iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

But seriously... SOMEONE PLEASE GIVE ME THE MOTIVATION TO WRITE CHAPTER 3!!! 😭

Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

I'm working on Chapter 1 now! Unlike Chapter 2, where I had to remove a few paragraphs (from Berkan's POV), I actually added a brand-new little scene to Chapter 1 :3

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

Honestly, I really do feel so much better compared to the past few years. Maybe this crisis is finally coming to an end?

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

It's also really hard when I have to do more than just translate the novel, I have to adapt it for English, too. And then I have to edit both versions (Ukrainian and English). 😵‍💫

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

Yay! I finished revising Chapter 2!! I mean, after going through my editor's feedback. Now it's time to reopen Chapter 1 😅

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

I think I accidentally created two extremes of love. One would lock you away and never let you go. The other would burn the world down to keep you safe. Interesting… 🤔

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

Even the algorithm saw Cestus and went: “Yeah… that’s fair.” 🤣

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

When you create a sexy snack, but he’s a narcissist, an egoist, and an abuser 😫

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

Sometimes I think about keeping my OCs just for myself and starting to draw for popular fandoms with established worlds instead 🤔 But that’s just my BPD talking 😅

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 08/06/2026

Unexpectedly, I got a huge burst of inspiration for the plot of the AU 😆 I already had a rough idea of the story and Berkan's backstory in my head, so that part wasn't too difficult. But Lar was a lot more complicated. I knew he used to be the medic of a group. There was a leader. Something...⬇️

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

My brain is tired of thinking, hahaha I’m finishing Chapter 2 (and I’ve already written more than half of Chapter 3 too!) and with all these POV switches and time jumps, my brain nearly melted But I did it! I managed to piece everything together. Now only the little details are left… AAAAAAAAA!!!

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 04/06/2026

Comments like this honestly keep me going ❤️❤️❤️

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

65k followers and only 3k reach. I really fucked something up.

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

I literally just came back to Tumblr and the first thing that happened was a scammer trying to get me to "verify my account." PHAHAHA 🤣

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 02/06/2026

My anxiety still makes it hard for me to comfortably share snippets of my writing and actually enjoy doing it 😅 But I’m trying my best

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 20/05/2026

When you also want to make all kinds of merch, but you live in Ukraine and have a child to take care of 🥲

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

I’m writing them and laughing at them myself 😆

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

The first chapter is around 4,400 words. The second chapter is already 6,200 words and that’s only a little over half of it, if not less 😅 I already had a feeling the chapter was turning out way too long before, but now it’s pretty obvious.

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 06/05/2026

I started playing Minecraft. For the first time in my life! 😄

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 06/05/2026

I completely agree with Astarion. I hate the heat 😫

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 06/05/2026

That feeling when you want to ask someone close to you for advice, but deep down you already know the answer will probably be… nothing 😅 And honestly, that’s fair, when people work in completely different fields, it’s hard to truly understand what the other person does.

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 04/05/2026

Sometimes it’s good to step out of your bubble and look at other artists. Even the ones who make you feel both admiration and envy at the same time. Admiration so strong you want to absorb every millimeter of their work. And envy so sharp it makes you want to twist your own hands and never- 1/5

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 25/04/2026

When it’s been almost a day and your Chapter 2 snippet only has two likes… *confused…* I’ve often heard that people enjoy following the creative process, but in my case… I’m starting to doubt it. (I mean what I’m doing in particular)

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

This echeveria is looking this beautiful for the first time ever 😭❤️‍🔥 That’s what happens when you finally give it enough light ✨

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

This is the last big batch of succulents I’m ordering))) Now I have a TON of them ❤️‍🔥

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 09/04/2026

I was thinking… oh! I’ll finish painting it and put a shelf next to my desk! It’ll be a cozy little spot for my plants))) Yeah. The cats had other plans 😆

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 07/04/2026

When your eyesight is so bad you have to wear glasses over glasses 😎✨

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 06/04/2026

This terrarium is about 4 months old. I’m going to redo it now — change the composition and plant new plants.

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 06/04/2026

Had a little cry, calmed down. Okay. I’ll try to be more careful and see how it goes. Maybe Instagram will delete me first 😂

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 06/04/2026

Honestly, I’ve been thinking about leaving Instagram. It feels like a toxic relationship — at the same time I’m happy to receive inspiring comments from my followers and huge support, yet I also feel like I’m being targeted, with everything I try to post getting blocked and ⬇️

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 06/04/2026

The post got deleted again. And it wasn’t restored. Again and again, again and again, again and again! I don’t even know what to do anymore…

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 05/04/2026

Finally, on the days I didn’t take atomoxetine, I was able to sleep properly. Now I’ve started taking it again, but in very small doses.

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 03/04/2026

Recently my husband brought home some delicious treats 🍕🍤 It was the tastiest pizza I’ve ever had!! Even though I’ve been constantly nauseous because of the medication, I still managed to have at least a little taste.

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 03/04/2026

I haven’t been able to sleep properly for five days (2–4 hours). The weird part is, I don’t even want to sleep! I feel really strange. The past two days have been all over the place: nausea, heat waves, lying down, then suddenly rushing around… ⬇️

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 02/04/2026

I love these chibis 😁💕 Fun fact: I actually drew Larikon from the second frame two years ago, but abandoned it because I couldn’t get Berkan to look right. It’s funny how old sketches end up being useful later ))

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 02/04/2026

The new monitor feels like a cheat For example — I drew a new expression for my fursona. On my old monitor, it would’ve taken around two hours, if not more, and the result would’ve been worse. But on the new one, I did it in about 30 minutes, and the lines came out almost perfectly on the first try🤯

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 02/04/2026

(25.03.26) Luckily, I’m feeling good and stable now. Those mood swings, up and down — were side effects of the new meds 🫠 It’s finally settled now.

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 02/04/2026

(19.03.26) What the hell is going on…? One day everything is shit, the next day everything’s fine. Then the third day it’s all shit again…

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 02/04/2026

Borderline disorder = my plants. It’s when some of them want to be watered every day, while others die from a single extra watering.

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Foxhole 🦊 (YakoAlyarin) @foxholeyako.bsky.social · 02/04/2026

A new addition to my collection! It’s a bit sad that some of them lost a lot of leaves 😫 but on the bright side, they can grow babies 💕

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