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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ

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! WELCOME ! to THE JONGGI ZONE *゚+ 📢 18+ thx | 22 | he/him | fishbowling on ao3 🔗 archiveofourown.org/users/fishbowli…

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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 11/08/2026
cruel & unusual - 🔞 ⇨ woosan (wy x sn) ⇨ 1k, rated e ⇨ brief character study ⇨ ragebaiting your sub into domming ' impact play ' aftercare ' bdsm contract written up in the notes app 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/90301771
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 01/08/2026
paralytic dreams - 🔞 ⇨ 2ho (yh x jh) ⇨ 11k, rated e ⇨ comm for @harrowsong.bsky.social ⇨ scifi!au ⇨ rescue missions gone wrong ' pov yh has a concussion ' the mysterious fog ' plants growing in places they probably shouldn't be (or should be?) 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/89639721
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 24/05/2026
the capacity for gentleness within the violated human form - 🔞 ⇨ sanhwa (sh x sn) ⇨ 19k, rated e ⇨ military medical malpractice!au ⇨ scientist seonghwa x soldier san ' san gets big. really big. ' age gap ' guilt complexes ' how do we make *that* fit 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/85454716
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 25/04/2026
high definition (1080p) - 🔞 ⇨ jonggi (jh x mg) & minjoong (mg x hj) ⇨ 11k, rated e ⇨ established jonggi (feat. poly!mg) ⇨ club going ' calling your boyfriend on facetime while riding dick ' mg fucks AND gets fucked (loud cheering) 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/83707186
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 20/04/2026
the pearl between your teeth - 🔞 ⇨ jjongjoong (jh x hj) ⇨ 13k, rated e ⇨ written for @fthkpop.bsky.social ⇨ historical fantasy!au ⇨ traditional museok practitioner jh ' gumiho hj ' the homoerotic desire to be eaten by a fox spirit ' beware: angst ahead 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/83433791
“The shrine sleeps,” Hongjoong whispers in Jongho’s ear on a frigid night that seems to stretch on forever.

“Then one would expect me to sleep as well,” Jongho responds coldly, like the December snow falling upon the jangseung guarding the shrine. He turns under his blankets, pushing his face into the pillow. Hongjoong’s presence has become a nightly occurrence. He slips into Jongho’s quarters as the moon rises high and the bustle of the day is nothing but an aching memory. Jongho pretends he does not anticipate the gumiho, sometimes even climbing under his sheets prepared for sleep, but Hongjoong is hardly deterred. Every night they perform a small ritual to abate his hunger. Sometimes he leaves quickly, but other times he requests Jongho pluck a song on the haegeum or recite a poem. On rare occasions, only three times now, he asks for more.

Tonight would be the first time without ritual proceeding.

