iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 9h

my therapy is so useful im so mad that i have to pause due to unemployment

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gabboman the wafrn dev @gabboman.xyz · 29/09/2026

Matrix doesn’t sucks when you use next.sable.moe as client

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 29/09/2026

the bitter chill of the cold, kept at bay by your thick coat. the cold air battering against your ears, the ground becoming hard to stay tethered to, the sight of your own breath

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 29/09/2026

the notes of a softly played piano

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 29/09/2026

the crunch of the leaves under your feet

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 29/09/2026

a single flower on top of a hill. a warm summer's day. the comfort of being with your friends.

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 29/09/2026

They're acting like an emotional raw nerve. They are feeling everything. We should ideally be having these feelings in private, but this is one of the few outlets we have where we can really.. scream into the void. -kris

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kopper @w.on-t.work · 29/09/2026

simpsons "we dont take itchy and scratchy money" but instead it's "we take webm"

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 29/09/2026

Rotates you in the seventh dimension. -kris

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 29/09/2026

meet the headmates - deer - unfeeling emotion sink that is actually quite rich with emotion once you get to know them - the girls - active and worrying mental health case. can only feel dread

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 29/09/2026

it feels like the world is going to end every time that i don't know what to do

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 29/09/2026

i have so many feelings and i can't grasp any of them i can only take pictures of them and examine them

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 29/09/2026

gently swaying in the wind

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 28/09/2026

if it's not clear from my _posting_ i'm having quite the trouble with my identity right now. i might be new, i might not. please be patient

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 28/09/2026

plural systems don't owe you member identification

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 28/09/2026

spring turned to summer, and summer turned to cold.

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 28/09/2026

a rock, gently resting, wanting to be something more. it does not matter, though.

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 28/09/2026

a story, never finished, you can only look at the starts and the ends and try to draw your own conclusions.

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 28/09/2026

even now i don’t know where these thoughts are coming from, who is typing the message, who’s voice i hear in my head, who’s emotions i’m feeling,

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 28/09/2026

maybe i’m the container.

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 28/09/2026

if in plurality a System contains selves, a system is a person without a self. it is a container. a thinking, feeling, breathing container. what does it feel like to be a system, instead of a self within a system?

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 28/09/2026

am i even anything at all. what am i

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 28/09/2026

is there even a ‘me’ to care about. moving through life we change as selves. i could be completely different tomorrow. all i have is my memories and my lack of memories and my connections. all i have is people and my past. i don’t necessarily need to be a person or a self to continue having these

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 28/09/2026

who cares if that mapping changes? who does it affect? what if i just reinvent myself every day? why am i mapping??? why am i mapping??? is this some sacred task? some therapy? what am i trying to find out by doing this task?? does it serve my self in any way?

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 28/09/2026

in plurality, you can have conversation with your selves. hence they can reinforce each other and become real. you turn from a sludge of memories, experiences, opposing views,, into an idea of some amount of selves. an imperfect mapping onto the complex and mundane depths of your brain

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 28/09/2026

what is the self? does it exist on its own? without the influence of others? is my self only what i project to others? does it mean anything? can it mean anything? does it matter if i have many selves, a self that changes day to day, no self at all? what does it all mean? and why should i care?

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 28/09/2026

i have lost at plurality. all my intuition for who i am has been lost. i do things i don’t understand and speak in unknown ways, and it all just serves to confuse me for forever #i-miss-all-of-you

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 28/09/2026

mostly in that there are a lot of themes but no clear strings connecting anything -josie

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 28/09/2026

any tips for what to do if you entire body is aching from illness. should i just take painkillers about it -josie

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 28/09/2026

* (You are filled with the power of Lisdexamfetamine dimesylate)

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 28/09/2026

thinking about my own system and its dynamics and my traumas and such feels like i am doing deltarune theorycrafting but with my own lore -josie

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 28/09/2026

the social foundation for open source is so dead right now. you can fix this by being kind and rejecting fascism -josie

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 28/09/2026

just finished in stars and time. spoiler free review: the character writing is AWESOME and that is the only thing that matters in a story. the start of the game is very strong and the end of the game is very strong but be prepared for the game to torture you for 20+ hours in the middle. it’s w[...]

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 27/09/2026

thank you npc that explains everything for doing that though -josie

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 27/09/2026

playing in stars and time is very immersive when you have amnesia. it is also much much more frustrating -josie

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 27/09/2026

i have somehow fallen into the core team for sable client how did i get here -josie

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 26/09/2026

forgotten to take her meds award -josie

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blackle mori @blackle.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

the more unfinished projects you have the better. the bigger your graveyard the more strange zombies you can sew together from the body parts. do not feel self-conscious about it. just keep making.

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 24/09/2026

is this a bug or just discord having terrible accessibility yet again

the indicator things that show you have unreads in a server is basically the same color as the background

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 24/09/2026

usually i have some level of discipline about how i spend my time but being ill just throws that out of the water. slept for about four hours and have not done anything useful today -josie

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josie deer josie @f0rest.net · 23/09/2026

Just finished reading Ra. Genuinely great book with awesome character writing. -kris

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