if i can help, i wanna. ( a shrug , patting the other’s arm slightly. ) wanna focus on somethin’ else then? if it’s such a drag, why not get it out of your focus ? 000
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 10/01/2026etched in cursive on the front as it was taped to the door. Now, unable to rest, he sat within his room. Having not bothered to do anything else outside of the apartment. Waiting. ) 021
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 10/01/2026 ( It had taken hours , much thought and care had gone into the letter. Carefully picked words folded and hidden in a lovely brown and gold envelope. Early morning , before allowing sleep , she made a small trip to the house in which its recipient resided. Their name carefully + 121
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 09/01/2026means you look good, what else would it mean dude. also, is this one of the things where ya wanna be left alone or all that jazz ? cuz i’ll mind my business , i just wanted to check in and try to make ya feel better 000
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 09/01/2026you just look mad man idk what you expect me to say ? do you want a fucking fanfic description ???? what else did i say what do you mean 000
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 09/01/2026they can shove that noise complaint ############## ##### ######## 010
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 09/01/2026i mean you look pretty good physically you just look like you wanna punch a wall 000
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 09/01/2026CALEB CAN I DO ANYTHING TO MAKE YOU LESS OF A GRUMPYPANTS 000
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 09/01/2026ok shit what needs wouldn’t have been met that i can use to make him feel better lets think of this like a tamagotchi. 020
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 09/01/2026CALEB!!! DO YOU NEED TO BE SATISFIED — BY A SNICKERS BAR , LIKE THE COMMERCIAL ! 020
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 09/01/2026do you think a snickers bar would help this 000
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 09/01/2026see i don’t know what anger stage he’s at and if it’s the red i’m not in the mood to fight 100
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 09/01/2026Honest , and apologetic .. and all that shit. I … dunno how else to do this. I want it to be personal and honest and away from others. Just us and everything out in the open. …. Almost everything. Maybe not the whole plan that you guys made. 000
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 09/01/2026less … i dunno. Tactless .. ? Feels like it’s better to show tone and … actual remorse. And desire. And other stuff. …. Would that be a good idea ? What do you think ? Write a letter to ask to meet and just talk ? + 100
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 09/01/2026wiping her own eyes with her sleeve before staring up at the other. A sense of realization in his eyes. ) ‘natey , do we still have that letter set thingy that has the nice looking envelopes and stuff ? Thinking that maybe … a letter would be a good idea. Gives me time to prepare, and feels + 100
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 09/01/2026I don’t deserve you … or whatever wacky ass wisdom you got rattling around in your head. . . . Guess it’s long overdue though. I … should probably make this a face to face thing. Text messages are so impersonal , especially for something this heavy. ( A moment of thought, + 100
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 09/01/2026( The tears kept flowing. A hidden river escaping down his cold face. Shuddering breaths attempting to calm herself. Now actually facing the other. Allowing himself to be perceived while vulnerable, slightly gripping Ellernate’s other arm. A gentle scoff coming before their next words. ) + 100
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 09/01/2026onto the others’ lap. ) I’ve tried to avoid being vulnerable. I thought it would be easier to just push it all away… including him. But it isn’t working. … Has it ever even worked ? Was I just deluding myself ? 000
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 09/01/2026I mean , what can I say ? Hey, sorry for my stress and mind altering issues making me stab you! Sorry to betray you, when I actually really loved you the whole time! It doesn’t exactly flow well, man ! ( A sad smile , slightly chuckling at her own ridiculous proposition. Tears falling + 100
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 09/01/2026I fucked up bad. Again. What if I fuck up even worse this time , in a way I can’t come back from ? . . . They deserve better. So much better, and they have that. It just .. baffles me. ( Their eyes water , scooting closer to Ellernate , still unable to look the other in the face. ) + 100
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 09/01/2026. . . I don’t know how. I mean, like it’s so complicated and jumbled already. I’m no good with my words, and even worse with my feelings, and i don’t want to .. ( A shudder in her voice , stopping herself to take a breath. Gripping his own covers. Steadying. ) + 110
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 09/01/2026how much paper am i going to waste on this. 020
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 05/01/2026And in a way , in some selfish way … I don’t want them to. But it would be better for him. ( A genuine resentment toward herself. The truth would be out eventually , wouldn’t it ? A lie falling apart in one swift motion. ) 000
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 05/01/2026I hate it. And I wish he would just go away , but I don’t at the same time. I wish he could hate me, so this guilt would be easier. So I could keep pretending it wasn’t one big mistake that I try to believe was for the greater good. It would be easier , but they just won’t let go. + 100
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 05/01/2026. . . If i’ve moved on like you both , why do I still feel so guilty every time the past is brought up ? Every time Chance mentions what I did , it .. hurts. And I shouldn’t , i got what I wanted. It helped you both. But hearing him talk about it. Tell others about how shitty I am … + 100
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 05/01/2026. . . ‘nate , do you think i’m a bad person ? ( What a way to start. Scooting closer to rest their head on the other. Usually radiating confidence , how the mighty fall. Still keeping her face out of view , embarrassed to let the other see him so vulnerable. ) 010
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 04/01/2026( didn’t he have a key ? an irritated mumble as feet hit the floor and they fumbled with their keychain. a click of the lock, and a flop as moments later the bed regained their body. ) keep the lights off . 000
⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗ @frozendeceit.bsky.social · 04/01/2026. . . come in. if you want. ( It was gentle. Not harsh or demanding, simply a request. As she lay glumly against the covers. ) 000