In which Jongho does not fear the fangs against his jugular.
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 09/03/2026
genus canis - 🔞 ⇨ jonggi (mg x jh) ⇨ 2k, rated e ⇨ written for @jcnggifest.bsky.social ⇨ underground boxer!au ⇨ dog metaphors ' good old fashioned power dynamics ' things that aren't petplay that feel like petplay ' grungy bathroom head 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/80530901
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 09/03/2026
cloudburst ⇨ jonggi (mg x jh) ⇨ 9k, rated t ⇨ written for @jcnggifest.bsky.social ⇨ tv news!au ⇨ getting together ' inclement weather ' confessions of the romantic kind ' character study 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/79867616
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 04/03/2026
DO 🫵 YOU 🫵 LOVE JONGGI⁉️ 🐻🐥 DO 🫵 YOU 🫵 WANT TO SEE THINGS ABOUT THEM HANGING OUT 👬, MAKING OUT👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨, AND LUSTING AFTER EACH OTHER🤯⁉️ 👀 LOOK 👀 NO FURTHER ❌ BECAUSE IT'S @jcnggifest.bsky.social POSTING WEEK 🗓️ WEDNESDAY THROUGH SUNDAY 🗓️ AND THERE WILL BE SO‼️ MUCH‼️ JONGGI‼️💥🎉💥🎉💥
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 27/01/2026
YIPPEE YAHOO
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 27/01/2026
the best of the best
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 26/01/2026
that more dangerous beckoning - 🔞 ( interlude. phobia ) ⇨ yvngi (yh x mg) (feat. csn) ⇨ 12k, rated e ⇨ fantasy!au ⇨ comm for @quickfixon ⇨ southern gothic ' swamp shenanigans ' demon!yh ' magician!mg ' ??? sn 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/76191961…
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 08/01/2026
in a human adaptation and variation class this semester (i need the science credit but also i think this will help me get weirder about writing) and i'm so excited
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 06/01/2026
CJH ⭑.ᐟ ⤷ 6W5 just like wy, in times of stress, jh will revert to a 3 and become obsessed with his image and what he chooses to present. he'll desire to be better than others. as a healthy 9, he will embrace gentleness and kindness and become a thoughtful beacon of light.
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 06/01/2026
CJH ⭑.ᐟ ⤷ 6W5 jongho is also a 6, though he is a W5, meaning that his loyalty, social skills, and work ethic is paired with a desire for knowledge. he is more analytical, principled, and private than wy's 6W7. due to their strategic thinking, they've earned the defender title.
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 06/01/2026
JWY ⭑.ᐟ ⤷ 6W7 in times of stress, 6s revert to unhealthy 3s, who are often so concerned with making themselves look better they delve into narcissism and superiority complexes. healthy 6s turn into 9s, who are very fulfilled, patient, connected, and all around kind people.
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 06/01/2026
JWY ⭑.ᐟ ⤷ 6W7 wy is very 6 coded to me. he embodies the loyalist title well, with a mix of W7, to become a good friend. he's witty and adaptable and utilizes humor and charm to overcome things. as a 6, he's trustworthy and hardworking, with a good sense for improving things.
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 06/01/2026
SMG ⭑.ᐟ ⤷ 4W3 in stress, 4s become unhealthy 2s, who treat love as something transactional. they can be incredibly manipulative, pulling on feelings to get their way. in growth, they turn to 1s, who are thoughtful and enact a lot of self discipline. they wish to be moral.
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 06/01/2026
SMG ⭑.ᐟ ⤷ 4W3 mg is pretty even between 3 and 4, but i think he embodies the creativity of the 4 more. he's very goal oriented and wants to create his own identity. individuality is the name of the game. his W3 makes him pragmatic and charming, with a hunger for success.
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 06/01/2026
CSN ⭑.ᐟ ⤷ 1W2 when in times of stress, 1s gravitate towards 4, where they tend to live in their own fantasy, becoming moody, introverted, and overly sensitive. in growth 1s turn to 7s, who believe in the goodness of life, are full of joy and whimsy, and can be multitalented.
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 06/01/2026
CSN ⭑.ᐟ ⤷ 1W2 sn is an easy 1 for me. his values in humbleness, virtue, and morality make him a textbook reformer type. his W2 pushes him to be socially oriented, with a focus on granting others love. he's action oriented, working towards the betterment of others and self.
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 06/01/2026
KYS ⭑.ᐟ ⤷ 3W2 when stressed, 3s turn to unhealthy 9s, who are often doormats, willing to please to keep conflict at bay. they struggle with disassociation and repression. when healthy, 3s turn into the loyal 6, who value bonds with others, perseverance and sacrifice.
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 06/01/2026
KYS ⭑.ᐟ ⤷ 3W2 ys was the hardest to pin down, but i believe he fits a 3, who are the achievers. they excel in their field, are well liked, and highly driven. his W2 makes him more empathetic, and charming to those around him. 3s equate a lot of self worth with their success
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 06/01/2026
JYH ⭑.ᐟ ⤷ 7W6 stressed 7s turn into unhealthy 1s, who are picky, highly critical, perfectionistic, and can become absolutists. when in growth, they turn to healthy 5s, who have unique worldviews, are open minded, are extremely perceptive and are known to master their field.
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 06/01/2026
JYH ⭑.ᐟ ⤷ 7W6 7s are the enthusiast type. they're spontaneous and optimistic, often engaging in many things to avoid negativity. yh's W6 means he's motivated by security in his important relationships. he fits the entertainer title well by bringing friends light and laughter.
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 06/01/2026
PSH ⭑.ᐟ ⤷ 9W8 unhealthy 9s become 6s aka deeply insecure with self and social groups, declaring folks "outsiders" and defending themselves with a belligerent personality. healthy 9s become 3s whom are gentle and adaptable with high self esteem and a great sense of humor.
