iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 25/09/2026

you can be whatever the fuck you want

A very sad lookong fat balding short haired man, with glasses, an a goatee. His dead eyes are staring at an invisible abyss, a million miles away. He is wearing dark jacket over a blue t shirt.

A white woman, aged 52, looking to the camera, her silver hair is strawn around her head, little hoop earrings, a silver necklace, wearing a white lace jacket over a black top showing an unmistakable rack

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 09/09/2026

Special sneak peak to the new Samus game!

Betty white holding a snickers bar on a football field, looking at thr bar, from the snickers commercial

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 03/09/2026

Using my dilation time to put on the patche masks beneath my eyes that need to stay on 30 minutes so that by the end of the year I have both a healthy pussy and glowing skin

White woman, seen from shoulders up, her head lying on a pillow, grey hair falling around her head, looks up. There are white patches either the inscription "hey girl" beneath her eyes

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 01/09/2026

We Are Legion (We Are Emma)

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 11/08/2026

Less then 23 months ago I've read the quoted skeet and fast forward to now, I'm 6 days post SRS and it's literally this meme, lmao 🤣

Annillustrated Star Trek OS bones holding a crest fallen Sulo bith sitting on the ground with the inscription

His dick fell off because a woman wrote words on the internet

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 10/08/2026

I gave my SRS surgeon this Dorley novelty mug as a thank you gift 😆

White novelty mug with the inscription
"Nothing is impossible
with the right
attitude and a scalpel"

resting on a window ledge

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 25/04/2026

The most recent meme in your camera roll describes your current mental state.

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 20/04/2026

Well, I am wondering how many more matches will I get if I add that to the dating app profile. 🤔

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 13/04/2026

Foundation Season 5 was really cooking with this

A television set showing a scene from Foundation season 5 showinh a table with some some none discrete items on it with some out of focus spaceship looking background with CC in white st the bottom of the screen showing:

"Fuck ice."

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 02/04/2026

"circle, circle, dot, dot, now you have your cootie shot"

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 25/02/2026

Behold, my kitchen cupboard... 🤣

A bunch of white novelty cups with black writing sitting on a cupboard shelf

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 04/02/2026

I'm 52. I've started at 51. It's a wild ride, but you can do it. Go chase your dreams.

Emma in a short pinkish top, sitting on a beige couch, a cat sleeping on her shoulders

Emma a flowery brown skirt and green top, a tote bag at her side, in an elevator

Emma in a hotel top and lacy jacket, wearing fakemperal necklace sitting in a restaurant

Emma ina flowery top and white jacket, taking a selfie in the street

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 02/02/2026

Me to my officially certified endocrinologist medical doctor: "But isn't 60 pg/mL kind of low?" Her: "Nah, I see fat distribution changes in your face*, you're good!" [ * I'm wearing full face of makeup ] A random trans woman on the Internet: "So listen, I've ran a couple of simulations and ..."

Example EEv mono-therapy with loading dose from https://estrannai.se/

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 23/01/2026

Remember: estrogen is magic.

Emma, with a receding short hair, ugly beard extra 20kg, the void looking from her eyes, Emma, one day after her 50 birthday

A very different, happier, feminine, longer hair, lively eyes, white lacy top covering a blouse with visible presence in the bust area, wearing large fake but pretty pearl necklace, a couple of weeks before her 52 birthday

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 13/01/2026

I took the red pill 💊 and apparently this is how deep the rabbit 🐇 hole goes:

Marketing picture of a white woman hand holding the SoulSource number #4 trainer

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 10/01/2026

That would have to be the Dorley Pride flag 🤭

The Dorley Pride flag

Pink, white, pink stripes on top followed by a black and blue stripe at the bottom

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 05/01/2026

Look, when I said I wanted a pussy in my skirt this is not what I had in mind but he is cute, I have to give him that

Emma lifts the skirt covering her tummy to reveal the face of a tubby cat

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 28/12/2025

I present to you, the perfect robobimbo set up from the 80's

An 80's style PC bezel with TURBO and RESET buttons and greenish 8 segment showing the number 66

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 23/12/2025

Over 30 selfie thread. I'm 52, 1 year on HRT. I will lie if I would say I am happy. But it's me I see in the mirror and I like what I see. Sometimes, picking what to wear and putting on makeup is the best part of my day. And I have hope for myself and my future. This didn't use to be the case.

