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Lydz

@fairyfiend.bsky.social
156 followers 11 following 26 posts

18+ only Grayace/autistic/queer fascinated by the sociology & psychology of kink ✦ Just dumping doodles, big illus probably still posted to main Depicting mostly ocs and fae. Identity/relationship focused themes using fantasy. Pretty vanilla.

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Lydz @fairyfiend.bsky.social · 11/10/2026
Realized Deg and Waite are both switches & brat4brat which. Answers a lot of questions as to why they're both Like That I guess
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Lydz @fairyfiend.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
I still ID as gray ace but my own experience with sexuality and then reclaiming it has really underlined for me how society uses a non issue to traumatize and dehumanize kids-teens especially and set them up for failure when they finally explore sexuality. Pretty angry over it
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Lydz @fairyfiend.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Sex has been such a surprising healer of ptsd emotional issues and chronic muscle tension. Why is my body so fucked up
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Lydz @fairyfiend.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
Partner and i while delirious from heat stress: "all sex is gay sex because clits and dicks are the same thing"
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Lydz @fairyfiend.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
My painting setup is a chaotic jumble on a breakfast tray. Made the book myself, old lamination sheets to protect opposite pages during work. My palettes are antique canning jar glass that protect zinc lids from corrosion. Water cup also a canning jar. Wipes are reusable Swedish cloths. Hael yeah
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Lydz @fairyfiend.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
There's nothing like gouache and watercolor to humble you while you beg for more despite lmao
Photo of an open painting sketchbook
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Lydz @fairyfiend.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
I know this is the horny account but vulnerability is The Superior Kink. Woe, sincerity upon ye
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Lydz @fairyfiend.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
He's had a lot of compliments from these groups over the years. man, I hold the comments closely to my heart. The thought he's been a stepping stone for multiple people into exploring their bodies and identities (some even transitioning) is wild to me. Art is cool actually
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Lydz @fairyfiend.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Actually Waite has not only attracted tgirls but tboys AND fat cisdudes who have trouble w their body/presentation/gender. I think I accidentally made The Ultimate Queer Guy
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Lydz @fairyfiend.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
To infodump their identities they're both nonbinary but Waite: genderfluid/poly but tgirls seem to like him a lot and I think that's a high compliment. Him being a tgirl is a really charming thought Deg: actually just his own personal unique gender. But reads as fluid or tboy to most
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Lydz @fairyfiend.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
HUH
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Lydz @fairyfiend.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
I ALSO love my ugly fairy woman who is a weird guy but mostly a ❓
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Lydz @fairyfiend.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
I love my ghost man who is also a beautiful woman
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Lydz @fairyfiend.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
I'm so sorry. I'm assuming it got on your hands? Aughgh!!!
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Lydz @fairyfiend.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Oh my god NO. If you haven't already, wash the area really really well with lots of soap to remove its oil!
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Lydz @fairyfiend.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
They're fully posable too! Down to their eyelids and fingers. It was. A LOT. Thank you!
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Lydz @fairyfiend.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
Hang on I gotta smash the dolls together again so I don't have to think about perspective grids
Screenshots of 3D model pose dolls in sexual poses
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Lydz @fairyfiend.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
Okay
Doodles of two weird guys fucking I guess
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Lydz @fairyfiend.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
I'm quite a newbie with sexuality but it really seems no matter the kink, role, or identity it's ultimately tied to a desire to feel safe in a great many ways. I love tearing the psychology of it apart to see how it cycles back to the non-sexual aspects. I Just Think It's Neat Anyway I ❤️ my stone
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Lydz @fairyfiend.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
Educating myself on the stone butch term and it's really fascinating how much of sexuality is commonly grounded in all kinds of trauma and fears. Exact terms can vary between people as they're so personal, but I heavily point to trauma for my aceness. Not with disdain, just matter of fact.
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Lydz @fairyfiend.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
Hello everyone
Doodle of a faun violently shaking a dildo in their mouth like a dog toy
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Lydz @fairyfiend.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
Lord
Photo of an open gouache sketchbook depicting a painting of two men being intimate in a greenhouse
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Lydz @fairyfiend.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
If mutuals from my main wonder why I'm not following them here: idk accident I've been trying to barely pay attention to social media so I don't succumb to The Horror
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Lydz @fairyfiend.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
Floor time while I fight for my life with gouache
Photo of a breakfast tray full of painting supplies and an open sketchbook on the floor
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Lydz @fairyfiend.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
Damn okay I guess having sex is pretty cool
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Lydz @fairyfiend.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
No promises I'll update this regularly. I'm also very private. If I post anything it'll most likely be my two ridiculous dogmen in love Ig since I know how the internet is: I have no idea what the whole "pro-anti ship" infighting crap is. be patient & curious of each other + leave me out of it
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