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 06/01/2026
PSH ⭑.ᐟ ⤷ 9W8 type 9s are the peacemakers, and sh leans wing 8, blending a need for social harmony with assertiveness. 9s are great conflict solvers and desire connection, but can sacrifice themselves for others. the 8W helps orient sh as more proactive than other 9s.
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 06/01/2026
KHJ ⭑.ᐟ ⤷ 5W4 in times of stress, 5s move to become unhealthy 7s. this means they adopt addictive personalities and act via compulsion. they can become self centered and greedy. when feeling healthy, 5s move to 8s, becoming highly confident, passionate, and natural leaders.
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 06/01/2026
KHJ ⭑.ᐟ ⤷ 5W4 5s are the intellectuals of the enneagram, but i believe hj leans towards type 4, who are known to be creative. type 5s are highly driven, desire competence, and pursue knowledge endlessly. his W4 makes him want to express his individuality and create beauty.
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 06/01/2026
8TZ ENNEAGRAM TYPES ⭑.ᐟ ⤷ the enneagram is a personality typing system that is known for its surprising accuracy and ability to talk through trauma response and where we go when mentally healthy or unhealthy
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 22/12/2025
tags ⭑.ᐟ
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 22/12/2025
that more dangerous beckoning - 🔞 ( act 1. temptation ) ⇨ yungi (yh x mg) (feat. csn) ⇨ 11k, rated e ⇨ fantasy!au ⇨ southern gothic ' swamp shenanigans ' demon!yh ' magician!mg ' ??? sn 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/761919...
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 18/12/2025
genuinely struggling so bad with 4 wips i'm stuck on but really want to work on because i keep switching tabs when things get hard
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 18/12/2025
holy trifecta of what i'm allowed to mix at a specific time and my report is the tobacco makes me feel like i should be working a chicago office job in 1998
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 18/12/2025
#wipwednesday medical malpractice sanhwa for the people since they've been on my mind all week
"Subject Twelve came in feeling good today.
Said he had come right from the gym. Timed his work out at two hours and seventeen minutes... arrived with a pump." It feels perverted saying it, but it's true. It should be noted because it's true. San's biceps are still clearly feeling the effects of his weightlifting; engorged with muscle and veins; easily as big as Seonghwa's head, if not bigger. San has gotten a lot bigger recently.
Seonghwa has many thoughts about it, but none should end up in the recap.
"He reports his time in the gym has increased to
about thirty-two hours weekly. Data collected from the monitor bracelet suggests something closer to thirty-seven. Averages four and a half hours a day. Still reports excess energy. The subject has taken up running recently, engaging at a moderate pace for around two hours, three to five days a week. Upon statistical analysis of the bracelet's data, we're finding he takes part in exertive activities between five and eight hours daily. This is an hour increase since administering dose eight."Seonghwa takes a deep breath. He hadn't
realized he needed one so badly.
"Other changes since dose eight include a
nineteen-point-two kilograms increase in weight, putting him at one-hundred-and-forty-eight kilos at the time of dose nine. Has increased nine centimeters in height as well, making him a total of two-hundred-and-sixteen centimeters tall. The subject's visible growth rate has not changed in the span between dose eight and nine, though there has been an increase of caloric intake, up fifteen-percent from the numbers calculated post dose seven. If not consuming over seven-thousand calories daily, the subject reports hunger pangs, cloudiness of mental state, and frustration. He has increased his protein intake from two-hundred-fourty-five grams to three-hundred grams. The subject's body fat has not decreased from fourteen-percent as we had hoped, and instead increased to around sixteen-percent. However, it is important to note, his muscle density has increased around four-percent as well, making him easily stronger than the average man if size were not a factor."
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 17/12/2025
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 15/12/2025
my cat got too big what do i do
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 14/12/2025
this sanhwa wip is going to drive me insane
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 10/12/2025
cause i be mad!
“You’re fucking gay.”. 
Yeosang doesn't blink. “Look who’s talking, faggot.” 
Eyes gone wide in mock horror, Wooyoung looks around the bar. “Hey, this guy’s saying the f-slur! Somebody take him out. Kill him!” Nobody gives a single fuck. Yeosang chuckles at Wooyoung’s antics, like he tends to do (which Wooyoung always appreciates), before his gaze descends into his drink—as if three shots of vodka and a splash of seltzer is ever interesting. He’s being unusually shy. Wooyoung rolls his eyes and goes to cast some bait upon the water. 
“You know, he basically rolled over and begged to be fucked last night. Real rough. Moans like a professional whore. Seriously. And he's a pretty crier.”
Yeosang's eyes shoot up. Looking to Wooyoung and then to the sliver of huge tough guy street racer they can see from their position. Then back to Wooyoung. “Really?” 
“Yep.” Wooyoung pops the P. 
Yeosang swallows heavily. “Guess you waxed your hole for nothing then, huh?” 
Wooyoung huffs. “He didn't deserve my silky smooth hole. Probably doesn't deserve my dick either. Next time he asks, I'll shove a lit stick of TNT up his ass.”
“Hot,” Yeosang mutters. 
“Of course you'd like that.” 
