iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Maybe, just maybe, I'm too old to run on three hours of sleep 😶

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Why my Switch isn't charged, püüüh!!!

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Danke, für wer auch immer mir den Manga von meiner privaten Amazon Wunschliste gekauft hat 🥰 *war kein Zettel etc dabei, also hab ich keine Ahnung, wem ich danke sagen darf 😅

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Am I a bad person that I don't regret blocked nearly 95% of my family and I will not be sad leaving the last 5% when I move? I mean.. They always been toxic, they are responsible for all the freaking trauma and stuff and. Bla. Tbh I think contact will be rarely happening when I leave. I'm not sad.

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Next streams! Thu, 6:30pm / iRacing / PCup at Sebring Fri, 7pm / Gaming / Alien: Isolation Sat, 6pm / Gaming / The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt Complete Edition Sun, 5pm / Gaming / Lost in Random *all CEST twitch.tv/flyracedream_

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FlyRaceDream_ - Twitch

Motorsport Journalist, Twitch Streamer, Sim Racer, Cat Mom, Chronical Illness Survivor and Mental Health Fighter! Lost 60% of my vision, T1D since 1997 — FlyRaceDream_ streams live on Twitch! Check ou...

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Really thinking about leaving @throne.com... I try since days to get a reply from the support and nothing... Even they promise to get back "within a day". Really frustrating!

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I have clips in my story over on Insta, if anyone wanna have a look/listen. Same name as here 😁

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Poppy and Evanescence yesterday in Berlin were sooooo freaking good! Had a very very good time 🤍

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MythicOwl Games @mythicowlgames.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

📢 CONTENT CREATORS! 🛻 Truckful arrives in 15 days so apply for a key via form below and TAG your favorite content creators who might be interested in mystery deliveries! 📦 (please ❤️&🔁)

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Yesterday I was "I really like the new Resi movie". Today I am "I LOVE this new Resi movie". It just does nearly everything right and it was such a joy and good ride to watch!

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Panic was, obviously, not needed. Passport is in the works and payed for. Can't wait for plan more for what I need it to ❤️

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Also @throne.com saying they come back within 24h in the support is a lie. I just need the freaking name of one of my neighbours who accepted my delivery 🙄

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

I just need a new passport but the freaking anxiety is eating me alive. Why I can't have a normal brain? 😭

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

When @throne.com says we can finally see Amazon tracking and I still don't see who the frick took my delivery (even I was home)...

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

I'm a bit scared going back to iRacing on stream today after all the technical drama... I have a new (other brand) Wheelbase and we gonna test this today. I just want this drama to end finally! I also not practiced for a single race today, so yai...

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

So I finished a motorsport book that I also wanna feature in my Insta feed but I can't find the freaking lose cover I took it away before I started reading. Wheeeere is it???

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Nächste Woche Bürgeramt, brauch nen Reisepass. Kommt iwer mit? War da noch nie... 🥺 (Meine Mam hat mich damals umgemeldet, weil ich nicht frei machen konnte)

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I just left a Discord server with 10+ at everyone tags a day... Don't do that guys, it's annoying as hell!

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Already having panic attacks for the new week - seems I really need a new job soon.

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Theme on my Twitch channel? There is none - I just love too many things 😶

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

I finally closing in to finish a non-fiction book I started around a year ago. My only problem is.... Where the heck is the extra cover, so I can take pictures for Insta?!? xD

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

I have an optician appointment in two hours and slowly the panic attacks settling in. Can I please please have a normal brain? 😭

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

This week is still for the trash. I again not being at work today, means I was there one day... But I never felt really good the whole week and maybe it's good I put myself first instead of work. If they don't like it... Well... I search for another job anyways 😶

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Probably the first day since weeks I have normally eaten and hydrated. Be proud!

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

You always have something. Yeah, I'm chronically ill, I'm sorry. But if it's already inconvenient for you, what do you think it's for me to feel shit most of my life, 24/7 each day?! I just learned that torment me to the office isn't the way to go and I prefer to work from home if possible.

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

Next year it will be 30 years (!!!) with Type 1 Diabetes. And I can tell you - chronical illness fatigue is real.

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

I don't know how long I can wait before I go insane...

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

One small change and my whole day plan goes into the trash. Autism at it finest.

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

I forgot to mask for one reply at work and my boss was a bit confused as I'm normally a very polite and saying not much person when stuff is stupid 😶😅

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

When I fall into depression holes because something on work is on the list, it's maybe not the right job or work place for me.

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

79,4 - let's see if I can move down to 77 until October!

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

I'm still confused they missed one month of getting my rent. I wrote them but never got an answer, so I guess I ignore that for now. I tried 😅

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

Today is so bad. I'm so exhausted and take everything personal. I hate myself being that. I know it's mostly because I'm exhausted and PMS. I overthink every each detail. And even the person who should let me feel better today feels weird in their messages. I hate today!

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

It's so difficult to be happy on one side of my life and getting crushed from my all day life that is just suffocating me... And yes, I do look for a new job as an alternative but aaaaaah.

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Goal for this week: call the Optician for an appointment! And yes, I need to ask for an appointment as it's not as easy to get new glasses with my eyes as for "normal" people 😅

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

I hate that I'm so sensitive to it and it's definitely a me problem (I know) but when chat is silent I hate everything about streaming. I do this for the interaction and talks and everything and each time nothing happens something dies in me and I don't know why I'm even doing it...

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

Ditched Pokémon Violet yesterday, maybe ditching Beast of Reincarnation today. Give me good games again, pls...

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

Butterflies. Well well well, it's a while I felt that.

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

I have so much fun in the PCup recently, it's creepy xD I mean, I loved this car always but I'm also so much better in the races now. Please don't let this end 😅

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

Wasted insulin because I ate a bag of Haribo because I wanted to 😶

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

Pls let that be both sided, I'm way too deep in that already.

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

It's 35 degrees Celsius, even hotter inside (roof flat) but my stupid brain decided to do iRacing practice. Sure. I'm soaked in sweat but it was good, I really making improvements lately.

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

The Hermes guy couldn't speak really German, so I tried with English, wasn't much better. I just accepted the package for my neighbor because I didn't know what to do xD Well it's kinda big, I wonder what it is 😅

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

I don't know what actually happend but I'm super happy with my iRacing races with the PCup at Hockenheim today. I was much braver and chill, fought for and defended positions. I do not know what was in my water but pls more of it! Also P4 in my last race of today \o/

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

I really eat badly since a couple of days, maybe a week and a bit and I'm even hungry but... As soon as it's about to eat something it feels like I can't make the effort to actually eat... Especially when I need to make it beforehand.

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Vivka @flyracedream.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

The chat with Charlie Kimball is now on YouTube to watch re-live! Have fun 🤍 youtu.be/AI8OmnlRPcQ?...

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A chat with ... Charlie Kimball [Racing Driver & T1D]

YouTube video by FlyRaceDream

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