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𝗍𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗄 𝟣𝟩. ; 𝗂𝗍'𝗌 𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝗀𝗈. 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙜𝙤𝙤𝙙𝙗𝙮𝙚. At some point, Remus realizes that clinging to the past, to the hope of what they used to have, is only hurting them both.

𝗍𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗄 𝟣𝟨 ; 𝗋𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗅𝖾𝖿𝗍 𝗆𝖾. 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝗯𝗼𝗱𝘆 𝗺𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗱 𝗼𝗻. After Sirius’ death, Remus feels as though his life has come to a standstill. He’s metaphorically standing right where Sirius left him, unable to move forward from the point of their last interaction.

𝗍𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗄 𝟣𝟧 ; 𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗆𝗈𝗋𝖾 𝙝𝙖𝙪𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙙. Remus is haunted by the promises and plans he and Sirius made that never came to fruition. Their dreams for the future, whether it was a peaceful life together or plans they had for their friends, are marred by the reality of Sirius’ untimely death.

𝗍𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗄 𝟣𝟦 ; 𝖼𝗅𝗈𝗌𝗎𝗋𝖾. 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝘂𝗻𝘀𝗼𝗹𝘃𝗲𝗱 𝗯𝘂𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘀. After Sirius’ death, Remus struggles with the lack of closure in their relationship. He’s left with lingering questions and feelings that were never fully addressed.

𝗍𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗄 𝟣𝟥 ; 𝗆𝖺𝗋𝗃𝗈𝗋𝗂𝖾 𝘀𝗶𝗿𝗶𝘂𝘀 𝗺𝗲𝗺𝗼𝗿𝘆 𝗮𝗳𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗱𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗵. Even after Sirius’ death, his presence remains vivid in Remus’ mind. Remus frequently recalls their shared moments, conversations, and the way Sirius would have responded to different situations.

𝗍𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗄 𝟣𝟤 ; 𝗅𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝗌𝗍𝗈𝗋𝗒 𝗌𝗁𝗈𝗋𝗍 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗽. Remus and Sirius often look back on their relationship with a mix of nostalgia and regret. They recognize that while their time together was filled with both highs and lows, the moments they shared were deeply meaningful.

𝗍𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗄 𝟣𝟣 ; 𝖼𝗈𝗐𝖻𝗈𝗒 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝗆𝖾. 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝘁𝗿𝗼𝘂𝗯𝗹𝗲𝗱 𝗽𝗮𝘀𝘁𝘀. Both Sirius and Remus have their personal demons and traumas. Their relationship is haunted by these skeletons—Sirius’ time in Azkaban and Remus’ struggle with his lycanthropy.

𝗍𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗄 𝟣𝟢 ; 𝗂𝗏𝗒 𝘀𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗽𝗮𝗶𝗻. Their relationship is marked by shared pain and longing. Despite their love, they both come with significant emotional baggage. Their bond, while intense and passionate, also carries the weight of their personal struggles.

𝗍𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗄 𝟫 ; 𝖼𝗈𝗇𝖾𝗒 𝗂𝗌𝗅𝖺𝗇𝖽. 𝗿𝗲𝗴𝗿𝗲𝘁𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗺𝗶𝘀𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝗼𝗽𝗽𝗼𝗿𝘁𝘂𝗻𝗶𝘁𝗶𝗲𝘀. Sirius and Remus both look back on their relationship with regret, thinking about the moments they let slip through their fingers.

𝗍𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗄 𝟪 ; 𝖽𝗈𝗋𝗈𝗍𝗁𝖾𝖺 𝗿𝗲𝘂𝗻𝗶𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗳𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝘄𝗮𝗿. The idea of finding each other again after everything that happened is a central theme in their relationship.

𝗍𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗄 𝟩 ; 𝗁𝖺𝗉𝗉𝗂𝗇𝖾𝗌𝗌 𝗮𝗳𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝘀𝗶𝗿𝗶𝘂𝘀 𝗱𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗵. Remus mourns deeply but recognizes that Sirius brought immense joy into his life. Even though Sirius is gone, the happiness they shared remains a cherished part of Remus’ memories.

𝗍𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗄 𝟨 ; 𝗇𝗈 𝖻𝗈𝖽𝗒, 𝗇𝗈 𝖼𝗋𝗂𝗆𝖾. 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙮𝙖𝙡. The sense of betrayal from Peter Pettigrew’s actions is reflected in their relationship. Sirius’ wrongful imprisonment and the fallout from the betrayal weigh heavily on both of them.

𝗍𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗄 𝟧 ; 𝗍𝗈𝗅𝖾𝗋𝖺𝗍𝖾 𝗂𝗍. 𝗿𝗲𝗺𝘂𝘀 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 𝗼𝗳 𝗶𝗻𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗾𝘂𝗮𝗰𝘆. Remus often feels like he’s not quite enough for Sirius. He puts in tremendous effort to maintain their relationship but fears that Sirius might just be tolerating him rather than truly loving him.

𝗍𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗄 𝟦 ; '𝗍𝗂𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖽𝖺𝗆𝗇 𝗌𝖾𝖺𝗌𝗈𝗇. 𝘀𝗶𝗿𝗶𝘂𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗿𝗲𝗺𝘂𝘀 𝗿𝗲𝗴𝗿𝗲𝘁𝘀. Both Sirius and Remus occasionally ponder the life they could’ve had if they hadn’t been separated by the war and other circumstances.

𝗍𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗄 𝟥 ; 𝗀𝗈𝗅𝖽 𝗋𝗎𝗌𝗁. 𝘀𝗶𝗿𝗶𝘂𝘀 𝗿𝗲𝗰𝗸𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲. Sirius’ love for Remus is intoxicating and exhilarating but comes with a sense of danger. His love feels like a high-speed rush that leaves Remus both exhilarated and terrified.

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𝗍𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗄 𝟤; 𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗆𝗉𝖺𝗀𝗇𝖾 𝗉𝗋𝗈𝖻𝗅𝖾𝗆𝗌 𝘀𝗶𝗿𝗶𝘂𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗿𝗲𝗺𝘂𝘀 𝘂𝗻𝗿𝗲𝘀𝗼𝗹𝘃𝗲𝗱 𝗶𝘀𝘀𝘂𝗲𝘀. The fragility of Sirius and Remus’ relationship is reflected in the way they both handle their emotions. Sirius’ time in Azkaban and the subsequent tension between them caused a crack in their bond.

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