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Elena 🎨✊🏽

@feelingndealing.bsky.social
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Visual artist, lover of tarot, collaborator, poly-crisis carer, animal and dream tender, LatinX, Southerner (U.S.), liberation-minded psychotherapist, arts-based researcher, No AI, she/they linktr.ee/feelingndealing

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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 10h
Dolly has some really good advice today
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
Dolly is a Southern Queen who loves a mud bath 👑
A large dog lying down in the mud in a shady spot
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
Big dog, tiny spoon 😍
A large dog licking peanut butter off of a tiny spoon
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
Dolly + Lexi in a rare moment of détente 🐾 😴
A photo of a large dog sleeping next to a small dog with their heads snuggled together. The larger dog’s ear is draped over the small dog’s neck
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Dolly Pawton 🐾 napping with her snout in my shoe 🥹
A photo of a dog sleeping on the floor with her snout in a shoe. Dolly Pawton has learned that shoes aren’t toys… but nobody said they can’t be used as pillows!
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
@sheainthecatskills.com & I would love to see you tomorrow (2p Pac, 4p Cen, 5p East) for the next installment of The Symbolic Lab: *And remember this: the Imperial need for control is so desperate because it is so unnatural.* sheainthecatskills.com/2026-symboli...
A photo of a textured watercolor painting with the a vague sky line and two moons. Handwritten text on one moon reads: “and then remember this: the imperial need for control is so desperate because it is so unnatural.”
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
Introducing Mx. Dolly Pawton 🐾 This energetic beauty is a ball of joy!
A photo of a dog looking at the camera while sitting. She has soulful eyes and black fur with white spots in her snout, neck and the tips of her back paws
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 14/08/2026
Painting update: “We are Earthseed/ the life that perceives itself/changing.” Chapter 12 of EARTHSEED: THE BOOKS OF THE LIVING, from “Parable of the Sower” by Octavia E. Butler
A photo of a watercolor painting: Flowers are painted and outlined in indigo blue ink; shades of yellow, gold, and purple fill the shape of the flowers and leaves. Text is handwritten in indigo blue ink: “We are Earthseed/ the life that perceives itself/changing.“ Chapter 12 of EARTHSEED: THE BOOKS OF THE LIVING, from “Parable of the Sower” by Octavia E. Butler 
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 14/08/2026
We would love to see you later today if this prompt appeals to you!
A photo of a watercolor collage with circular moons cut out on top of washes of color. A large moon has text written on it in black ink: “Remember that the frontier of the rebellion is everywhere. And even the smallest act of insurrection pushes our lines forward.”
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 05/08/2026
Negative space flowers made with watercolor and masking fluid. I can’t decide if I want to fill in the blank space or leave it as is — any ideas? #art
A watercolor painting on a cold-pressed block of white paper. The outline of a few flowers in white with a purple-blue-green wash of color behind it.
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 26/07/2026
A hummingbird, a wasp and a vulture
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 24/07/2026
I raise you my spider neighbor.
A 2.5” spider with an artfully constructed nest who lives nearby me on a fence. I call her Cassandra because I think she knows things and no one listens.
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
I love finding Earthseed verses while sorting through papers
A photo of a piece of white paper with handwritten words from Octavia E. Butler’s “Parable of the Sower”. It reads: 
All successful life is
Adaptable,
Opportunistic,
Tenacious, 
Interconnected, and 
Fecund. 
Understand this. Use it. 
Shape God.
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 16/07/2026
You inspired me to do a random shuffle and pull today. I am so amused by these 2 fours! I asked for something to pay attention to today (what’s working well or in harmony, what’s worth celebrating) & a resource that’s available to me today (the power of unrest & deep rest)
Photo of two tarot cards from the Linestrider deck: The four of wands depicts two rabbits curled toward each other, creating a circle with leaves and branches around them. The four of swords reversed depicts a lion with their paws crossed and eyes closed. Their head is adorned with a band of color and vibrant leaves surround them. There’s a sword in front of the lion.
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 16/07/2026
A very fine toad…
A Texas toad sits on concrete in the morning sun
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 15/07/2026
I’m so satisfied with the way these splatters of gold watercolor dried! #art
A photo of a large watercolor flower painted on white cold-pressed paper — gold dots splatter across the page and onto a bright orangey-pink flower petal
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 14/07/2026
I would LOVE to hear your thoughts about my pull from The Depths Tarot 🙏🏽
A photo of images from The Depth Tarot — 1. X of Courage (10 of wands), 2. Initiate of Freedom (Page of Swords), 3. Magician
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 13/07/2026
A watercolor painting inspired by Octavia E. Butler’s “Parable of the Sower” *Kindness eases Change.* #art
Vibrant flowers painted on watercolor paper with the words “Kindness eases Change.” From EARTHSEED: THE BOOKS OF THE LIVING Chapter 15
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 16/03/2026
A cool & weird flower I painted with watercolor 🌸
As described.
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 10/03/2026
An invitation to join me, Cory & @sheainthecatskills.com on March 20th to celebrate the launch of 36 Portals to Aliveness! The brilliant @jbethiejean.bsky.social will be hosting the conversation ❤️‍🔥 Order the planner: sheainthecatskills.com/2026-planner/ RSVP here: tally.so/r/2EkkPe
You’re invited: join us on the spring equinox!

