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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 01/12/2025

Miss Jennifer arrived just in time for Thanksgiving, as she's a Thanksgiving cactus. She's dressed up so beautifully. And her ensemble will only get prettier as the days grow shorter. #flowers #thanksgivingcactus #bloomscrolling #holidayflowers #holidays

A pale Thanksgiving cactus, just blooming.

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 30/11/2025

I am at the stage in my cancer treatment that when I took my shower last night night, I found this: #cancersucks #ihatecancer #fuckcancer #sideeffectssuck #thereddevil #reddevil

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 27/11/2025

I am not well. Physically or mentally. I am about to get my (hopefully) last chemotherapy infusion. The last two infusion have wiped out ALL my energy. I haven't had a single meal. I take a bite and it's not bad at first, but the second bite incites my gag reflex and I have to spit it out.

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call634-5789 @call634-5789.bsky.social · 28/10/2025

Today's 100% Verified Nature Fact:

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 20/10/2025

If your income is dependent on the internet, I really feel so bad for you. All I want to do is check my banking account and buy shit on Whatnot. 😕

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 16/10/2025

Currently sitting, getting chemo. I got great news and bad(no) news from my pet scan. The bad news is nothing was found as to why my entire intestinal tract hurts whenever I eat anything. "chemotherapy related" I believe is appropriate. Great news, I'm showing complete response to chemo. ^5 for me!

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 14/10/2025

So, I just took 2 Tylenol. Now, how long do I have to wait until the 'tism kicks in? Or, do I have to get circumcised first? I'm so confused... 🫤 #MAHAisajoke #RFKisanidiot #brainwormscauseautism #RFKcausesdeath #FUCKtrump

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 16/09/2025

My "cancer/chemotherapy is whack" story for the day: it is currently 3:20 am and I'm wide awake. I laid down for nap @9:30pm and got up about 1:45am. (1/2)

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 16/09/2025

Every day is Friday when you're on medical leave. 😕

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 11/09/2025

It's all, finally, gone. I look like Uncle Fester. LOL.

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 09/09/2025

Oh, how I long for someone to come kiss my bald head. 😔

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 30/08/2025

While chemotherapy is causing me to lose my hair, I, personally have a silver lining. I've been shaving my Thomas facial hair since I was about 12. However, chemo has remedied this annoyance. So, here's my skull.

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 28/08/2025

Today starts my self-imposed quarantine for the next 10 or so days. 3 days after chemotherapy, my levels should be tanking and there's some shit going around out there. Do not want to have to go back to the hospital. #fuckcancer #ihatecancer #cancersucks #FUCKtrump

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 23/08/2025

I'm a 57yo white female going through chemotherapy and have lost about 90% of my hair. I purchased several cheap, fun colored wigs for levity. I do not know how to wear said wigs. Is there anyone who can point me to a tutorial how-to video? (1)

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 19/08/2025

It's a very weird feeling to comb your hair and feel it peeling off your skull. It's like velcro. LOL, only I can't stick it back on. 😂 #fuckcancer #cancersucks

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 08/08/2025

I think he likes his new bed. He'll sometimes use the small ones behind the new bed. #Magnus #pugs #pug #pugsofbluesky

Big old pug sleeping in light blue fluffy dog bed.

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 07/08/2025

LOL. Why do I think it's funny that I keep trying to buy hair care and shaving products when I'll be losing my hair in a few weeks? 😂 #fuckcancer #FUCKtrump #baldness

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 07/08/2025

Took Magnus out for a short stupid walk for our stupid mental (and physical) health. He's pooped. #Magnus #pugs #pug #pugsofbluesky #mylittleoldman #dogs #FUCKtrump #fuckcancer

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 06/08/2025

Day 3 post initial chemotherapy treatment (mine, not Magnus's [he's the pug pictured]) and this is how I feel. #Magnus #cancersucks #ihatecancer #fuckcancer #FUCKtrump

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 01/08/2025

Every nap should start with a self-inflicted orgasm.

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 01/08/2025

A set of crusty lips? Nope, port incision. I am not enjoying this cancer thing. #fuckcancer #cancersucks #ihatecancer #soitbegins #FUCKtrump

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 24/07/2025

Well, well, we'll. Look who now has a more aggressive cancer, DLBCL. Just found out, and waiting for my oncologist to call me with treatment options. #fuckcancer #FUCKtrump #cancersucks #ihatecancer #whatever 😢

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 21/07/2025

Hahaha, I tried my first time to get gemini to create a pedophile and this is my final answer. Looks like he's getting fucked by the "rising sun" 🤣 🤣 🤣

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 18/07/2025

I knew I'd always be poor, but I never thought I'd be one who'd have to decide between food/shelter and medical treatment. 😥

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 17/07/2025

I am at a loss for words. PET scan showed more malignant lynph nodes and growth in the existing ones. One, deep in my chest, is next for biopsy. So, I get a new specialist doctor. I'm so fuckin over this. Fuck cancer! #fuckcancer #FUCKtrump #uncovertheepsteincoverup #cancer #cancersucks

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 17/07/2025

I was bored at work one and was doing some cleaning. I found a packet of bean seeds dated for 2023 planting. I snuck one into an elephant ear just to see... #bloomscrolling

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 08/07/2025

Well, pet scan has been moved up a month due to new symptoms. Cancer can get fucked, HARD, in the face. #cancersucks #ihatecancer #whatever #iamtired

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 06/07/2025

#bluesky for the love of all gods, when I say show me LESS, I mean show me NONE! if furries are your thing great. I am not into it. 😡

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 29/06/2025

Didn't Lorenzo Bobert jack some guy off in a theater? Hell, PeeWee Herman jacked himself off and he never lived it down.

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 25/06/2025

Why did I feel it was OK to post this: (June 25th, 2015 book of face post) Hey kids! There's only 183 shopping days until Christmas! 🎄🎅🎁⛄ho-ho-friggin-ho.

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 25/06/2025

The same hibiscus; this morning, on the right, late this evening on the left. Look how much the hot-ass sun bleached the color. 😮 #bloomscrolling #flowers #hibiscus #nature #pretty #stillpretty

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essayendeewhy.bsky.social @essayendeewhy.bsky.social · 11/06/2025

I rescued and relocated a beautiful 4.5ft rat snake earlier this evening. If I knew before, I'd forgotten they're constrictors. Heavy and very muscular. I hope it lives it's best life, away from humans. Now, I'm in an adrenaline crash, but I feel good. 🐍❤️

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