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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Fuck yea toasted everything bagel thins with schmear aaaaaa

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

So ive just discovered that limoncello makes me very sad. :(

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

"I wonder why i feel like shit" i asked, knowing full well i had 3 cups of coffee and a rare steak at 6AM because i got 3 hours of sleep

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 07/07/2026

They give us candy for esket treatment to mask the taste, but it still tastes like shit. Found out i like peach dumdums tho

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 06/07/2026

Got some porple contacts. Cant tell if cool or unsettling? :0

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

Time to stay the fuck indoors for the next month :> gonna write, draw, study, and avoid all the heat.

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

*looks at my art fight charas*....they'll never know i was a big furry (spoilers, they will know i was a big furry)

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 28/06/2026

Op now i threw my back out again :'^) cant catch a break on my school break

static.klipy.com

Metal Gear Solid 3 HD

ALT: Metal Gear Solid 3 HD

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 28/06/2026

So uhmm...im kinda....doingartfightthisyear

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

Downside: went to ER for big ovarian cyst rupture(still hurts ow) Upside: FOUR different compliments on my holo shoes!(they also make me taller)

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

Guess who had an ovarian cyst rupture during esketamine teatment ✋️ nausea and dizzy and pain and high make a horrible combo

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 20/06/2026

Next week is my last DnD session. I'm gonna miss playing sm QnQ

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 20/06/2026

I wrote my project essay on danmei including the gay fish book and got this response from the professor. :>

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 11/06/2026

I should write my dragonXknight bl this summer but hhhhh how do i am not writing slop with shitty pacing? Pacing is what i dread.

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

O boy dysmorphia of my face sure has been fun while trying to practice cosplay and gender-affirming makeup :) so distressed tbh, and i wish someone could do it for me so i can learn it isnt impossible

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 22/05/2026

Eket, my Esketamine sona?OC? basically idea i came up with when in treatment

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 19/05/2026

Balancing college and esketamine treatment sessions is a lot harder than i thought. Oof. Idk what I'll do when i take on more classes this year :'D

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

*chants NEW OC NEW OC NEW OC this Midwest-themed daydreamer is Quill- an Epicyon Haydeni who perished in a tar pit while staring at the stars! they love shitty cheeseburgers (don't ask how they eat them). Their skeleton is covered in tar, so don't hug! #furry #oc

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 23/04/2026

Made baba au rhum. Kinda fucked up a bit. That's whipped cream I made.

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 03/04/2026

I got melatonin-lavender-chamomile bath bombs for easter and mmmm they good

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 01/04/2026

Some people get overwhelmed with cleaning and dont know where to start. Heres what i do as minimum- Daily- dishes, sweeping/vacuum, tidy up Weekly- wash bedding(can do bi-weekly if needed), do laundry, mop floors, clean bathrooms Monthly- dusting (bi-weekly if you have pets or poor air quality)

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 01/04/2026

Another cleaning tip- when you dust fragile shelf trinkets, the best tool (i find) is actually a very soft, fluffy makeup brush. You should do a thorough dusting at least once a month (depending on region and air quality). Dont forget to wear a mask, and dust top to bottom because of dust settling!

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 29/03/2026

I should....talk to my friends more, instead of being petrified of starting convos. I just dont know what to say tho tbh? Or, god, id hate to be annoying.

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 29/03/2026

My moots are so cool. And im not just saying that bc ive had a cordial i accidentally made too strong.

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 17/03/2026

Sad and want to draw but idk what to draw...

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 11/03/2026

When im down or distressed, I eat cinnamon sugar bread, drink some strawberry milk, watch moomins, and/or look at pretty makeup/skincare stuff

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 09/03/2026

I heard my bones break bc i said i needed a caboodle for my skincare stuff

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 04/03/2026

Tryin to get admitted to and pay for college TwT being brave

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 01/03/2026

Yeah, going back to brown was a good choice

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 28/02/2026

Being brave. Moots, give me OCs/urselves....the time has come...im gonna practice fullbodies in this new style!

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 25/02/2026

So, i made an original species when i was 14, and I love it very much. It's been an ongoing project all this time. Im very proud of it. toyhou.se/~world/14805... theyre free to make if you want to make one btw. Theres lore and even a mascot. I even plan to make a costume of one to demo them someday.

toyhou.se

PDW on Toyhou.se

Check out PDW on Toyhouse!

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 23/02/2026

I need to practice rendering more...Any (up to 3) moots want to volunteer their OCs or faces?

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 22/02/2026

more SE study practice. this time on my OC, Kimallus. it's a struggle over here

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 22/02/2026

trying to render like STARember, it's hard af. I also have issues recognizing my own face, so...

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 20/02/2026

Should i Cut my hair (give suggestions and tutorials if you can), dye it black, dye it brown(original color in pic), orrrrr something else? Im trying to stay as a beautiful masc

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 19/02/2026

Added more purple to the lipstick mix? I feel i am no closer to the desired color tho.... ( ´-｀)

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 19/02/2026

This is that lipstick i mentioned last night! Pink Ice!

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 18/02/2026

made magical girl items based off of Les Merveilleuses Laudree makeup bc i wanted to assign my moots items as if they were my team. I'm making more Items than what is shown, dw! if you want an item assigned, lmk! :)

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 18/02/2026

Sooo i felt unusually fem and got myself a pink pearly lipstick for the first time since middle school, and its so cute for my fem days!? I am also STILL trying to make/find a dupe for that Chanel #816 Laque Noire dark lip color for my baddie masc days.

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 16/02/2026

I have new Wolf Children AU ideas for Xiyao and NOBODY to listen to me yap about them...

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 11/02/2026

I need to stop yearning for what cant be, dwelling on what will be, and getting out of sorts about wasted efforts. What a dreadful month to like what doesnt like you back.

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Cel @feralcrybaby.bsky.social · 11/02/2026

In trying to fix my TRD by getting on Spravato, like my doctor told me (he said its esketamine or shock therapy at this point), i may have just fucked up all my insurance! :'U why dont they teach this in schoollll hhhhh

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Shiome @shiome.bsky.social · 08/02/2026

(Repost) xiyao mousehold ☺️

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