36 Portals is a 2026 planner that begins on the spring equinox + Cory, Elena + shea want to begin with you…We'll gather via zoom with host @jbethiejean
on Friday, March 20, 5pm est to:
*   talk about how the planner came to be + our intentions for it ❤️‍🔥
*   do a practice together with it 🤓 
* hear about how you plan to work with it + how you're entering this season of life bursting forth 🌸 amidst so much death-making 💔

the RAFFLE 

One lucky person will receive a free Natal Chart Correspondence tarot + astrology reading from
Cory + shea (a $288 value) AND an original artwork by Elena!

To enter: email a screenshot of your receipt from purchasing the 36 Portals planner between now + the launch on March 20 to shea@sheainthecatskills.com. We'll draw the winner's name during the launch!

If you'd like to join us, please RSVP to receive the zoom link. If you can't attend live, we will send a recording to everyone who RSVPs: 

tally.so/r/2EkkPe
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 24/02/2026
This planner/workbook is absolutely gorgeous! Cory, @sheainthecatskills.com + I are so psyched to offer it. We hope you love it! #tarotsky #astrosky #art #artsky sheainthecatskills.com/2026-planner/
A photo of a printed copy of 36 Portals to Aliveness: a 2026 journey thru the decans | a correspondence production | by shea in the Catskills, Cory Nakasue + Elena SolanoA screenshot of the webpage linked above — order a print copy (it’s available print-on-demand for $27 to ships to you or to anyone you want to gift it to) or download a pdf version. Also, check out the webpage for a playlist curated by the Study Tarot Series cosmic jukebox geniuses.

We hope you all love it!
Shea, Cory + ElenaAbout this project
Cory Nakasue, Elena Solano + shea have published a unique, playful + profound planner/workbook that begins at the Spring Equinox on March 20 + walks you thru 2026 in 10-day increments of the zodiac. It's called 36 Portals to Aliveness: a 2026 Journey Thru the Decans, + it's essentially a field guide that YOU create! It includes tarot information, playlists, moon transits, journal prompts + experiential amulets to anchor your explorations.
You don't need to know anything about tarot or astrology to make full use of this esoteric tool!
It's for anyone who is:
• interested in tarot +/or astrology
• interested in creating their own personal field guide to time + the seasons
• longing for an expansive menu of ways to observe cycles + document their experience
• wondering how their spiritual practice relates to these unprecedented times
• looking for existential nourishment
For those who can't afford the printed workbook version, or who prefer to work with it on a tablet, there's a free pdf version available, too.
I've never longed so much for something I co-created to catch a wave + make it into the hands of as many people as possible. I believe so deeply that the love, care, creativity + spiritual wisdom that Elena, Cory + I put into this workbook is a profound + playful offering #inthesetimes.What are the decans?
They're 10-degree slices of the zodiac that correspond to particular planets + minor arcana tarot cards. But the important thing to know is: you don't have to know or understand anything about the decans to make this planner your own...
From Cory's gorgeous introduction:
This planner serves as a field guide to help you investigate and create your own cosmology. In this wild year of 2026 and for several years to come, we'll need sustained and deliberate practices that help us attune to our present-moment experience as we observe the changes happening around us. We'll need spaces to re-imagine and cultivate our relationship to time.
The planner begins at the start of the astrological new year with the sign of Aries. ... Each of the 36 decans-or portals-provides corresponding tarot information, daily tracking of the moon, journal prompts, a space to record your observations, and an experiential amulet to anchor your explorations. At the end of each sign, there are prompts to help you reflect on your process and your findings, and create a personal taxonomy and symbology of that sign. There is no right or wrong way to work with this planner: it is designed to be a process guide and playground. Use and note what calls to you, dispense with and note what doesn't. Research, reflect, and relate to your heart's content.
order the planner!
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 04/02/2026
“Power doesn’t panic.” — Andor #fanart #art #artsky
A photo of a watercolor collage on cold-pressed paper. A bright wash of color with several moons and planets collaged onto paper. A large watercolor moon reads: Power doesn’t panic.
Quote from the tv show Andor
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 27/01/2026
Thank you, @bulldogshadow.bsky.social 🙏🏽
A photo of a watercolor painting on thick, handmade watercolor paper. The shape of an iris blooms with bright inky blues and reds + metallic paints. Words handwritten with Micron pen on handmade watercolor paper — 
You don’t need to be a hero out of a movie. 
You just need to be honest. Present. 
And unwilling to surrender your humanity. 
If you’re scared, you’re not alone. 
If you showed up anyway, thank you. 
If you couldn’t today, tomorrow is still yours. 
But don’t look away. Don’t normalize what you know isn’t right. 