“You could tell him you'll put out the fuse if he comes from being fucked with it. Otherwise,” Yeosang simulates an explosion with his hands. “Kaboom.”“That's good. I'll write that down,” Wooyoung says seriously and Yeosang laughs again. They share a brief moment of silence in which Yeosang looks at Mingi so fucking blatantly, eyes focused on the man's profile as he shouts at San over the bar’s volume. The pink on his cheeks could be from the alcohol. Or because Yeosang likes the fantasy of domming big, buff narcissists who drive muscle cars. Either way, the flush stains his neck. “I think you'd like him,” Wooyoung points out. 
“Do you like him?” Yeosang asks perceptively. 
“Three pros. Twelve cons.” 
“Ah,” goes Yeosang. “That bad?”
“Lowkey all he does is piss me off. So, like, pretty fucking bad.”  
“You don't mind if I take him off your hands then?” 
“As long as you pick up my sweatshirt from his place and pay for my ride home.” 
Yeosang puts his drink down on top of the game's dashboard and fishes for his wallet. He pulls out. a few bills. Wooyoung graciously accepts the $23 from his outstretched hand, pocketing it with a flourish. “It's been a pleasure doing business. Please don't forget my sweatshirt. I'm serious, dude.” 
“Wouldn't dream of it,” Yeosang promises.
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 10/12/2025
should i be mad too? (feat. yeosang) part 2 in reply!
“If things were how you wanted them to be all the time, wouldn’t that take the fun–”
“Shut up,” Mingi grunts, taking a hard left. It’s so aggressive the whole console shifts, Mingi’s bright red muscle car skidding on the screen. Wooyoung nearly falls from his place behind the seat. Somehow he regains his footing on the base of the arcade game and stiffens his biceps to better hold onto the orange plastic chair, firmly biting his tongue before he can ask Mingi what crawled up his ass and died this morning. 
Wooyoung knows good and well the most recent thing that’s been up Mingi’s ass is his own goddamn cock. He’s been deciding the pros and cons of having stuck it in there for the some-odd 22 hours since. So far, it’s not in Mingi’s favor. With 3 pros and 7 cons, it seems Mingi isn’t all Wooyoung thought he was cracked up to be. In fact, Wooyoung is genuinely impressed with how wrong he was about the man in front of him. Impressed but annoyed. Majorly annoyed. 
One of the highlighted, underlined, and starred pros on Wooyoung’s chart is that Mingi is unique. Wooyoung genuinely can’t pinpoint another person in his life who behaves like the man in front of him. He’s novel. It makes things entertaining. 
One of the cons, however, is that Mingi is a bitch. Upon their first meeting, Wooyoung had gone and made up this little story in his head where Mingi was cool and suave, but no. He’s a coward when it counts and so fucking sensitive. He’s chock full of nasty little comments, a good 1 in 5 of them making Wooyoung want to lunge for his jugular, if only just to teach him a lesson. The man is thoughtless about his words. Even worse, he can’t take the heat when Wooyoung tries to turn it into a game.  
Maybe that should be 5 cons.3 to 12. Result? Mingi’s cooked. 
He should be grateful that this is Wooyoung’s favorite shitty dive bar, so he'd rather die than be the one to walk out. And he really needs the free drinks from San because of a delayed paycheck. And also it's freezing outside so he'd probably get hypothermia in his beat up leather jacket if he were to ignore a ride from Mingi. And worst of all, his favorite fucking hoodie is still at Mingi's apartment. There’s a lot of reasons he’s not going anywhere, okay?
Despite making a majority of his living off street racing in a car that looks just like the one on screen, Mingi is ass at the video game he’s playing. Absolute dog shit. Wooyoung’s seen 7 year olds take cleaner turns. And fine, he knows the steering is over sensitive, and with all the jumps and power-ups, it’s nothing like gunning it down a highway stretch. Nothing like driving a real Charger or whatever Mingi had said like a pretentious fucking asshole. 
Wooyoung smirks when he hits a rock on the side of the course and his car flips. His foot being heavy on the gas does him no favors as he’s sent flying backwards. 
“Hey, stupid. You’re driving the wrong fucking way,” Wooyoung drawls.
“Are you–!” Mingi slams down on the steering wheel with an open hand, the noise jarring. Wooyoung expected the outburst, but other patrons apparently didn’t. He grits his teeth when several pairs of eyes fall upon them. Fucking embarrassing. With frustration leaking out of every pore, Mingi stands up. “Fuck this. I’m getting a drink.” He stomps away, not even waiting for confirmation from Wooyoung. Not bothering to ask Wooyoung’s order. No offer to leave a message with San. Nada. Wooyoung watches his broad back aggressively slip past the crowd at the pool table, maybe hoping a teensy-tiny bit that he might remember common courtesy and turn around. He doesn’t. Wooyoung bares his teeth at the man on principle before sliding into the game’s chair. With one hand, he calmly guides Mingi’s car back in the right direction. As he drives, he finds a lot of satisfaction in being so much better than his date at his literal job. 
Right before Wooyoung crosses the finish line, Yeosang wanders over. Wooyoung had figured he was somewhere in the building. Probably vaping in the bathroom. Or dealing. Or doing both. 
The green haired man doesn’t say a word to Wooyoung, just leans against the side of the game, his hand around a clear cup of whatever the fuck he’s subjecting himself to in the name of a lesser hangover.
“What?” Wooyoung asks once the leader board has popped up and he's so far down it, Mingi's name isn't even displayed. Yeosang shrugs and puts his drink to his lips. “Is this about my guest?” No reaction. “You hate him? You think he's annoying? You want to run a train on him? You want to fight him for my hand in marriage? You fucked his sister? You think his ass is nice?”
The cup is lowered. “It is,” Yeosang says. Wooyoung is loath to admit his friend is correct. Mingi’s ass is extraordinary. He’ll probably jerk off to the way his fingers indented that thing as his cock was swallowed by it for months.
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 09/12/2025
if any freaks out there want some help visualizing what's going on w sni.... yeah.....
baseline after 6 months of injections

