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Need to get back into writing again, been too long since I wrote anything on Quest for the Starbow. Though there are a few changes I need to do so it might take time before anything is posted.

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Have had a slow day, which is a good thing. Tomorrow I will try to record again.

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Was going to record more Fields of Mistria today, but 15 minutes in I just stopped. My heart's not in it today.

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

It was raining something fierce during the night. I don't usually wake up from rain but it was very loud.

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Fuck I'm feeling dysphoric. I hate gender dysphoria so much, I would not wish this upon my worst enemy.

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

Decided to change my profile pic to something more spooky. It's not spooky time yet but I felt like it.

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

Made a milkshake. That's it, that's the post.

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

Having thoughts about vampires again. Why am I like this?

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

Me: The outside? Cannot remember how it looks like. I cannot remeber the feel of the wind, nor the warmth of the sun upon my face. I can no longer picture the blue sky in my mind, nor clouds or the trees. I am lost in the desert if the inside. Person: ...you've been sick for three days

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Almost forgot that it's Bi Visibility Month. Happy visibility to my fellow bis 🩷💜💙

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

The amount of people posting shitty ai slop "comics" is annoying. Yes, we all hate conservatives, but can you STOP USING THEIR WEAPONS, IT'S ONLY GIVING THEM MONEY AND RUINING THE PLANET!!!!

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Being sick is not fun... at least my nose is better than yesterday

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

I've decided to try my hand at Fields of Mistria. While I wasn't happy with the intro, I decided to upload it anyway. It's my first time doing this kind of thing so please be nice. www.youtube.com/watch?v=whJJ...

youtube.com

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

my throat is hurting a little, hopefully I'm not going to get ill, would not be nice

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

vibing to the music while echo are pulling ula'tek is a nice way to spend the last sunday of august

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

Okay, project done, youtube video coming tomorrow

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

Why are vampires so hot? WHY DO FANGS MAKE ME MELT?!

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

Today has been a day where I've not been so productive, and that's fine. Some days are just a little lazy.

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

Not really been out in nature so much this summer (gender dysphoria and all). And what happened the moment I stepped into the undergrowth today? I got a tick. A tick, from walking through some dry undergrowth for like only a few seconds.

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

Just watch episode 68 of Altheya: The Dragon Empire (I'm trying to catch up), and HOLY SHIT, what an episode. My heartrate was through the roof.

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

The day went well, but then I experienced a lot of gender dysphoria during the late afternoon. Feel better now, but fuck it's annoying that going outside just to buy a drink can ruin my mood for several hours.

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

Editing a video has reminded me of how much I hate my voice...

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

Remember to go outside and touch grass once in a while.

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

maybe I should get a milkshake or something to make myself feel better

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

Still having facial hair that grows is annoying. Shaving every single day and feeling dysphoria creep up if I don't is not a fun thing (and then you cut your birthmark that slightly in the way of shaving the moustache, and then it doesn't stop bleeding so now you have a plaster on your face!)

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

Currently listening to Hollow by Smash Into Pieces on repeat, it's SOOOOO GOOOOD. One of the best bands of our time imo.

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

Learning how to edit videos is both fun and incredibly annoying at the same time. Like I'm enjoying the experience, but sometimes it's so hard to figure out how I'm to do something, and the tutorials are not always as helpful they make themselves out to be.

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

A new version of the map of northern Edera, a region in Aeathal, my fantasy world. Only really changed the way I draw the coastlines. I'm going to update the mountains and hills at some point as well.

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

Damn that screenshot came out bad, oh well.

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

Been working on this rather classic looking effect on the coastlines. I'm rather happy with it.

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

It was also rather warm (luckily not as warm as few days ago).

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Fyrissa (Fireeld) 🏳️‍⚧️ @fireeld.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

I saw Stockholm Pride Parade today. It was a blast (barring certain political parties present (I honestly had a desire to boo when the current prime minister came past)) and I had a lot of fun. My legs and feet are rather sore though. 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍⚧️

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