iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

gf: i hate the dice mascot!!! he needs to go!! NOW!! me: would u feel better if u put an anvil dangling above his head.... gf: yea :) me: what about a trolley problem..... gf: YEA :) me: what about a- or maybe.... ?

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 01/05/2026

anyway i am up late because i got sooooooo attached to my foster cat and i have a series b pitch deck that isn't going to design itself and my girlfriend is coming tomorrow soooo i need to get my life in order in less than 24 hours

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 01/05/2026

pls god save im so turnt right now is my fucking vocal stim and i am never gonna live this down if i can't get it under control

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 27/04/2026

ree and I had the most healing art day yesterday :’) i love my best friend i love making things in my kitchen with her

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 27/04/2026

it’s okay life is beautiful and if i power thru today I’ll be in the clear

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 27/04/2026

literally sooooooooo behind on work because i am a dumbass so i am listening to the music i used to listen to when i was 21 working my first design job and required like the music equivalent of 10 different stimulants to power thru

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 27/04/2026

sometimes i tell my close friends something and they go "god, i didn't realize you put up with so much."

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 25/04/2026

my roommate and i are talking about fostering a kitten 🥺😖⭐️

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

i remember doing this for her, and shortly after, she made me homeless like? lol

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

digital artifacts that remind you of your life from a decade ago are soooooooooooooo wild and also affirming.

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

oh and this for my brother lol

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

god i was such a parentified child because why the fuck was i editing and formatting my mom's resume at age 18? holy shit

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 22/04/2026

gotta get my place even cozier so that people are begging to come over to my house for dinner, specialty coffee + tea, crafts, or a movie.

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 22/04/2026

to be very honest i went through soooooo many unexpected financial changes these last couple months so i am being gentle on myself but now I need to lock in and save up

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 22/04/2026

affirmations i will decrease my lifestyle bloat

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 22/04/2026

rationing my stimulants… i am so good at surviving…

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 21/04/2026

we were meant to make visual art and many sounds

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 21/04/2026

venturing’s influence on me… ml buch’s influence on me…

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 21/04/2026

i just bought my first electric guitar after years of bumming off rentals, a banjo in high school, and my brothers guitars it’s time to commit… to riffing…

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 21/04/2026

thank god for friends that love me and see me for who i am

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 21/04/2026

i told my best friend about it and she basically said the same thing that my friend who delivered the news to me told me.

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 20/04/2026

this is all internal btw... outwardly to her, i was very cautious and careful and considerate. but i still feel a certain responsibility to my thoughts and feelings.

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 20/04/2026

i was a bit snarky before about finding a love beyond what i could've imagined... but when faced with the hurt of someone i care abt as a result of me *moving on* — that snark was a reaction to the emotions i felt when i was with my ex and my ex's inability to love me the way i needed.

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 20/04/2026

right now, all i can do is accept the mask she showed me.

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 20/04/2026

like i wish i could reach out and give her a hug about it but i know that is something that isn't possible right now, and would cause more harm than good. maybe in a year or two i can, and she will be in a place to receive it.

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 20/04/2026

doesn't change how i feel or how things happened. but i do really care about her as a friend, hope for her to accept the love that she is surrounded with, and wish for her to meet a partner (if that is what she wants) that is able to hold her in the way i couldn't (no matter how hard i tried).

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 20/04/2026

doing friend admin now that my gf is back in la <3 and i love everyone in my life <3 i love devotion <3 i love doing things for my loved ones <3 i need to see my brother + his family too <3

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 20/04/2026

aaaaaand more art most of all <3

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 20/04/2026

next week: i'll be locking into work, going back to the gym + beach runs (finally), going back to the studio, taking my meds on time, prioritizing celebrating my best friend and close friends, and going back on calorie deficit after... a month of being indulgent w my gf >.<

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 20/04/2026

most of all, i made drinks and food for people i care about... all of which made them come back and verbalize how good it tasted <3 - many matcha lattes - vanilla iced latte with strawberry coferment espresso - ube pancakes with condensed milk + berries

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 20/04/2026

enough about my sapphic lifestyle. i showed art in two exhibits this week and co-designed tour merch for one of the best albums of the year... and i also did a spontaneous studio session with my friend after our other friend's show... celebrated my best friend's birthday in the cutest way <3

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 20/04/2026

i learned my lesson that i'd rather never know.

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 20/04/2026

unfortunately found out the answer to the question i should've never asked and it is.... probably, yes. don't ask yourself questions like this because it will invite the answer to find you when you least expect it.

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 20/04/2026

gf and i realized the first time we met in-person was at an ecco2k concert five years ago while listening to ℮ in the shower together this morning the passage of time is soooooooooooo crazy

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 14/04/2026

I WASNT EVEN LOOKING FOR IT AN ANGEL JUST ARRIVED AND WITNESSED ME AND IM SO LUCKY SHES MY GF

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 14/04/2026

I can’t believe I fucked around and found a love beyond what i could have ever imagined…

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 14/04/2026

irish people being really bougie about their saunas and bathhouses is proof to me that we were always meant to be that way…

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 07/04/2026

i am only slightly diabolical

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 31/03/2026

update: both ds lites arrived 🙂‍↕️ and we’re gonna cover them in stickers in less than 48 hours ☁️👁️

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 29/03/2026

i wrote this upon nearly passing out

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 29/03/2026

maybe it’s a robin, a blue jay, or a barn owl no one knows… for sure. the bird watcher doesn’t feel bothered to specify.

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 29/03/2026

a bird named “website”

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fí ꩜ @fiii.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

I love doing mundane things with my loved ones it brings me so much joy

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