SH: 178cm (5'10") vs SN: 216cm (7'1")growth spurt 1

SH: 178cm (5'10") vs SN: 239cm (7'10")growth spurt 2

SH: 178cm (5'10") vs SN: 257cm (8'5")
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jonggi.......
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 09/12/2025
hammertoskull.mp3
SH: It’s wrong, San! Don’t try to defend it! This has gone from giving us an upperhand on the ground to seeing how far we can push science! Push you!

SN: Hyung. I like being pushed.

SH: This isn’t some science fair chemical combination. You’re not just going to get sick from this. It's gene altering. It's life altering.

SN: I know. It… it feels really good. All of it. I feel good. My body feels good. Being this strong feels good. Getting the shot is euphoric, seriously. Seriously, hyung. Feeling the chemical spread under my skin, the slight burn when it starts leaking into my muscles. I can feel it, you know. The growth. It’s like a good workout, but so much better. Everything feels so warm and tight and there’s this subtle ache and... fuck. Yeah. Feels good, hyung. That’s why I like it.SH: You’re addicted to it.

SN: Addicted to it? This is all I’ve ever wanted. So why’d you stay, hyung? Actually? We both know what happens after I get the shots. Why they turn off the cameras and leave me alone. [PAUSE] What? Say it.

SH: Because your dopamine and testosterone levels increase. Drastically.

SN: And?

SH: Your amygdala… Highlights– lights up. It lights up. It means you’re aroused.

SN: Good. Hyungie, if you stay, don’t get scared. Remember it's just me. I want this. Please.
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 09/12/2025
my current favs! i really enjoy making moodboards and playing around with the 3x3 image format! also good coloring will change ur life trust me 🤩
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 08/12/2025
tags ⭑.ᐟ
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 08/12/2025
to bite the hand that adores - 🔞 ⇨ hchcng (yh x hj) ⇨ 14k, rated e ⇨ fantasy!au ⇨ written for @hchcngfest.bsky.social ⇨ oh to be rich and miserable ' trickster faerie pianist hngjng ' extreme size diff ' so much worldbuilding 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/74455356
To Bite the Hand That Adores
fishbowling