(Do Not Look Away) by Eric K. Ward
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 30/12/2025
I have a voice memo saved on my phone that I play for people who ask my about my mask in public — it’s called “Hello Stranger”
A screen grab of a 21 second voice memo saved on my phone — entitled: Hello Stranger with a mask emoji
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 12/12/2025
An Octavia E. Butler-inspired artifact from 2023 — see alt text for words & description #art
A photo of a rectangular piece of white watercolor paper with strokes of bright colors mixed together in the middle. Words read in calligraphy script, “kindness eases change.” - from Octavia E. Butler’s “Parable of the Sower”. Made in 2023 by my two human hands while in deep study with the text.
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 25/09/2025
I’m so looking forward to Saturday’s gathering: Trust in Power ⭐️ who will join us? #art #tarot #artsbasedresearch
A photo of a watercolor painting resembling a moody sunset. Atop the painting sits a painted, moon-like circle. Words are hand-lettered onto the circle: “Power doesn’t panic.” From the tv show Andor
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 23/08/2025
Sweet Totoro! Lexi (our only dog) sends solidarity ☺️
A photo of a black and tan pug asleep on a blue blanket.
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 20/08/2025
A question for contemplation inked on watercolor #art from the late and beloved Dr. Barbara Holmes 🌸 “What is worth preserving, guarding whether we succeed or not?”
A photo of a spiral bound watercolor paper journal — six golden, metallic flowers are painted in the center of the page. Words are inked onto the page: “what is worth preserving, guarding whether we succeed or not?” — from Dr. Barbara Holmes “Crisis Contemplation”
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 19/08/2025
Painted using an automatic #art process with watercolor paint, inks, & cold-pressed watercolor paper — what do you see?
A photo of a spiral-bound watercolor painting: I see a hermetic figure near a lake with trees in the background.
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 14/08/2025
This is one of my favorite artifacts from my years of making stuff. I love the detail of the skull — so carefully sketched with a gray watercolor pencil. I love the bold colors and wisps of subtlety I was incorporating at the time. #art #practicemakesart
A photo of a watercolor painting I made in 2022 titled “Memento Mori”
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 14/08/2025
Testing watercolor paints mixed with Bombay ink on cold pressed paper — I’m in love 😍 #art
A photo of a watercolor painted flower. Dark and light hues mimic petals.
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 08/08/2025
Lexi is healing well and modeling radical rest for all of us! #pugsnores
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 30/07/2025
Post-surgery pug
Lexi, an 11 year old pug, wears a cone and is held in my arms after having surgery to remove four masses. We’re praying for benign results and plenty more years with her.
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 29/07/2025
Recent art inspired by love, loss and a Feist lyric 🌊
A photo of white watercolor paper covered in thin, colorful, vertical lines resembling a topographic map. A photo of the same watercolor paper angled from the bottom right hand corner. Song lyrics are inked onto the page: “love is not a thing you try to do… it wants to be the thing compelling you… to be you…” by Feist, “Hiding Out in the Open”
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 29/05/2025
Watercolor painting on large cold pressed paper (18x24”) in process #art
A painted scene of stormy, choppy waters below a bright daytime sky with dark clouds hovering above the sunlight. I painted this scene after seeing it in a dream. In the dream, I was on a circular ship. I ran around the circle, trespassing across cordoned off places to see this scene.
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 25/05/2025
Maisie giving self-love vibes ☀️
Photo caption: An elder pug named Maisie is lying in the grass sunning herself exercising ancient pain relief technologies
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 25/05/2025
8 seconds of pug joy for whoever needs to see it!
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 25/05/2025
