⛤ZANE⛤
@fireflowerzane.bsky.social
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⛤ZANE⛤ He/Him, FTM/Nonbinary, 25 💫Clinically Silly💫 ✅SFW✅ ⭐Y2K cartoonist, graphic novelist, 2d animator⭐ 🔞NSFW🔞 - @spicypyroplant.bsky.social
⛤ZANE⛤ He/Him, FTM/Nonbinary, 25 💫Clinically Silly💫 ✅SFW✅ ⭐Y2K cartoonist, graphic novelist, 2d animator⭐ 🔞NSFW🔞 - @spicypyroplant.bsky.social
!["Karry -- The FINAL Alter"
The FINAL final boss, if you will.
Also answers to "Butterfly"
(albeit reluctantly)
The Oracle, stargazer, past-seer, all-knowing, but only of the now and the past, for only Vessel can predict the future.
She exists in the present moment, and her appearances have only been fleeting, very recently, so far.
But I feel she has begun to hold further purchase on this realm, each time I feel her near.
After all, she was quiet for a long time.
Karry embues the spacey, almost mystical feelings of:
"Nothing exists, and neither do I, but that's okay."
The embodiment of being at peace within the self, the true calm within the storm, the end goal, the healed, the one in which strides to make peace with are deeply encouraged, etc.
******
Places they all exist, now, being:
The "Legacy" Set (the first set who emerged)
The Basement Crew
(secondary set that emerged)
The Grey Area
[VESSEL's domain, separate, not up or down, but closer to down]
And now
"The Starry Zone"
Or
"The Here and Now"
(in which only Karry inhabits, not up or down, but closer to up)
Each side holding an A-side and B-side, so that's roughly about 24, I think.
Give or take.
(But Vessel and Karry don't have a B-side... I think. Idk, yet.)
******
Song best paired:
Enigma - Turn Around
Ballpoint pen and markers on paper
3 hours 9 minutes duration](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:p52ettzl3xojhmsh3eq4nlgz/bafkreibahiqidcayq4apxojwxj6vlv77ysz3hezgmi7pbturzl6gbpflyq)
![Unfinished Sentences 3:
"Thoughts and Prayers"
You wouldn't BELIEVE where I got all these religious snippits & such.
...So I won't tell you. :]
******
Mixed Media - Physical Collage Art
5 hours 30 minutes
duration
(one sitting)
((my back still hurts lol))](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:p52ettzl3xojhmsh3eq4nlgz/bafkreicohtbv3htc2nfo5tp25xukpl75xpn5bifxvhb6yhtmrrvmtojese)
!["Love to see him"
Dresses up real nice & dresses down all the same; always happy to see him🌱✨
*****
[No particular song in mind]
Ballpoint pen on paper
1 hour 17 minutes](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:p52ettzl3xojhmsh3eq4nlgz/bafkreif44euwireqlhprthbyap7pojm3xrxpgtwqn2ewud2euowdgpcege)
!["My Fault"
B-Side Spike.
AKA "Sewer Rat"
"Taking it with a smile, bc there's nothing else I can do."
******
"I had heard what you said, love.
You said it wasn't my fault.
...I think.
And I believe you!
...But I still thougut it was, anyways.
Idk why.
I like it, sometimes, though~!
If everything is my fault, I take all the blame.
It's easy.
It's safer if only -I- get hurt.
It's predictable, and I handle it well, so it's okay.
Not all the time, as I'm tempoerary, ofc, but it's alright, sometimes.
And if it becomes oversaturated, I may not be, anymore, so one of The Others will handle it, after that.
But I can take the brunt of the immediate disruption, you know~?
Haha.
Masochism can be a coping mechanism if there's nothing I can do about it.
What else am I gonna do?
Make it a bigger problem than it is?
Get upset, thow shit, make an ass of myself?
Nah... No need for any of that~ :]
Why would I wanna hurt anybody else?
Not worth it.
Won't make -my- pain go away, you know?
No reason to.
I may run my mouth, a little, but if it's all the same to you, you can tell me to keep it to myself, and I'll manage.
I dunno! Makes me feel better.
I guess.
You know how many times the pains of life have fucked me into the bed?
(Have I said that, before?)
You know how I handled it??
I just... I dunno.. Kept going.
I dunno.
"Sit down, shut up, nobody cares, get over it, etc"
I'd never say that to anyone else, no--
I'd never DREAM of it.
But if I say it to myself, it feels nostalgic, and pisses me off to handle whatever the problem is, anyway, without doing what my predecessors did to make ~ME~ this way.
...You know what I mean?
So,, really, it's okay. :]
Don't think too hard about it.
That's what i'm trying to do, myself, anyways. X3
Plenty of ways out there to handle stressors, these days, all in new and exciting ways, lemmie tell ya~!✨"
~Spike
******
Markers on paper
1 hour 32 minutes Duration
Song best paired:
Bo Burnham - Hell of a Ride (Studio)](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:p52ettzl3xojhmsh3eq4nlgz/bafkreidfbgg4ateh2lzhm44uhakvlvkozgs7es4rgelveejzl2kds6dwfq)
!["NO CEILING"
Out from the basement.
They can relocate easier than expected, it seems.
It -is- in their nature is to adapt, after all.
"We've had plenty of practice, thus far.~"
******
The basement dwellers go outside.
Static stood in the shade and took the photo.
(fearful he may dissolve if he stepped into the light, which he verywell could have)
Spike didn't like being in it, but he turned to stare directly at the camera anyway, bc he felt like he had to.
9-Volt got so excited that he tried to rush and get closer to the camera right before Static pressed
*click!*
"Who let these idiots out of their cage lol"
9-Volt said, intentionally mocking Spike, jabbing him with his elbow obnoxiously.
Spike then slowly directed his agitatedly happy glare at 9-Volt.
His neck made a sliding-stone sound as he turned towards 9-Volt, his expression unchanging.
Ghost was too busy laughing manaically to care, actively ignoring Static as he stretched himself up as high as he could, reaching his arms up and out, getting as close to the sun as physically possible.
I think this is the first time any of them had ever been outside.
It was a good day. :]
*****
(no particular song in mind)
Ballpoint pens on paper
4 hours 2 minutes duration](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:p52ettzl3xojhmsh3eq4nlgz/bafkreigtqoe2sn73ax22chpdv5tejgbtmu4tfkjpop54qe53h4j2urf4tm)
!["KINGDOM"
Y'know it's funny, I drew this just the other day, climbing out of psychosis, and then I caught the flu lol.
*****
Key screaming the lyrics to Devin Townsend's "Kingdom"
A very big favorite of mine.
*****
This actually happened, btw.
I cry at odd times, now.
Started the song and just-- boom.
Idk why! :]
Felt good, though.
Felt good.
Felt raw.
Felt real.
******
Song best paired:
Devin Townsend - Kingdom
Digital drawing
1 hour 55 minutes](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:p52ettzl3xojhmsh3eq4nlgz/bafkreibqj7efmoc4tu3ot76cmg5frkybffx3c5tmql5r2sb7d5refn7d3q)
