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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

it was an Extremely long journey here BUT we have made it to blfc

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

anyway I’m powering thru. I’m still very excited for BLFC

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

me, curled up on the couch: take that, doctor who refused to do my ct scan

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

holy heck the lower back pain is kicking my ass today. did I mention that when I went to the ER for my gallstone attack they just threw it into my chart that I have bilateral spondylolysis. vindicated when I went to the er for this back pain 5 years ago and they said it was a pulled muscle

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

for the first time in literally like a week and a half. i did not cry tonight and i feel pretty ok. sheesh what a week

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

ig I also have to remember that I switched birth control pills to a different brand aka my hormones are messed the FUCK up

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

the Evening Sorrow Returns, darkening my door once again

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

my palms are itchy I have been working myself up so bad lately (easy task)

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I lied the hopelessness is back lol

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

i suppose i should still say that i'm working on a badge for myself and i can see myself offering it as a commission style (with a faster turnaround) so time to put So Many Eggs into that basket lmao

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

bad news: the transmission in that car is messed up too. i'm still just not making enough at my current job and i'm just feeling kinda aimless. idk

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

good news: i am feeling better and less hopeless but i'm not gonna lie. the immediate path forward is still pretty bad. thankfully it's finally getting cooler outside so driving the car with no ac isn't as bad

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I’ve been having a rough week gang

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

9/24- Dr appt. switched me to a ‘better’ birth control but it’s going to cost me $200 I don’t have because I already have to save for a car. today- who knows maybe I just explode into a fine mist

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

taking inventory of my past week: 9/20- finally give up on the car I sunk $1k into and am getting no help from the Car Ruiner on a new one 9/21- gallstone attack that puts me into the er. $1k copay just walking in there 9/23- start my period and I can now have None of the period craving foods

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

the bad news is that its two hundred dollars

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

hi everyone my gallbladder is ok so far. my dr switched my pill to something else because. apparently. the one i was on can make gall bladder issues Worse so HEY THATS BAD

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

man i am. so scared to eat lmao. that gallbladder attack yesterday was so painful i fully cried and it lasted Hours.

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

back and home and ok now, but my gallbladder is probably going to have to come out lol. and so close to blfc too :(

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

oh hey btw. update on this. I’m in the er and it’s a gallstone

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

the cramps are also now in the front. its pain in the front and the back I’m being sucked into a black hole focused on my diaphragm I’m miserable

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

it’s supposed to start tomorrow. yes I am on birth control for my pmos but now I’m having them MORE regularly than I EVER have and I would rather they use a melon baller

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

just another thing to add to my stresses lately: every time I get my period I get such bad back pain. like just under my shoulders blades bad. like I cannot sleep bad and always like the two days before my cycle starts.

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

good morning lads I’m still circling the drain. I was just thinking about how I kind of wanted to go back to college before I had Several Things kind of devastate me financially. I’ll recover but it takes time and man. sigh

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

sorry i'm still mad. the money that i put into the repair could have gone to something newer. newer and better maintained

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

the REPAIR WAS NINE HUNDRED THATS OVER THE VALUE OF THE CAR AWOO

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

my savings hasn't even recovered yet and i had to borrow money. it was functional for all of a month. 30 days. the trade in value of the car isn't even a thousand dollars.

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

summary of the past 45 days: bad: 20 year old car overheating in vegas summer good: had emergency savings to fix it! bad: exactly one month later my stepdad takes it 500 miles across nevada and just obliterates the transmission worse: refuses to sell or trade it in for something newer

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

got my Covid booster, my flu shot, AND my tetanus shot yesterday and they’re kicking my ASS today

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

the egg makeup sponges was my first crochet hook handle and u can get a ton of them from the dollar store lol. Saved my hand while I was learning

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

I feel like u gotta look at manufacturers of things, like stickers, ribbons, clothing, etc

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

every past experience with pet mice has showed me that they hate getting wet in any capacity

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

really slogging though job recruitment sites. exhausting

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E M Will @elainemwill.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

It's very hard to be creative right now

The "sorry to people who followed me for art but then don't see any for weeks at a time" cake meme

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Haradoshin! 🐛 @haradoshin.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

Hi hello I want to take some trad badge comms! It’s been hot and I want to stay on my first floor. Badges are $150-200 depending on complexity. This cost includes me backing, laminating, and shipping it to you! I want to keep it to US and Canada because of costs. Samples below, shoot me a message!

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

i just love putting numbers into spreadsheets unironically. i make spreadsheets to track my own stuff for fun. i love minesweeper, a game where numbers appear inside of squares. tell me i'm not a good fit for some sort of acccounting support role

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

(i'm writing a cover letter) (this is a joke don't actually tell me)

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

how do i say "i'm the right kind of freak that cares about spreadsheets and tracking finances" professionally

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

been having a very very difficult and stressful time at work lately so I took a mental health day and went and touched grass with my partner. love is real and tangible

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

If it helps at all I was in the same situation for more than a decade. what I did was defer them over and over. i don’t know what servicer you have but i would look into that once SAVE ends! Depending on who you have it can be deferred/have your payment or interest amount lowered significantly.

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Nazfx Studios @nazfx.com · 31/07/2026

I made a UFO plushie 👽🚀🌈🐄 More info ⬇️ #plush #plushie #craft #sewing #handmade #ufo #alien

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Pandam @pandam.bsky.social · 24/07/2026

Filthy Raven

The Raven, From the game "Lovely Lady RPG", working topless on a motorbike with engine grease all over her sweaty body

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fct! @ blfc! @fangclawtalon.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

birthday redemption meal…… seafood boil that I have been CRAVING

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