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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

I don't know what happened with A24, the movies have been disappointing the past few years, i remember their movies used to have animal themes, which was unique, or was it a coincidence?

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

I fell, spilled my coffee, hurt my wrist, and bruised my knee, a lovely Saturday so far.

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

Watched Spider-Man: Into the Spider-Verse on the plane; it was nice. I just didn't like the body-shaming; it made me cringe.

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

Shea Wingham is an eye candy and an excellent guest star on Sugar.

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

still don't know how to answer a "how are you?"

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 06/07/2026

Kota Kinabalu, Malaysia, I’ve never seen a sunset like this, brought me to tears, yellow, pink, purple, and red in the span of an hour, sometimes I don’t mind this blue rock we temporarily live in.

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 28/06/2026

Just now trying black seed honey I got from Victoria-Mahe a year ago, it is not too sweet and has slight tartness, so fascinating how different honey tastes, not just country to country but locally and regionally.

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 26/06/2026

I don’t like getting gifts in the form of cash from family, it’s a little too convenient and lazy?, and I generally don’t like money? Even though I’m poor 😪

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

Watching Sugar first episode of season two, Blair Bosco the security guard A MAN! 😩

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 20/06/2026

Unfollowing straight people's accounts is one of the best decisions I've made. They still get me with kitty and cooking vids, but i will conquer those!

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

Having intense Deja Vu again, it's very strange, sometimes makes me question my sanity, especially when it feels like memories from a dream.

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 22/05/2026

Widow's Bay has been really enjoyable so far, excellent cast, particularly the doctor and the hotel manager 🥰

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 21/05/2026

"A heart that doesn't receive love is easily broken" I had to ponder.

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

librarians are bored and horny, always 🙃

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

I think trauma lingers in the body, to exorcise talking helps, but what about those who don't have someone to listen, will writing suffice, i ponder.

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 22/04/2026

Watching High Maintenance and just saw Chris McKinney's full frontal and melted a little.

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 14/04/2026

One of the feelings I will never forget is being inside a passing cloud atop a mountain village, having coffee in the misty air, such a pleasure.

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 27/03/2026

Vows like contracts are binding. When I was young, after my father rested, I vowed not to cry, so my eyes never did; they only get watery.

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 01/03/2026

Being attracted to chubby individuals is a struggle, the willingness to overlook blatant red flags is strong and dangerous.

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 12/02/2026

On TikTok looking for “genuine woman” and on here looking for men 😪

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 27/01/2026

I don’t understand how a gay person, with gay parents can be transphobic, and racist. On tiktok selling underwear, and on X spreading transphobia, and bigotry. The human world, an unending cycle of misery.

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 04/01/2026

His movies impacted my life, and i will forever be grateful, Happy birthday.

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 03/01/2026

A guy on instagram posted a video of his kitty, said it attacked him once, he did something to it, from what he described, some sort of physical punishment, swearing that made it docile, I was disgusted, immediately unfollowed.

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 16/10/2025

Going to Lebanon next year!

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 12/10/2025

The sun slowly sat with me, matt neon orange, felt less lonely.

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 08/10/2025

Saw a video of a newborn who “wasn’t crying” but seems to be clearly breathing, hard patting and shoving a suction tube down their throat all to make them cry, and it sent me spiraling. For most birth is the first trauma, and if you don’t cry you’re not alive.

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 05/10/2025

I fainted after squatting for 2 minutes and I’m not sure if I hit my head, it’s called orthostatic hypotension, to prevent this right after standing cross your legs.

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 30/09/2025

Watching Chief of war is a little challenging with all the beautiful bodies walking around in beach ready attire, it’s very distracting in an h word way.

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a person with their hands folded in front of their face

ALT: a person with their hands folded in front of their face

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 26/09/2025

Genuinely think that “straight” men are afraid of exploring with men because they will like it too much, there is no power in fear of the unknown.

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 18/09/2025

Had a terrible day, but by the end I realized that I can choose to be happy and by extension make those around me happy as well.

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 25/08/2025

Guys that go sunbathing please remember to apply an SPF body moisturizer, sun skin damage is real and after a certain age it’s irreversible.

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 17/08/2025

One of my favorite things to do when I’m traveling is sitting outside at night and watching the stars, a complete knowing, how small you are as you look up to see.

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 13/07/2025

My trainer got covid a week ago, I messaged him today and he didn’t reply, had to workout alone for the first time in a VERY long time, I like it but I’m not quite confident about my technique so it’s a bit discouraging.

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 12/07/2025

Andor season 2 episode 5 😫 such a good show my goodness

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 12/07/2025

Watching Revival and so far it’s good, I like the actors, the premise is very interesting and the character’s reactions are very plausible.

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 28/06/2025

Crazy first episode 😩 had to grab the tissue box

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 23/06/2025

Being involved in somebody’s war wasn’t on my wishlist that’s for damn sure

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 12/06/2025

Every day I discover a new reason for NOT having kids.

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 12/06/2025

I used to roll my eyes when ppl say they’re taking a break from social media but today I realized how refreshing that could be.

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 11/06/2025

Watching Andor and the prison sequence was very hard see, I equally felt the frustration and desperate fight for freedom as these characters.

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 09/06/2025

The word “bitch” popped out to me SEVERAL times today, what is going on?

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 02/06/2025

Exercising really help stabilize my mood, my new realization is that I have to do it , I’d rather be tired with a stable mood than tired and miserable.

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 02/06/2025

Really tested today, i have to remind myself of my ultimate goal and believe that I can get there, even through the mud.

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Joel @fishfuff.bsky.social · 30/05/2025

Had a dream I was eating colors what’s that about?

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