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its been awhile i get update of tsctir,, where did i read it again?

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this is random but i am suddenly into guideverse these days for no reason at all. i just CRAVE to read them ;;

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today i randomly built mona. me from four years ago would go batshit on the current me lol (im still mad that i lost childe pity twice bc of her)

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off topic abt my real life problem, i started playing genshin again two days ago lol watch me completing the whole reunion stellar things and dip again (my next semester starting soon 💔)

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crashing out real bad now due to lack of sleep and tired of life

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why is everyone making their problem mine!! i didnt make my problem yours so why would u do that!!!!!!

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this month is supposed to be my free month. the month where i can do absolute nothing. this month probably my last chance to be really free but i couldn't even get off from the grid for even a moment! GIVE ME A BREAK

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fuck everyone is testing my patience while i am fasting rn

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what do u mean i need to plan the hangout when u are the one who suggested it? what do u mean i have to be the one should negotiate with everyone regarding who will be the one to drive u to work? what do u mean im the one should be the one who produce, direct, & edit the vid when it is a group work?

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zeph @fantomablent.bsky.social · 09/03/2026

i am so mad with everyone rn. i am in a bad mood these three days bc of heeseung's issue, and then people around me testing my patience as if i am a saint candidate!!

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i am sooooo out of touch with reality that i forgot its common sense a woman going out past 10pm is already considered late at night

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i told my friend that idk if it is me getting so drained over my study or my depression actually relapsed. according ti her, apparently its the latter...

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so apparently i crashed out real hard to the point i am basically floating around the earth in autopilot mode and finally realised that i already wasted 2 weeks of my short holiday. i am so DRAINED.

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BUT NO WORRIES I ALREADY KEEP UP WITH THE LATEST UPDATE!!

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zeph @fantomablent.bsky.social · 24/02/2026

i was wondering why i haven't receive any notifs abt manhwa hunter wants to lay low for months now and apparently the site i turned on the notifs is having a problem... i missed a lot of chapters </3

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everytime i feel like i am alone, suddenly my classmates sit around me and have a small talk with me while doing their own things. i mightve cried a little bit.

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zeph @fantomablent.bsky.social · 20/02/2026

honestly i didnt expect the institute i joined is THIS draining

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i cried. i thought i will be fine but apparently breaking up still hurts no matter how much time has passed.

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i couldnt even crash out for real bc i keep holding myself back since i need to finish all of my tasks before i could focus on my personal feelings

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honestly the older i get, the more reserve ive become and it makes it hard for me to maintain an actual connection with human being

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or maybe this is just me missing human's interactions in general bc i am SWAMPED with works for 2 months now

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honestly idk if it is just them being nice of actually want to, they do invite me to hang around and keep me in their dc server but we barely have similar topics to talk about and i dont want to be a ghost listener too they might feel uncomfortable about that

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I WANT TO BE A PART OF THAT GROUP TOO HUWAAAAAA

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honestly i think i am more jealous of my bf that have such friend group compare than me finding out my bf is flirting with other people while we are still dating

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its been awhile i feel so much fun in a friend group but damn its a one time thing. i cant join them whenever i want bc they are my soon-to-be-ex's friend group

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i feel so mixed over my relationship with them in general

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honestly it bugs me a lot ever since last night so i am going to rant here a bit

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