On solstice and equinox nights, the veil between worlds supposedly grows thin, allowing creatures of legend to find their way into the human world. It's old superstition, but Yunho's family throws masquerades on the occasions, with masks to conceal identity and music to ward off evil. In the thrall, Yunho is supposed to find himself a partner, but his only interest is the drinks being served. That is until the party's pianist grabs his attention and won't let go.
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 07/12/2025
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 07/12/2025
shit's too easy to be this complicated
“Out of everything you could've said to me, you landed on that?” Jongho gapes and Mingi knows he's done the unthinkable, the irredeemable. He's gone from his toes dipped in hot water up to his neck. He won't come back from this without being covered in burns.  
There was a point in time, months ago, when the sun rose slowly and the cold kept Jongho wrapped in Mingi's comforter, where things were good. Easy at least. Expectations went as far as Mingi knowing how to use his dick or his hand or his hole. His words didn't matter. He thinks they didn't matter. Jongho was there for the warmth they shared, not riveting conversations or life changing moments of love that lingered beneath their skin. Love wasn't part of the equation. Lust was the variable and derivative. Its presence was the only way their relationship made sense. 
The words shouldn't matter. 
“Jongho, don't take it like that. I was just, like, y’know, stating the obvious. It's not personal.” But it is personal. He can see it etched on Jongho's face, the harshness of his clenched jaw and the slant of his brows. Mingi is glad they're separated by the kitchen island. He's glad he doesn't have his contacts in or glasses on. He doesn't want to have to take in Jongho's frustration in 20/20. Blurred, it might hurt less. 
“That we can't get dinner because we're hooking up? That's obvious?” Jongho asks and Mingi swallows down a billion answers.
He spits up one. “I mean, isn't it? That's like a date thing. People who date get dinner.” It's quickly proven to be wrong. 
“What about friends?”
“We're not– I mean– you said that you wanted to keep this casual. That it wasn't serious or, like, a relationship of any kind. I’m not taking it seriously like you asked.” Their first meet up. The haze of winter. Fresh snow on the ground. The first thing Jongho had done upon entering Mingi's apartment was turn up the thermostat. The second was to tell Mingi he wasn't looking for something serious. 
“Let's keep things casual, Mingi-ssi. Can I call you hyung?”
Mingi had allowed it. Allowed Jongho so close to his loneliness. Never a cure. Like a star between his sheets, gone with the sun. Casual. Persistent but casual. Sex was the motivation. Never him. Never them. There is no us, just you and me and the organs between our legs, my neediness laid bare and the desire you hide so well.
Jongho pinches the bridge of his nose. “Are you fucking kidding me?” No, Mingi wants to say, you said that. I heard you say that. But he doesn't. Because that answer would be wrong too. “So, hyung, here's the deal, we have this thing, that people who interact for an extended period form, called a relationship,” Jongho drawls, and it's patronizing. Mingi feels it crawl up his spine and whisper in his ear that he's so fucking stupid. It irks him. “And that relationship is curated through actions and boundaries. So when you fuck me for months!” Jongho's volume echoes off the cabinets and into Mingi's chest. “Whether you like it or not! We have a relationship! Do not use me saying I didn't want to date you as some bullshit reason to tell me we have nothing!”“We met on an app!” Mingi cries, frustration billowing out like smoke. It's not a solid argument. It's nothing he can take and beat Jongho over the head with. It will dissipate. He knows. He knows, but he can't fix it. Jongho doesn't give him a chance. He was never given a fucking chance with Jongho. 
“And? I’ve slept in your bed just about every weekend since December! But you can't get dinner with me. Because what? Because what, hyung? And don't just mangle my boundaries and recite them back to me.”  
Apathy usually takes Mingi's hand, leading him through conflict. He doesn't know why anger’s claws grip so tightly now, why he can feel it pressing down upon every organ, coiling inside of him. An outlet is needed. 
“Let me remind you how you defined our relationship,” Mingi hisses, stepping around the counter, using his few inches to loom. Jongho says he likes how big he is, but he hopes he hates it now. Hope he regrets ever bedding a man who might just be able to pretend he can win this fight. “We fuck, Jongho. We fuck and it's good and you said you didn't want anything else. You made the call so I don't understand why you're yelling at me about saying no to dinner!”  
The stillness that follows traps Mingi like sticky sap turned amber. Jongho glares, clearer with the lack of distance. Demeaning. Uncaring. The anger fossilizes. It will not be forgotten. Jongho could beg or plead but it would need to be pried away from Mingi's sides. It's not like Jongho would ever beg or plead for Mingi anyway. Not like that. Only when sex is involved. 
“You're an idiot,” Jongho says. It bites. Mingi feels hot blood trickle down his throat, adrenaline roaring in his ears, pain warping under its control. “I'm leaving.”
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 07/12/2025
man i got such talented moots
orangutan looking wistfully out the window of a bus
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ fish b꩜wl .ᐟ @fishbowling.bsky.social · 07/12/2025
many a song to drabble about
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