Peonies in “bloom” — thank you for the inspiration photo @ninahatfield.bsky.social 🌺 #art #watercolor
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 16/05/2025
A giant watercolor iris #art
A photo of a large watercolor painting on 18x24” cold press paper: bright green leaves surround a silver, purple and blue iris flower painted with liquid watercolor, ink and silver mica
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 10/04/2025
This watercolor rose is giving Ace of Wands energy 🌹❤️‍🔥 #art #tarot
A photo of a watercolor painting in progress with paints mixed in ceramic dishes on both sides of the paper. The painting depicts a brightly colored rose in full bloom + 2 buds with leaves in the background.
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 22/03/2025
My birthday is tomorrow & i’m wishing for help paying for emergency vet bills 💫 All donations are appreciated from those who have it to give. Please feel free to share this ask! www.gofundme.com/f/help-elena...
A photo of my dearly departed bff dog, a brown haired terrier with wild hair and soulful brown eyes. Truman 11/27/2011-1/27/2025 A photo of two pugs: Maisie & Lexi
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 19/03/2025
I’d love some help paying for life under capitalism as a birthday gift 🎁 My birthday is on Sunday 💫 www.gofundme.com/f/help-elena...
A photo of my now ancestor/dog Truman — at the time a 12 year old brown haired Yorkie with a Mohawk standing in a bathtub looking directly into the camera. The Truest Man 11/27/2011-1/27/2025 💐
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 16/03/2025
Let us speak of joy… thank you, Saeed. Watching these elder pugs take naps side by side — sweet joy 🫀
Photo of Two pugs resting side by side
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 11/03/2025
Dream-inspired watercolor art #artsky
Photo: a block of cold pressed, white watercolor paper captured vertically — 1 inch thick lines cover the page vertically and horizontally creating the illusion of woven colors. Sunlight shines over the paper diagonally illuminating hot pinks, bright oranges, fluorescent yellows and pale blues
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 11/03/2025
Watercolor flowers on thick cold pressed paper 🌺
Photo of watercolor flower: deep, bruisy red & purple petals surround a yellow centerPhoto of a watercolor flower: light lavender petals surround a yellow stamen in the centerA photo of a watercolor painting: green leaves surround two watercolor flowers described in previous photos
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 06/03/2025
Cloud studies ☁️ 🎨 #artsky
A photo of a white watercolor paper (Arches cold pressed block) — lavender/blue clouds wash into a bright pink and yellow sky atop chocolate brown mountains
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 04/02/2025
Today’s art project — with a quote from @margaret.bsky.social “Deescalate all conflict that isn’t with the enemy.” 🌸
A photo of a block of cold pressed watercolor paper — a blue, yellow & pink sky is painted onto the paper. Two flowers with stems and leaves are collaged/glued onto the paper. In the middle of the page, words read: deescalate all conflict that isn’t with the enemy ~ by Margaret Killjoy
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 02/02/2025
Poster-child for baddie-villain era #puglife
A photo of a tan & black pug (Lexi) on my lap. A towel is in my hand, covered in mud from her feet and body after a vigorous bout of harassing the neighbors. She looks toward the camera with a vacant yet pleased expression; her tongue hangs out of the side of her mouth.
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 01/02/2025
One of my favorite things just arrived from @thepeoplesoracle.com 💜
A photo of a purple, spiral-bound book that reads “2025 Sidereal Astrology Guide by Dayna Lynn Nuckolls”
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Elena 🎨✊🏽 @feelingndealing.bsky.social · 31/01/2025
Floral artifacts from today — I’m loving these vibrant Masha’s watercolors 🪻 Thank you, @drummerbard.bsky.social 🌈 #artsky #watercolorsky #floralsky
A photo of an my art table — close up, three flowers are painted on cold pressed, white watercolor paper. In the background, small plastic pans of watercolors are scattered about.
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