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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 20/06/2026

Philosophical question before I pass TF out again - is it possible to simply decide to stop being angry? I feel like I’m constantly angry at *gestures vaguely* everything. Can I just decide not to be? Because it’s exhausting

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

Tearing up watching videos of fans from all over the world celebrating and the unfettered joy. Fuck literally every politician in this country except Mamdani

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 18/06/2026

I did a tarot spread because sometimes that gives me some clarity and it was like “LOL girl there isn’t enough Miralax on the planet for your creative constipation” 🤦🏼‍♀️

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

I hate soccer but I’m loving the Mexico / South Korea interactions

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breathe 🌬️ you’ll pull through 🌠🪽 @blackquadrant.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

If you are a fanfic writer who would be happy for fanart of your work please repost

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

Writing Battle results in and I won 6/10 battles. It was nanofiction (250 word max). The feedback hasn’t been released yet but I’m pretty proud of myself that I won more than I lost and was only 1 win away from making it into the final round

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 11/06/2026

Now that I’ve watched the show and read most of the books, the Heated Rivalry fandom looks even more unhinged than when I didn’t know anything. I’ll still watch the drama from the sidelines though

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 10/06/2026

Proudest Moment as a Deobi: My 5 yo singing along to No Air calling it the “mommy song”

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 10/06/2026

Ended up DNFing The Long Game. I’ll probably get chased off Threads because I outright said Shane’s character was the reason I DNF’d

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

When I was researching how to write horror (which I still haven’t done) a recurring suggestion was write something that scares you. My worst fear can literally never happen. It’s waking up when I’m 16 knowing everything I know now and having to relive 25 years of my life with that knowledge

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 07/06/2026

Ranking of the Game Changers series so far: 1. Tough Guy 2. Game Changers 3. Heated Rivalry Common Goal - 60% done, currently below HR TBD: Role Model The Long Game

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 07/06/2026

I need more age gap (15 yr min) - experienced younger top and inexperience older bottom

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

I got good news about the spot on my neck (an age spot nothing to worry about) and I’ve read 2.5 books in 3 days. I’m still a little sick but I feel UNSTOPPABLE.

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Frostclaw @spacepawdyssey.bsky.social · 05/06/2026

PRIDE after 40

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 04/06/2026

TBZ Heated Rivalry AU? Anyone? Juyeon would be Shane and I’m leaning toward Sunwoo for Ilya Title: The Fallacy of Sunken Cost Doesn’t Apply to Blow Jobs

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

I started reading Game Changers and knowing its origin all I can picture is Sebastian Stan railing Chris Evans into next week (this is not a bad thing btw)

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 02/06/2026

I have Pregnant Brain without the Pregnant part

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 01/06/2026

To add insult to injury, I saw a Jumil fic posted TODAY that has almost as many hits as one I posted 2 weeks ago. Fuck this shit

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 01/06/2026

I’m *thisclose* to creating an entire fantasy world that’s my own personal utopia and inflicting it on others

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 30/05/2026

If no one replies I’ll just do it myself LOL

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 30/05/2026

Snippet Saturday! Love it? Hate it? Indifferent?

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 25/05/2026

To everyone bitching about PTD being the surprise song: At least you got to go to a concert. Some of us got screwed out of it because of fucking soccer so SHUT IT.

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 24/05/2026

I spent $350 on press on nails and supplies. How’s your mental health doing?

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 24/05/2026

I need more toxic age gap yaoi - like 20+ year gap where the older one is shamelessly manipulating the younger one for his own gains (ideally while cheating on a female partner) and the younger one DOES NOT CARE™️ because “omg this silver fox likes me” 😍

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 23/05/2026

When the author is done with the fandom’s bullshit 😂😂😂

A screenshot from AO3 with guidelines posted by the author

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 22/05/2026

What happened to giving people a little grace when they make a mistake or misspeak or do something that maybe wasn’t the best decision but it didn’t come from a place of hate or malice? People are so obsessed with not being “problematic” that they stopped giving people a chance to learn and grow

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 22/05/2026

I wish I could draw because I’d make a TBZ themed tarot deck in a heartbeat

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 21/05/2026

I have mixed feelings about this comment

Comment from AO3 asking me to update a fic

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 20/05/2026

I finally binge watched Heated Rivalry yesterday and it was good, but not the mind altering, transcendental experience people make it out to be. I feel like I missed something or maybe I’m simply not the target audience 🤷🏼‍♀️

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 19/05/2026

Taking an undetermined time out from writing. I’m burned out

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 18/05/2026

I want to do a Bang for TBZ but I genuinely don’t think there’s enough interest / writers to pull off a year long project like that. Which makes me sad Why do I have to love a ficdom that’s slowly but surely dying?

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

(Re)Arranged (Jumil): Arranged but 3 times as long without the cheating storyline. 7/12 chapters currently live archiveofourown.org/works/84694431

Moodboard of The Boyz Juyeon and Hyunjae

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 12/05/2026

The girls who ostracized me from the writing server last fall seem to have broken up. I gave it 6 months & it appears I was spot on. Given how shitty they were to me I have zero sympathy for them

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 11/05/2026

The fastest way to ragebait Heated Rivalry stans is saying a 15 year age gap when both parties are over 25 isn’t a big deal 😈

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 10/05/2026

Back All Black was apparently written by AI 😂😂😂 archiveofourown.org/works/77304616

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

I’m not a huge fan of the trope I got for my first writing battle but I’m gonna give it my best shot

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

So this happened. Holy shit y’all…

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

I better not hear shit from Jumilers about the tag being “so dry” when I drop the new version of Arranged (OG WC - 18k, Projected New WC - 50k)

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 06/05/2026

Say what you will about RPF but HP fic writers are the worst (inspired by the Heated Rivalry fandom imploding for the millionth time this week)

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 04/05/2026

Seasons of Jacob: archiveofourown.org/works/70585506 This collection is complete!

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 03/05/2026

Decided to try Writing Battle. The reviews from Reddit were solid especially if you’re looking for feedback on how to improve. I picked a genre I haven’t written (sci-fi) so it’ll be a fun experiment. I’m not expecting to win anything

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Depressed Houseplant @exhaustedhyungs.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

Seasons of Changmin: archiveofourown.org/works/70601481 This collection is complete!