Emma elevator selfie . She wears a green top and a green dark flowery skirt, holding a tote bag on her shoulder

Emma restaurant selfie, she wears a white top and light jacket and a faux pearl necklace

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 29/11/2025

Post your favorite THE LORD OF THE RINGS character. Wrong answers only.

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 24/10/2025

Not my home, but I know my way around

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 23/10/2025

A day after my 50th birthday and two months before my 52nd one. When I started I estimated I had a 20% chance of "success" and couldn't imagine how the world would ever conceive of me as a woman. 8 months on HRT and before FFS airport staff told me "Lady, you gave me someone else's passport" 😆

balding fat bearded man imposter with eyes looking unto the void

A woman, looking hopefully into the camera

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 11/10/2025

I'm currently wearing Essi's "eternally optimistic" but their "main character moment" is also an option

girl showing off her hand with essi's eternally optimistic nail polish, her legs lazily perched on top of the sofa in the background

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 22/09/2025

When you are in Barcelona for your FFS and going to the supermarket to get some groceries for the little apartment you rented for the 3 weeks and see this and of course I had to buy it!l because Dorley conditioned you that Weetabix is an essential ingredient of FFS 😆

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 27/08/2025

OK, that was a joke but I checked and the red one kind of looks like the Mc'cleod tartan pattern and THIS is their emblem so...

Crest: A bull's head cabossed sable, horned Or, between two flags gules, staved at the first

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 17/07/2025

This time when I moved to a new flat in the big city, as a fully actualized me, so no holding back was needed, I went full blast and fully enjoyed being busy with the design and, although it's not fully done yet, I'm *really* happy with how it looks already and it makes me so happy 🌸

An open well-lit studio-like space, with an IKEA wooden bamboo closet, a bunch of wooden long stalls with wooden rectangular book cases on them with many books, a meditation mat and cousins, a play area with trans flag colored beanie bags, a red rug, and an IKEA dining table and chairs

An open well-lit studio-like space, with a beanbag peaking at one side, an IKEA dining table, chairs, a red rug with some wooden sofas and pillows,and a wooden lamp

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 05/07/2025

Some of you here will be sure to appreciate my new apartment door sign 🤭 Now I too maintain a Dorley Hall opsec level... 😆

A door sign saying

"Emma [redacted]
WELCOME"

Where everything but the name is a cut-off of the cover of Welcome to Dorley Hall by Alyson Greaves

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 21/06/2025

Here is the picture from the passport and a recent selfie. If you think you won't pass and that keeps you from trying.... If you just started HRT but are consumed with dread that it will never work... I didn't think it would work either. Know that Estrogen is magic and transition is life.

A picture of an elderly lady, wearing a light blue top and with round glasses, visibly curvy and with not too shabby makeup.

A passport picture of an old, mostly bald, bearded, fat, visibly distressed and dead eyed geezer

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 14/06/2025

If you are at Cambridge Pride and feel like marching together, ping me

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 12/06/2025

How can this be an unedited picture of myself, wearing an unpadded bra? 😲 I stare at this picture, not able to believe what I am seeing: This is me? This is real? My mind cannot comprehend this. 🤯 I feel fine about this picture of my body. Maybe even find it attractive? This is unprecedented. 😱

A picture of the torso of a woman, sitting in a chair, wearing a green top, with a very visible contour of her breasts showing

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 11/06/2025

Chat, they were so close!

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 10/06/2025

When in an English university town, eat Weetabix for breakfast, as one does.

