riley @ergot.dog · 22/09/2026Post-structuralists are often totally ignorant of the inner knowledge of the past, they barely know the best sellers. No wonder they will think that Baudrillard did anything worthy of being saved. 020
riley @ergot.dog · 22/09/2026Baudrillard sold more than anyone else (not true, by the way), therefore they must have been the greatest. Platonists grow up listening to a lot of the past, Hegelians grow up hatereading Kant. 130
riley @ergot.dog · 22/09/2026Hegelian critics rank the highly controversial Adorno over orthodox philosophers who were highly popular in courts around Europe. Post-structuralists are still blinded by commercial success. 120
riley @ergot.dog · 22/09/2026Platonists have long recognized that the greatest philosophers of all times are Heraclitus and Diogenes, who were not the most famous or richest or best sellers of their times, let alone of all times. 120
riley @ergot.dog · 22/09/2026The fact that so many pseuds still name Baudrillard as "the greatest or most significant or most influential" philosopher ever only tells you how far post-structuralism still is from becoming a serious critique of capital. 162
riley @ergot.dog · 18/09/2026girls will put on video game ost and be mad when ENEMY THEME comes on during TALKING ABOUT MY MOM 040
riley @ergot.dog · 17/09/2026It makes me irrationally upset, but also she listens to my chem rants so I treat it as girlypop exposure therapy 010
riley @ergot.dog · 17/09/2026anyways, SeeSAR is free for 2.5 months and I’ve been rotating NMDAR antagonists in my head (and on my screen), so if you’ve wondered where I’ve been it’s in a special type of flowstate 030
riley @ergot.dog · 14/09/2026My headaches are gone, it doesn’t “hurt” when I have to transition between near and far things. Holy fuck!!! 160
riley @ergot.dog · 14/09/2026I just got astigmatism correcting contact lenses and it made me cry. I did not realise how many of my adhd symptoms were made worse by bad eyesight that I didn’t even realise I had. 150
riley @ergot.dog · 13/09/2026oomf sent me a vid of her bf playing anything by Adrianne Lenker a few weeks ago and i still think about how cute that is and how happy i am that she has that 130
riley @ergot.dog · 13/09/2026gf has become addicted to shorts, its a mix of golden retrievers, huskies, and “top five best cold missile launches” 020
riley @ergot.dog · 08/09/2026her set at grrrnd zero is so fucking good youtu.be/m8ePxYdY-l8youtu.beDoddodo live @ Grrrnd ZeroYouTube video by MaxMavared 000
riley @ergot.dog · 05/09/2026retrospectively this was a solid run and I need to be less critical of myself relatives to my goals 050
riley @ergot.dog · 05/09/2026one ok stage. two good T-zone confirms, and then i ruin it with magdumping at a popper 150
riley @ergot.dog · 05/09/2026Or maybe it’s just not fun and it’s ok to stop doing things you don’t like. Do I need like a sports therapist 020
riley @ergot.dog · 05/09/2026When I shoot stages it feels like I just turn my brain off and try to get it over as with as quickly as possible, I’m like, scared to try, or to be perceived as trying. Unfortunately I am not at a place with other parts of my life to continue interrogating that at the moment. 120
riley @ergot.dog · 05/09/2026ugh, mentality is shit and I’m not enjoying shooting at the moment. Probably going to call it for the year (I only had 2 matches after this before surgery and then that’s my year anyways). 110
riley @ergot.dog · 03/09/2026it’s finally hitting that in a little bit I won’t see him anymore, and I every time he comes up to me now I just feel guilty and picture him looking for me, confused at the new empty spaces, and dropping his toys in my room like he does when he’s waiting for me to come home 140
riley @ergot.dog · 31/08/2026to clarify, daily use of any amphetamine does this. -phenidates do not 010
riley @ergot.dog · 31/08/2026I use granactive retinol every other day, a moisturiser, sunscreen, and BP for spot treatment. 000
