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Lucid Girl

@femmefatalellie.bsky.social
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Jersey. Aries. Mom of 1. Blessed & Highly Favored 🧿

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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 11h
Who told me to be Brittney the builder today 👷🏾‍♀️
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 11h
🧍🏾‍♀️
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Welp
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Deva Woodly @devawo.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
It’s always been my view that she should run for Senate. She can handily win and keep this seat. And she’d be the right hand a democratic president needed and a legendary lioness of the senate besides. She’s shown real talent as a legislator & the caucus respects her.
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Depression is so funny because you’ll spend years wishing you don’t wake up when you go to sleep and one day you just stop having that feeling. One day you just want to live, and you look back and those feelings seem so foreign. Like damn I was in the deepest of the deep end. But this too shall pass
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
Love is never wasted. It goes where it’s needed.
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
I’m very much a “figure it out on my own or struggle through it until it’s over.” Type of woman.
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
Genuinely hate my family doing anything for me. It aggravates me and I avoid it at all costs unless it’s absolutely necessary.
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
I grew up despising women who centered men or acted like damsel in distress’. That’s why my pride is so high, and I’m so stubborn. Seeing a woman beg for love gives me the ick.
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
One step at a time
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
Still, I rise
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
Maya Angelou being one of our authors to study on my class syllabus is the soul reason I’m excited for class
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
So weird getting what you’ve wished for , what you worked for and still feeling so unfulfilled
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
Most ppl try hard to get their kids to sleep in their own room then there’s me , waiting til my daughters asleep and sneaking in and laying down 😭
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
Ellie, keep going
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Itchy eyes
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Idk the last time I genuinely laughed & felt happy. When you fight with depression for years embracing the numbness can be addicting , I was hurting so bad I prayed to not feel anything but now…feeling nothing at all is my default. Not happy. Not sad. Just here.
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Need to get outside.
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
So glad the worst of it is in the past.
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Some ppl are fighting visible illnesses , but mines invisible. My brains been sick for a long time now.
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
I don’t believe I’ll ever find “my person” being neurodivergent and all the things I’ve been through it’d be nearly impossible for the average person to understand me , and if someone DID understand me we’d probably trauma bond. I’m fcked 😕.
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Life is so funny , you really do need to just sit back and laugh
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
It gets harder to restart every time
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Ellie , keep going
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
This is 30 I guess.
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Confused , genuinely
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Knowkizzy @knowkizzy.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
The only way to fix it is to end it.
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
Don’t worry, be happy.
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
Need to stop letting people feed off of my energy.
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
Gotta refocus , lock in to what matters. Adri’Ella and my personal goals.
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
God, I just want to be great, feel great and be a great mother.
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
I needed these talks with my mom.
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
Palo santo and sage, pray pray pray
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
So much more than what I’ve settled for.
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
Could write a book on the 4 months I spent with that girl & how it changed the trajectory of my whole life.
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
Sometimes I wish I could be 23 again , sitting in your car at 1am , smelling the rain, taking it all in…what it feels like to genuinely and wholeheartedly love someone. So afraid to look away because I knew eventually you’d dissapear & the moment would be nothing but a memory.
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
Death to the ego is good for the soul
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
Odds stacked against me I still come out on top.
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
If no one’s proud of you, you have to be proud of yourself
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 18/04/2026
When things get too easy God has a funny way of keeping me on my toes
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
Gotta ground myself. Visit my tree. Pray to the universe.
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
Keep going, Ellie
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
I tend to want more for people than they want for themselves
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
Need to add yoga and th gym back into my daily routines
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
1 month in my house and I still haven’t unpacked a ton of boxes.
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overlyyork.blacksky.app @overlyyork.blacksky.app · 30/07/2026
I think I wanna take more horse riding lessons, I should look into that
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P the SkeetQueen ✨ @honeypeee.bsky.social · 28/07/2026
Giving babies to boyfriends is crazy.
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
My daughter deserves the world and I’m determined to give it to her.
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
Gotta ground myself. Visit my tree. Pray to the universe.
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Lucid Girl @femmefatalellie.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
I accomplish a goal and already asking myself what’s next. A never ending list when will I feel like I can rest?
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