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 09/06/2025

Aunt Bea will be pleased with me, I think.

A picture of a white lady's hand, with pink nail polish

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 04/06/2025

They gave me the whole new employee kit together with my new employee tag 😂 Not shown in the picture: chocolates, some notebooks and pens

A colorful printed sheet of paper reading

"Dear Emma,
Welcome to the
[redecated]
family!!!"

with a blue employee tag showing a picture of a grey-haired white woman's face and shoulders and the name Emma printed in white letters below it, attached pride rainbow colored lanyard, lying on top of it

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 24/05/2025

It's interesting to note that Rollins, espousing the view that your genitalia determines your place in society, has chosen to alter the ♀️ symbol, used instead of "O" in her new fund logo, and turned it into a cross and diamond formation, highly reminiscent of Christian iconography.

Picture of a cross inside a diamond on stained glass

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 22/05/2025

Force femme the patriarchy!

The Dorley Pride Flag

Pink and white on top, blue in the bottom, separated by black

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 04/05/2025

And the mountain name is ...

Cover artwork for the game Celeste, depicting (from left to right) Badeline, Oshiro, Madeline, Granny, and Theo on thr backdrop of Celeste mountain

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 26/04/2025

A friend in Cambridge shared this, and I recognized you by the sign!

A woman in a big crowd with a sign in trans pride colors background and text that reads "Kier wants her in thr men's with her rapist". Another sign is visible with the text "Trans people aren't a debate we're human beings"

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 10/04/2025

Oh, there's also "Back to the future" variant where you start as a cute girl, then turn into an hopeless self-loathing dead eyed shell of a quazi man and then turn back again to the aunty version of girl you.

14 years old Emma, looking very girly despite short hair and rocking an iron maiden t shirt and dark sunglasses hanging from shirt

A dead eyed crew cut balding zombie with dysphoria beard looking into the abyss of his soul

A smiling, visibly happy Emma, with longer white gray hair, heart necklace, rocking a light ash "Salem broom factory" top

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 08/04/2025

Some more pictures of the manly masculine world champions of robot building competition, testosterone practically oozing from them... NOT. (girls, they are a bunch of very smart, extremely talented, girls, looking very happy after winning the championship) LOL

A bunch of very very happy teenage girls hugging after winning the FRC world championship

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 08/04/2025

"And if you're out working, like building robots like Harold, you are around other guys. You're not around HR ladies and lawyers that gives you estrogen." Well... not so much? In the picture, some of the winners of 2023 FIRST world robotics championship building their winning robot, Ctrl-Z

Building the 2023 Ctrl-Z robot, from left: Marlow Tracy (Uni High senior), Nourseen Ismail (Urbana High junior), Samhita Gubba (Central High freshman), Nia Bolton (Centennial High freshman), and Lisa Tsou (Urbana Middle School 8th grader), fussing about a disassembled robot.

Photo: Michal Ondrejcek,

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 02/04/2025

Boymodding (Going to my youngest daughter high school graduation performance, and there's a whole bunch of people who know me and I'm not out to and I don't want to make a fuss be cause it's my daughters evening, not mine)

A white woman with gray hair and glasses, slightly smiling, in a butch "Salma broom factory" T shirt and heart silver neckace

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 01/04/2025

Gaius Helen Mohiam: The test is simple. Remove your hand from the box, and you die. Paula Atreides: What's in the box? Gaius Helen Mohiam: Electrolysis.

A bold witch holding the box of pain from the Dune movie

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 31/03/2025

@princess-in-black.bsky.social bought me a pizza for Mira Bellwether's birthday. May her memory be a blessing to all and especially trans women and those who love them.

A white woman with gray hair, a greenish top, glasses and silver earings, smiling, holding a plate with a large pizza, seated at a restaurant table

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Emma Laissez-fae @femma.love · 20/03/2025

Best Star Trek crew, wrong answers only

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